
I don't live with it, it's full of rules. A month after he came back, it felt like a year in the rules of the pesantren.
Two months of household with her, it was like living in a stepparent's care. It's true, but he's very strict. He does not want to hear the word 'later' does not tolerate the word 'drag' must now, yes must be done immediately.
It's more than the rules you give. It's more than the housekeeper ordered.
Huftttt, this is what a household is?
I so imagined, what if there was a child and he could not understand me who bothered to take care of the child. What if my son was crying, and then he forced me to pray as soon as the Adhan reverberated.
Hopefully he can understand, or at least he replaces me to take care of our baby while I pray. He should have understood, because he already had children.
“Dream continues? Givan said what, if Adek has been living in mes for a month?“ Bang Ken patted my shoulder while enjoying my solitude at this kitchen bar table.
I've been thinking too much about her change lately, so it took a little of my happiness with her. I don't know why, I suddenly feel so unhappy. Maybe the pellets are over.
The problem is one, he can't understand me. He should tell slowly, how the duty of a wife. I'm new to the household, I'm inexperienced, but he's yelling constantly because I don't understand the duties of a wife.
“Why is this week alone constantly? Why not ask too? Brother Kangen Adek ngerengek ask for ration kelonan.“ He grabbed me and rubbed my arm.
Yes indeed the peak I harbored my anger this past week. I can only obey, because he will be more angry if I ask a lot and discuss a lot already.
“That's my right, it shouldn't need to be asked either Brother Cinta.“ I didn't look at him one bit.
“Oh so?“ He chuckled and then grabbed my cheek.
“Eh, by the way…. Adek haid not yet? Date five met the date of five Brother here, but tancap hold us, Adek do not menstruation-haid.“
“I'm used to late.“ Maybe the cigarette too.
I cut back on cigarettes, but I'm getting stressed.
“Kek no load.“ He pulled my jaw, for I looked towards him.
“Inner load, unhappy me.“ I put on a big smile to disguise the true mimic.
I'm afraid he's angry, if I talk too much about him. He doesn't like to be commented on, especially if I say he's changed.
“Masa? Let's go shopping, the cake is less happy because the course goes home directly into the apartment continues. Does Adek want a car, let Adek have a round-trip vehicle. It feels funny, Brother shuttle by taxi.“ He chuckles small.
“Mau deh.“ I won't waste his offer.
“Yuk get ready.“ He took me down from this chair.
Fucking women! Look, I'm melting.
Bring it up later again, the most important thing is now to buy a car first.
Funny, it's so easy to buy a new car and take it down to the asphalt. Maybe I'll call Alfonso, to ask about some kind of vehicle SIM if in Indonesia.
“Buy what, Dek?“ Bang Ken parked our car in a big supermarket.
“See-see first, Bang.“ Cause like this, I'm not coming back.
However, after this I hope that he and I have time to talk. Sort of, pillow talk. But Ken's bang habit will fall asleep, if it has reached its release. As if he was losing his strength, he immediately went limp and fell asleep until snoring.
Until it was time for bed activity to begin, he moved very slowly by placing two fingers on the bottom of my stomach. “Kek there is a strange.“ He let go of hers by gently pressing her lower abdomen.
“What's up, Bang?“ I feel disturbed.
He shook. “That's okay, but there's nothing. It's just a weird cake.“
What the hell does that mean?
“My health means?“ I was already troubled by the sudden examination of him.
“Hmm, cake is tight. Maybe I'll have a period, huh? Later drink again yes medicine from Abang.“
Oh, course. Of course I'll throw it back in the sink drain.
But I dare not tell the truth. “Yes, Bang. Continuein.“ I grabbed both of his arms.
“Oke, Babe.“ He smiled and moved back for me.
Until the end where we finished it. I shook his body so he wouldn't fall asleep.
“Abat start not like this? Is it because you are forty-two years old now?“ I doubt his stamina.
His eyes opened and turned towards me. There was a stifled drowsiness, because his eyes were so red.
“Because it's quiet now, it's legal. There used to be a lot of gurgling, fear of being discovered, fear of this, fear of it. Why bring age? Ever said age distance doesn't matter, but now talking age?“ He tilted his body towards me.
“Because every new finished, boro-boro washing, Brother directly slumber aja.“ I put my palm over her cheek.
“Iya, delicious. Udah plong, it's convenient.“ He took my hand from there, and then he hugged me.
His eyes were closed again, looking for a comfortable place in my chest.
Hmm, don't tell me he wants to fall back asleep.
“We're two months old, how much longer are we, Bang? I'm worried Brother got bored first.“ I pulled her head looking for a comfortable spot on my neck.
“What, Honey?“ He tried to open his eyes, as I held both temples and I held them.
“Against the inauguration? Counting from the time that Givan bang love, it means that it has been three months of time that bang Givan gave the opportunity to Abang.“ I'm sure bang Ken will understand.
He sighed. “We are happy and comfortable like this, Dek. Where else would you like to mess with the cake?“
Loh, how is that the answer? That means, it's been up to this, isn't it the fight? I started thinking about bang Ken who said forget, when asked to take care of the letters from there.
At first he said it was easy, because it was just a formality. He can fake everything, I think he can also take care of the KUA certificate from KUA anywhere, which is important not from the residence of Riyana's extended family.
“Abang promised, if we will be official. How come you're too comfortable at this point? Brother said only formalities, you can fake RT RW certificate or parent's license. You can, Abang asked for a KUA certificate from Abang village in Banjarmasin. I'm sure, you can also ask people to take care of you. Pay the most, from Abang back and forth fare.“ I gave the right advice in my opinion.
“Iya later taken care of, Brother will intervene by himself all business dealings in Banjarmasin. Ready, just opening. Brother must be present there, later yes all take care of the letter.“
Why do I doubt his words?
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