Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD116´S. Support from mommy
“In custom this way yes, Ria?“ Alfonso's mother was eating the rice catering box I ordered for this event.
Only a hundred boxes, I leave them all to the mosque. I only take two for Alfonso's mother and his Alfonso, while I eat other foods. I've been a picky eater since I was pregnant.
“Yes, Mom. Four months and seven months. But the cake, after seven months I spent with my family. Because the time is right in my first education graduation, I can try to graduate in eight months of education aja,” explained me later.
I don't know where bang Ken and Bunga went with his birth mother. Because I was busy talking to the mosque manager. If bang Ken asks the manager of the mosque about my show, maybe he can know whose child I actually bear. Because I was asked to tell my son's son, he meant his nasab. Also, my name is as the mother who conceived this.
But if the time came when he really knew that my son was his son, I would no longer want to continue with him. Yes, may I be strong with my own stance, may I not be inedible persuasion.
“If you have trouble telling your family, you can invite your family to come home. Mommy help explain later, you don't have to worry.“ Alfonso's mother smiled soothingly.
I'm nodding. “Ready, Mom.“
“Everything should not be a burden on the mind, let your child stay healthy. Mommy had a miscarriage, because she lived in the house of in-laws. Mommy's first child, before Alfonso. Trivial problem, just because Mommy's not comfortable. But fatal, because it is used as a burden of this uncomfortable mind. You have to learn from Mommy's experience, lest you lose your baby. It's not about your son being unlucky that his father left behind, but remember that he's your flesh and blood, too. Cassian him, already his father so, you do not get to his father's cake.“
I immediately embraced this broad-minded old man. She was very different from my mother, she looked like my mother Dinda. It's just that, mentally he's not like mama Dinda. Alfonso's mother, is a person who is easily frightened and easily panicked. In animals only he is afraid, for example a*****. Unlike Caucasians in general, she fears a lot like women in Asia.
Until now, no one knew if me and bang Ken were married and my son was a child in marriage. Although Alfonso and his mother also, he only knew that his father my son was my lover.
“I'm a little worried I dumped my family, Mom. They're rich people, without them maybe I'll never feel the luxury. Not that I'm afraid of losing that luxury, but I'm afraid I don't care about them anymore and don't love them anymore. I'm used to their help, material or mental. If they throw me away, can I stand on my own feet?“ I told her my worries.
Unfeeling, my own words invited my tears. My mood is easily destroyed, I now easily cry if Alfonso mocked that I was like an egg shell. For some reason, speech that was once trivial, now feels like scratching the heart.
“You have a degree from your education, Ria. You can use that, to find your own income. For your child, here is a daycare for a few hours. If you trust Mommy, you can leave it to Mommy. But just so you know, if Alfonso is an enemy of a child. Same with her sister, she fusses.“ Alfonso's mother shook her head, glancing at her son who was eating without interruption.
There is no maturity in Alfonso. He was even happy, because his mother considered him like a child.
“Iya, Mom. She is not a good sister.“ I glanced at him.
He realized that he was being talked about. He looked and didn't seem to care. “I'm a good sister,” she lightly revealed.
“You can't be a sister, Fonso! Brother you need brother!“
My fight is getting heavy. Because it turns out, it is not easy to achieve educational achievements to finish faster. I never woke up at night and thought of my son's father, because I was really tired physically and brain.
But I'm sure, I was able even though I was finally a month late to get graduation in this health field. Nine months, I was able to get a D1 degree, with my gestational age of eight months.
Not only that, next month is the schedule I get a business D1 graduation in my second education. I didn't tell Givan bang when I graduated from that health field, but I'll definitely tell him next month I'm graduating from business.
I can't believe it either, I was able to get two educations faster with a graduation that was very close at the time. At the graduation, only his mother Alfonso and Alfonso came. Even so, I am not sad but instead happy because I am not alone when taking pictures. Formality once did, but I was so happy even though it was just a formality.
I must remember every opportunity Alfonso's mother took for me, because I was a stranger to them, but they were so kind to me. For routine content checks, he drove me even though I didn't ask. He said he felt sorry for me.
I should be pitied indeed, because my fate was so unfortunate. I want to get abundant affection, because I am so thirsty for the affection of parents, especially male figures.
“Operation?“ I was shocked, hearing the doctor's advice for my delivery.
“Iya, right. As I already explained, that your baby is in the breech position.“
Really, I thought about the cost. I don't have any health insurance here. Should I go back to Indonesia to give birth? I don't want to go home, I'm going to work and raise my son in this country, even if it's not in this city. Indeed I never met with bang Ken again, but he chose an apartment here, surely he will often go back and forth to this city.
The position of my baby's head is on top, not in the birth canal. I've heard the story while at Dinda's house, that there are some breech cases that can give birth normally. There is also a way that must be rotated position by the baby shaman first. But obviously here there might not be such-that.
“For its operating schedule when, Doc?“ ask Alfonso's mother, who accompanied me in this doctor's room.
“Can be scheduled four more weeks, means for the next fifteen months date,” replied the doctor later.
On the fourteenth day, I graduated in business. How do I tell that to Givan bang and Canda ma'am?
Ma'am, I'm graduating. Stay here, 'cause I'm in labor tomorrow? Well, it feels like I'm afraid to make them short of breath suddenly.
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