
Mario drives slowly and stops in front of a used car showroom.
"Lu seriously bro? this is a new car also two years ago you bought, you want to take it off again? want to change to a new boss?" ask Aliong the showroom owner.
"Seriously, I got out first. Again need capital," replied Mario casually.
"Well, trust me, capital for what else boss. You want to marry again.hahahaha," Aliong teases Mario.
"Have you bargained for how many cars I have?"ask Mario again.
"Hahahaha, you can be kidding. When you come here to sell the car, we have to go in first to coffee first," Aliong asked Mario.
Mario then joined Aliong's showroom.
Then Aliong asked one of his employees to make coffee for Mario and himself.
"Lu why would you sell a car anything? mario time that I know to have to sell a car to find capital?"Aliong questioned Mario's intention to sell his car.
"Gue seriously bro, my original fooled my men. You know Darman, right? he took my office money away" Mario replied as he picked up a cigarette proffered by Aliong.
"Emang you fooled how many anyway? time until such a crime".
"Related big not, said small also not. The problem is that I have not had many projects lately. Eh..sional even deceived by his own men," Mario was very upset to remember the actions of Darman.
"Are you looking yet to his house?".
"Udah Liong, said the bin that people did not return this month to his house," cigarette smoked very deeply.
"Repot is also well," Aliong also smoked his cigarette while staring at Mario.
"If you help me the same I won't?"tanya Aliong looked seriously at Mario.
"Bro, I can't bro. What will I change your money for?"reply Mario while shaking his head.
"Gue does not want to give money, but wants to give a project".
"You mean what Liong?".
Aliong smiled widely as Mario asked like that, then he called someone to meet somewhere.
"Rio...Rio...mobil's still good this way you want to sell, no money all. Good thing you came to me, so I remember there was an offer from a friend I used to," said Aliong while looking at and stroking the inside of Mario's car.
The two of them were driving towards a restaurant as indicated by the person who had been contacted by Aliong.
It turned out that they met someone who worked in the Public Works Agency.
(That year there were no specific rules for government projects, there were still many cases of projects under hand. Although the President at that time had acted decisively but there are still some cases of corruption that can escape)
"Did you guys, this is my friend Mario, he owns the CV. FORWARD MANDIRI," Aliong told the man, who was named Mr. A.
Mario and Mr. A get acquainted with each other, and while eating they began to talk about the cooperation of the project they would work on.
"So that Liong, later you enter the offer, the price in naikan dong. I'll go to the boss, once approved and there is a disbursement of funds, my share is fifteen percent. Deal huh?" said Mr. A while exhaling his cigarette smoke.
Mario still looked confused, then Aliong explained again the invitation of cooperation from Mr. A earlier.
Actually it's wrong, it's obviously against the rules and obviously it's one form of corruption.
Mario did not dare to say anything, he just silently observed how Aliong so excited with the invitation of Mr. A.
"Rio, you don't worry, we'll make another company. I made a new CV, and you as the project's job executor later. Will be many projects bro, I take care of finances and you will have many projects, so you can have money to pay off debts," Aliong tried to convince Mario.
"Liong, to get a project from the service must be a tender according to the provisions, we can not play behind like that," Mario tried to argue to refuse.
"I understand.gue understand.but that A who holds the tender, it's a chance for us. You work according to the provisions, and about the money let me same A who set," Aliong continued to try to convince Mario to join.
"Gue ask for time well, let me first think about how good it is".
While smoking a cigarette accompanied by a cup of coffee, Mario sat on the roof of his office while leaning against the water storage tank.
Mario thinks hard, there is a tempting offer but very high risk offered by Aliong the owner of the car showroom and also Mr. A one of the internal persons of the Public Works Department.
There will be a lot of work that he will receive later, as long as the cooperation does not leak.
Aliong technically made a fictitious company, then bid through a closed tender.
Mr. A later who handles will directly ask for approval from his superiors for proposals from the fictitious company owned by Aliong earlier.
Markup proposal value, liquid down payment in Mr.'s pocket. A is 15% and 5% for the boss.
Mario gets the value of money for the execution of the work, and money for the work according to the price in general.
The excess money from the proposal will be divided in two with Aliong, and for the money business, Aliong will handle it.
The company's money was taken away, bills lined up waiting for payment and now there is a lucrative offer like this.
"I just try it, for example, pay off my debt and stop dealing with Aliong," muttered Mario who was still worried.
"Oh my God, shall I plunge into such an illicit path? I have no other way now. Forgive me Lord," Mario's inner turmoil of war between refusing or participating.
Maya was able to sit at the age of one year, the child had eaten, had taken a bath and was already fragrant.
Since the afternoon Soraya invited him to play while he read books for teaching materials tomorrow.
Now Maya has been able to show which eyes, nose, ears and all the limbs.
"Papa" was the first speech that glided from his small mouth, he could not yet distinguish between "Mama" and "mamam".
It is a bit difficult, because almost all mothers on earth earth this earth will say the word "momam" when taking their baby to eat.
Soraya has been teaching at school for a month, and Mario often comes home at night.
If asked by Soraya, the answer must be because there are many new jobs today.
Mario does look very busy, even going home also always faces a laptop and busy calculating the cost of construction projects.
Usually spend time with little Maya, even sleeping with her child. But this month seems to care less about his son.
But Soraya could not say anything, she could only pray that her husband be given fluency in his work.
As Soraya enjoys her job as a teacher, Mario becomes more and more of a job with Aliong and Mr. A.
Soraya is increasingly loved by students in school because she is a good teacher and always full of joy when in the classroom giving subject matter.
Mario is getting home more and more at night and now there is an additional smell of alcohol when the middle of the night comes home.
Almost twice a week there is an obligation to bring Mr. A and his superiors are also other related ranks for karaoke entertainment.
Indeed karaoke is a singing entertainment to unwind, but if plus it even makes it complicated.
Liquor and female song guides become mandatory menus that must always be available during karaoke entertainment.
"Rio, find that cheap songwriter dong, who I can fumble, crumple, don't be a pompous. How the hell are you, face not pretty
beautiful doesn't matter. The important thing is that I can hold on, you understand?!!!" that's usually what Mario hears about Mr. A is asking for entertainment.
Time goes on, it does not feel half a year has long Mario collaborated with Aliong and Mr. A.
Debt, of course. Now the goal is the house is finished soon, then Mario continued to join them.
In Mario's office the more rough the day, the more projects, the more income, of course, but the more emotional the higher.
"Susi, you g*bl*k or tol*l well, it's clear the model and size of the bridge that is asked how. This is your picture wrong, read again the criteria of the letter from the service. I wonder just like you, why can it be such a fool!!!" makian Mario like that has almost become Susi's meal every day since the project from the service slid.
Currently the architect is not Susi, there are two more people but Susi is their coordinator.
And Mario certainly does not want to know, surely Susi as the coordinator who will be the target if there are errors in his team in working on images or making mockups.
So did Marsela, added his headache, used to just set Mario's schedule, pay regular bills and do company bookkeeping.
Now, there's Aliong's schedule as well which he has to take care of, there's Mr.'s credit card bill. A that he must pay.
Then do CV bookkeeping. FIKTIF that all the numbers are fake in addition to doing the bookkeeping of his own company.
Even now he must also often make fake notes or receipts, even have some fake restaurant stamps and also fake shop stamps.
It is sad to have to do all that, but what power three children all school while her husband odd jobs have no clear income.
Sometimes if Mario is not in the office, Marsela and Susi often cry together in the office warehouse.
"Sir Mario is very different, in the past, the time has not joined Koh Aliong was all comfortable even though our salary and bonuses are small. Now the salary goes up, a big bonus but having to accept the mockery every day," Susi complained as she tearfully.
"I'm scared of Susi, too, but how else. You can at any time out of work because I am single, I have three children and an unclear work husband. Age is three heads, want to work where else try," Marsela also felt countless sad.
"You are out of work also a lot of consideration Sela, I used to be from the beginning of the office standing when I only had one small project with Mr. Rio, the present when I was busy leaving. There is a sense of pity for Mr. Rio, but if you remember he turned out to be annoyed as well".
Marsela and Susi looked at each other while they were both in tears, they hugged each other crying out to throw resentment at the heart.
Maya is asleep, fortunately the boy was all day a henchman because it might have been big. Sunaryo's mother said she was a bit overwhelmed when Maya had walked and ran a lot.
The child is almost two years old now, Soraya so think to bring Maya to school only because there are classes for toddlers or under three years old.
Now Soraya is typing exam questions on the computer, next week the students have to take the midterm exam.
Because he was busy these few days, there was something that Soraya forgot to do that was taking the Pill, and the old habit continued to occur that she never recorded her menstrual date.
During this time she kept the pregnancy by using the Pill only, because she felt uncomfortable with other methods.
Soraya was a bit relaxed for the affair, because Mario often came home at night while half drunk as well. And until the house goes to sleep without touching him.
So when he forgot to take those pills as well, he didn't get dizzy.
Outside the rain is quite heavy, Soraya had to speed typing because of fear of power outages if the rain accompanied by lightning like this.
The wall clock is already at number nine, meaning it's nine at night.
Finally half an hour later completed all the exam questions for next week's semester exam material.
Soraya peeked into the room, and Maya was still sleeping very soundly let alone rain like this, the cold weather would certainly bring themselves into the dream realm even deeper.
A cup of warm tea will definitely make the body more comfortable in rainy weather like this, and that is also what Soraya is doing at this time.
Outside the sound of Mario's car into the yard, Soraya immediately opened the main door so that Mario can immediately enter the house because outside the rain is still very heavy.
Soraya stood in front of the open door waiting for Mario to enter the house, while looking a little staggered, Mario got out of the car and looked at Soraya while entering into the house.
Mario threw himself into the dining table chair, while slipping his face into the table with his hands.
Soraya closed and locked the door, then saw her husband still wearing shoes, and she helped him take off his shoes.
Mario glanced at Soraya who was trying to remove the shoes from his feet, suddenly Soraya's chin was lifted and Mario kissed his wife ferociously.
Then Soraya was crushed by her body, Soraya thrashed and tried to push her drunk husband and tried to rape him.
But all the efforts he made were unsuccessful, that night Soraya was forced to serve Mario's passion on the front floor of their bedroom.
His clothes were forcibly pulled by Mario so that they were torn from top to bottom lengthwise, as well as his underwear was pulled and thrown somewhere.
The smell of alcohol hit Soraya's face and the smell was smelling dizzy his head, Soraya was crying but Mario did not care he kept on pushing, pressing Soraya until he was satisfied.
Mario threw his body next to Soraya's crying body while covering her body with her clothes torn by her husband.
His heartache, why Mario had to rape her, why not ask for it alright as she also understood her obligations as a wife.
While feeling pain in the intimate part of his body, Soraya stood up and walked limped towards the bathroom.
Under the shower, Soraya continued to cry lamenting her heart-wrenching fate.
Why should I marry Mario, why did Oma Elisabeth ask her to marry him.
It turned out that what he was afraid of was happening was even more severe than he had expected all along.
It is better that Mario go with another woman than to torture himself and his inner self.
Get out of the bathroom, with the body still wrapped in a towel and Soraya walks towards her bedroom.
In front of the door, Mario was still lying snoring, without taking care Soraya stepped over her husband's body and immediately entered the bedroom.
After getting dressed, Soraya lay down while hugging the sleeping Maya. In his heart grateful his son did not know how much his father had hurt himself and his heart.
Mario is still asleep, Soraya quietly out of the house while carrying her child using a special rope for baby carrier.
"Where are you going?" ask Sunaryo's mother from across the street.
"You go to her grandmother's house" Soraya said as she waved at Sunaryo's mother.
"Yes, be careful on the road," Mother Sunaryo replied with a smile.
Mario opened his eyes, his head was dizzy. He only realized that all night sleeping on the floor, he tried to sit down and saw her next to his feet still wearing shoes, then he took them off.
As her pants opened, she tried to recall the incident last night.
"Soray!" call Mario while getting up and sitting on the dining table chair.
When he sat down he saw that the bedroom door was open and empty, his wife and son were not there.
"Definitely across the house," thought Mario as he rose towards the bathroom.
After bathing and dressing, then with steady steps Mario to the house of Mr and Mrs Sunaryo to pick up his son and wife.
"Loh, it was walking to the front of the housing, riding a rickshaw to go to his grandmother's house," replied Sunaryo's mother when Mario asked the whereabouts of his son and wife.
Mario was quick to say goodbye, but his heart started to grow upset. Soraya took her son to the house of the grandmother, whose mother or mother-in-law.
While taking the car keys, his eyes glanced at the table and there was a sheet about the Junior High school exam.
Mario understands that his wife has just completed an exam for students at the school where he teaches.
But there was one who was irritated, Soraya left and did not bring her mobile phone. It was sweetly located on the side of the test paper.
"Rio, are you alone? Though today is Saturday, why are Soraya and Maya not brought here?" ask Wongso's mother when Mario tries to visit her in-laws' house.
Mario did not answer immediately but his eyes glazed over the entire room, investigating whether his wife and son were at his in-laws' house or not.
When he was sure there was nothing, Mario replied that Soraya was busy making test questions and he himself was waiting for the time because there was an appointment with people near his father-in-law's house.
Mario waited about an hour, hoping his wife and son would come to his in-laws' house. And his plan when it comes will soon be taken away.
Soraya didn't come either, which means it's possible to go to Mario's parents' house. Then Mario was soon ready to go to his parents' house.
Mamih Regina was talking to Rosalinda, as usual this daughter-in-law while carrying a nice and expensive cake, then the story of social events that she always followed.
"Damn it's Ayamor" Mario muttered as he entered his parents' house.
"Rio, where's Maya? you alone? where are your son and Soraya ?" Mamih immediately asked that a sign that Soraya was not in this house either.
"Soraya's busy doing exams? at least tomorrow I will bring home from the church here," replied Mario as he went straight into the dining room and immediately opened the hood.
"You haven't eaten yet, Rio?" mamih Regina asked when she saw her son looked hungry.
"Not yet, I went to the customer so I didn't have time for breakfast," Mario lied again while taking a plate and then pouring rice and taking the side dish on the table.
"Stay!!! please bring the meat soup dong, there's Rio nih has not eaten," Mamih Regina asked Bik Tati to bring her other food.
Bik Tati immediately came while carrying a bowl of warm meatball soup and a glass of water for his employer's son.
"When Maya was just brought here, there was Tati who was urusin," said Bik Tati when he knew that Mario came alone.
Mario just glanced at it, not answering Bik Tati's words just now.
While eating while thinking hard, where do the wife and child. Nothing here, nothing at his father-in-law's house either.
Want to talk to Mamih Regina, there is Rosalinda who will definitely make a very annoying comment.
"Rio, if I occasionally invite Soraya to gather with my friends, can't you? let him slang dong," asked Rosalinda while putting an expensive handbag in front of Mario.
"No way, he went home to teach in the afternoon, then Saturday and Sunday were often used to check the results of the exam. So it feels like there is no time for such a get-together" Mario replied with a loud snort.
Rosalinda did not say anymore, she just stared hard at Mario, then in a big lady pretentious style she grabbed her phone and called someone who knows who.
Agree for a grand event to be held at an expensive restaurant in the city.
Mario sat on the porch of his backyard smoking a cigarette, his head was tired, he thought hard where his wife went to bring his son.
"You're still smoking, try to stop dong Rio," said Mamih Regina who at that time looked like she was about to leave.
Mario just kept quiet and did not answer his mother's words.
"Mamih stay well, want to go first with Rosalinda," Mamih Regina said goodbye to her son.
"Try Soraya, I'll take her with me. We want to creambath hair while reflexology," said Rosalinda while half-insinning Mario.
No words from Mario's lips, just a nod of his head to his mother.
Soraya enjoys taking the bus with her son, looking baby
almost two years old, he was very happy to enjoy the trip.
Soraya's delusion drifted to a past film called "Baby days out", a film about the adventures of a new baby who can crawl can escape the kidnapping attempt and managed to outwit the kidnapper.
There was a scene of the baby getting on the bus, and when Soraya saw her son excited while patting the glass of the bus, she remembered the old movie.
"Now we go for a walk in the mall, Maya darling must like to play in the ball pool same Mama well," said Soraya while kissing her anxious son who also seemed so happy to be taken away the streets
a road like this.
When entering the mall, little Maya looks very enjoy it. His eyes looked in all directions, if only he could talk smoothly would have much to ask his mother.
In the playground of toddlers, Maya is very happy. He crawled and walked to and fro because of the many balls, dolls and various other toys in the room.
Satisfied playing, then Soraya took her child to the dining area, and fed her child food porridge.
After eating, Maya looks start to sleepy, then Soraya immediately look for a room to breastfeed the baby that is always there in every large mall.
Maya drinks milk from her mother's breast very much, the child looks very tired to sleepy and falls asleep while her little lips are still attached to the ***** mother.
Soraya let go of the little lips slowly, then tightly hugged the child as tears trickled down again.
The glance of the watch had shown at four in the afternoon, and he still did not know where to go home.
Going to his mother's house or to his father-in-law's house will only add to the burden of everyone's problems and thoughts.
There is no other way, just take another bus and go back to the housing where he lives.
The sun was no longer visible when the two arrived at the front of the house escorted by a rickshaw he was riding from the front of the bus stop.
Mario's car wasn't in the yard, a sign he hadn't returned home. Soraya took a shower and cleaned her child.
After Maya is done eating dinner, she takes her son to play on the bed.
From outside the sound of a car entering the yard, apparently Mario came home when he was still not nine at night.
"Where have you been all day?" mario asked when he found his wife lying down with her son.
Soraya quietly did not answer, nor did she look at her husband who was standing in front of the open door.
Maya crawls up to Mario, then with a feeling of kangen to his son, immediately Mario grabs him and hugs his son.
"Where's Papa's son from? all day Papa is looking for, Papa misses Papa's son this one," said Mario while hugging and kissing his son.
Soraya got out of bed and walked out of the room.
"You didn't answer, I asked you where Maya was all day" said Mario, holding his wife's arm.
Soraya looked at Mario sharply, then shook his hand and immediately stepped out of the room again.
Mario immediately got in the way while holding his son.
"I want to drink, please don't block the door" Soraya said in a cold tone.
"Where were you at? and why didn't you tell me?" Mario forces Soraya to answer the questions he asks.
"Should I have permission for a drunk?".
"I'm your husband, under whatever circumstances I am, you still have to let me go".
Soraya stared intently at Mario, looking once she was currently so upset and resentful towards her husband.
"We took a bus around town, then played in the mall".
Mario approached Soraya, "I'm sorry that last night hurt you. I'm really unconscious".
Soraya was silent and threw her face towards the wall as Mario's face approached her.
"You're gonna forgive me?".
Soraya pushes Mario's body, then runs towards the bathroom. Immediately went into the bathroom, and crying vented all the resentment in his heart.
That night Mario slept in a room next door that was smaller in size and full of cabinets and belongings.
Mario sleeps on a mat, and Soraya does not bother with it, she sleeps while hugging her child.
The next day they went to church together, and along the way there was not a single word spoken from the lips of the husband and wife.
Just a little Maya who was busy blabbering all the way I don't know what she was saying.
Coming home to the church to have lunch at the home of Mamih Regina and Papih Hansen, no one thought that Soraya was actually angry with her husband.
Soraya still serves food and drink to her husband, still leaving Maya to her husband while she is busy helping at her in-laws' house.
Sitting next to her husband while eating with the extended family, nothing changed.
Soraya's silent action continued for almost two months, but as long as breakfast was available, dinner was available.
Mario clothes to the office are still available neatly selected by Soraya every day.
All is unchanged, all that changes is just no talk, then Mario stays asleep in the next room with a mat.
Until one day Soraya felt nauseous and dizzy, then she also remembered that it had been almost two months he did not menstruate.
After teaching go to the pharmacy to buy a test pack, the next morning when tried and the results are positive.
Mario just woke up, his whole body sore because he slept on the floor with a mat all this time. He sat in the chair in front of him with a cup of hot coffee.
Next to the cup he saw a small plastic, and inside the plastic was a thin slab. He grabbed it and there were two red lines on the plate.
Mario smiles at her, then he enters the bedroom and sees Soraya crying at the end of the bed.
"Soraya, you....".
Soraya looked up and saw Mario approaching himself, and Mario grabbed his wife by the shoulder.
"Maya has not been two years, I have always hoped that I could give exclusive ASI to him until he was two years old. Next month she'll be on her second birthday, but I'm pregnant".
While sobbing Soraya began to talk out her heart.
"I was pregnant after I was raped by a drunk husband. The seed is growing, and I'm afraid my son is having trouble planting a drunkard's seed".
"I hate you, evil you Bang. What's my fault with you for having to rape your own wife in such a violent way" Soraya wept until Mario grabbed her in his arms.
Soraya cried on Mario's chest, she overflowed all her emotions that had been hidden.
Mario hugged him tightly and kissed many times the head of his wife who had very fragrant hair.
"I'm sorry baby, sorry, once again I'm sorry. Yesterday I was caliph," said Mario, raising his wife's face wet with tears.
"Now you're pregnant with our second child, don't think badly. I'll take care of you, sure our second child will be just as good as Maya".
Soraya fell silent, then she started to nod her head while sighing.
"Papapapapa.mamamamama..," there was a small voice calling out to the two of them who were sorry-forgiving.
The little girl crawled up, then stood up and walked on the bed trying to grab the arms of her father and mother.
The three of them hugged each other, unable to hold back if they heard a small voice calling the two of them.
Mario kissed his son's cheek and his wife's cheek, wanting to make him a better husband.