BLIND DATE
Chapters. 6

We headed for the brother of the gulali seller who was in the middle of the children who were engrossed in seeing the process of making the gulali, unknowingly I took notice, and ka Rendy was reluctant to take some photos and videos on his phone.

well that afternoon was covered with the sweetness of twilight and gulali, happy bet deh anyway that afternoon.

Not long we mutusin to get ready to go to the dcd cafe to watch the band bacot, Rendy pampit for a while to go to the toilet.

Well I'm happy this time, I don't know this momentary happiness just passing or for the next, I still can't predict too scared for the shadow, but also don't want to lose someone like Rendy.

ka Rendy has not returned from the toilet, not long ago his mobile phone ka Rendy rang no call from "Honey" yes I saw it myself on the screen said dearly and supported by two people who were showing off their sweet smile.

It turns out that ka Rendy has lied to me, he said he is single but it turns out, God at this time my heart immediately hurts, and I don't know if I want to get out of there immediately, but must be able to control emotions first.

Breathe out a breath.

huffff, for the umpteenth time and ka Rendy walked towards the chair that I sat in with her sweet smile, she said, God why did you present this kind and sweet human being in my life if it was just a lie.

"Sory waited a long time for the toilet"

"yes you don't PP, oh yes I first well, ka Rendy don't need to be anid to the cafe" said gw while holding the cry as hard as possible.

"not so, why is it nid, you want to recognize gw same brother lo "

"yes but sorry not so, I do not know you ka Rendy "

"yes but why, love me alesan that I can fahamin"

"For ever we will not be able to understand ourselves if we just can not be honest with ourselves, oh yes I'm sorry go Jek anid already come" said I've been using kesel.

"nid kok pesen go Jek anyway, briefly give me alesan why do not you want to gw anterin" hick ka Rendy when I already want to deket his brother GO-JEK.

"yes already you, can anid also ask for one alesan aja, why a committed person can not take care of him, at least not provide hope for new people in his life, so that the, think about the commitment that you've built, I'm first"

It seems like happiness is not on my side, and this time it feels the same, it hurts.

throughout the journey the tears did not stop, I don't know it was mixed, sick, disappointed but want how.

Until the DcD cafe atmosphere has been rame because this is already malem, as usual I sit at the table next to pangung . Sitting sweet directly pesen seblak super pedes let the heart be relieved if I cry no one knows, let the tau tears gw this because of the taste of eating seblak. Snot continues to come out plus tears are also tuh, sad tears mixed with painful tears.

"when nyampe nid "tanya ka dre sitting next to gw

"From earlier "answer me while still crying

"nid iced lime is special for you" ka Farel dateng with two glasses of iced orange seger

"thank you Farel" I replied with a forced smile

"why pesen seblak level, nangis mah nangis aja don't torture yourself" said ka Dre

"who torments himself, who wants to"

"Gw know lo nid, so do not need to torture yourself, ok dah lah gaes yuk start again "

"So you know , but really "

"Gw can not gini, will not be bersalang gw if still here, it's back"

"ka nay bill anid same onein ka Dre yah, was ka Dre who said, thanks ka nay" say to ka nay cashier dcd cafe while waving to the children bacot band on stage there.

"sorry you are a victim if I pay it seblak I have no fare home, if you wait for you to miss the tar number***** nangis gw"

Until at home already deserted have entered the dream realm each, and I collapsed while nyicil crying whose tears began to pour.

I don't know it feels tired nagis tired and ended sepet eyes and sleepy attack and finally I entered dreamland as well.

may tomorrow be better.