
“If I mutusin to split up how, Bang?“ Because there's no hope of making bang Ken understand my point of view.
Here there is a Givan bang that helps translate the thought patterns of a man, I so understand how the mind content and supposition bang Ken at that time. But there bang Ken who told her and made her understand the mindset of a woman? It must not exist, it must not understand what I want either.
“Ya please, finish your relationship well. In the future you also think, how for yourself. Because Brother has been kapok nih set you up, turn on you and direct you. It's up to you to do what you want after being a widow, which obviously you have to be a good mother figure for your child. One wish Brother too, you don't make yourself pregnant again. Beyond that, it's up to you. You want to fornicate, remarry and divorce again. I don't want to know, I don't want to bother anymore. Just bother to help raise Kirei alone, not with your other children,” he said so brightly.
Bang Givan doesn't seem to filter, so I'm hurt by his words. Bang Givan so clearly and frankly says it without any more tropes.
“I can't finish it.“ I want help from him.
“Wouldn't you be without anyone, you couldn't finish it? Bislah, must.“ Bang Givan patted me on the back a few times with a big smile.
I'm sure all his words are not without reason, they're basic and there's a reason. He didn't want to take care of me anymore, because he thought that I couldn't obey him.
“How much did you say?“ I glanced at him and looked down.
“How's it going? Ghifar used to be in a dilemma to remarry, Brother has no right to force him to marry again. But, give me advice and a picture. Different positions, if he is a bachelor and needs his brother. Although still the same relationship, Brother is still his brother, but after marriage there is a distance that we as siblings should not interfere too far. Kek Gibran example, want what work, what interests. Brother until let's try, Brother join the movement, because there is a responsibility to Brother to him. Different also to Gavin who asked for advice and asked for help to find Ajeng, it was just Abang, not being the front guard to encourage him to find Ajeng. You should understand that, Ria.“
If it is peeled and looked back, it is true this speech. Not wrong, not missing either.
“If I have to finish it myself, where do I start?“ I'm afraid it'll be like that, if I start with a chat.
“Should from the first state of your soul and body, you are still breathing,” he replied quickly.
I looked towards him. My sister-in-law put a big smile on me with her chin up. “Spirit.“ He showed his biceps.
I returned his smile. “Spirit also.“ I did the same thing.
“Definitely, Abang's wife is shopping online. It's okay, what matters is the henchmen at home, not wandering. Doyan wandering, even more dizzy because the mind is divided thinking he is where the jam jammed no, rain the wind is where and wear what clothes. Thicken wallet, life load added from your womb a few days ago.“ He again showed off his neat teeth because of the always well-groomed veener.
Frontal once his mouth.
“Abang did it that way.“ I was washing my lips.
“It is, the reality is. Just how many diapers, made three thousand rupiah. Many times a day, replace three diapers. Nine thousand, diapers for a day. Times a month, times a year, already seen only hilalnya.“ He even pointed to the moon that looks round from here.
I chuckled amusedly, then struck his arm slowly. “Serious Brother tuh.“
“He must have counted it so. Because of his worry, you are too bad and it is difficult to organize your life again. More so, your economy. You are the mother and father of Kirei. Bang Ken thank you, thank you. Don't be arrogant, you eat and drink for my mercy. Bang Ken doesn't love, don't beg. I was able to do alms for the closest family, because so the knowledge of alms. Look right left neighbor eat no, brother eat no. No need to go all the way to the boarding house, to the orphanage. Look left right first, we still need not. There's no way you're donating a million to school, but feed me a plate for you to pass. There's no way you can give free ASI to his sister-in-law's son, but the calculation to buy a substitute for his mother's child.“
“I try to definitely be able to sufficed for the needs of Kirei and I, Bang.“ I don't want to keep receiving alms from him.
“It should be so. Sana fix the goods from her biological father Kirei, it saves your expenses here.“
Why is his mouth so often so piercing? I feel very troublesome to him.
“Ya, Bang.“ I got up and walked towards the living room.
The pile of cardboard is still there, not shifting a bit from its place. I haven't fixed anything since, I'm too proud to accept all this. But the mouth of Givan bang, makes me glad to open this with great pleasure.
Drugs are written with instructions on how to take them. There are also some baby creams and also ointments for red rashes. The diapers are the same as the ones Kirei uses, for skin that is so sensitive that there is double protection.
Bang Ken knows what's best for his son. To be clear, know the best brand for their children.
A photograph is at the very base of this cardboard, a portrait of the togetherness of bang Ken and Bunga. It was as if he wanted me to tell him that his father was Kirei, as well as Bunga was Kirei's sister.
Really suspicious, bang Ken lost news until we finally decided to go home. Every holiday they had in the nearest place, Kirei and I went along. I became a bully during the holiday bang Givan and mbak Canda until we finally returned home.
“I have to explain what, Ma'am?“ I hesitated to step out of the cab that drove us to Mamah Dinda's house.
I don't understand why they always go home to Mama Dinda. In fact, they have their own home. Does he want his children not to make him tired, because they are fighting over souvenirs? Either because they want to rest, until finally the situation is fit to meet the children.
“Tak ngabarin first anyway, Van? Kan Mamah does not prepare any food, where it is night again.“ Mamah Dinda welcomes our hassles.
“What's wrong, Mah. Fried rice, Papah go buy.“ Bang Givan smiled broadly at his father, who helped bring down the suitcase from the taxi.
“Nak aja!“ Papah Adi was singing his lips.
“You bought a doll, Dek? Your son a lot, everything you buy a baby doll. For what?“ Papah Adi looked towards the sling of the Canda.
Kirei's whimper sounded, he was fussy ever since getting off the plane.
“Ehh??“ Papah Adi widened his eyes.
“Bay???“ mamah Dinda asked with a shocked expression.
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