
"Safe, Mom. Maybe he's just feeling the air pressure, because we live in the highlands. He's from birth accustomed to low-lying areas, which have no air pressure." The doctor immediately calmed me down.
"So how does he get used to it, Doc?" I lifted up Kirei's body which had just been examined by the pediatrician.
"If adults can hold their breath for a few seconds. As time goes by, you will get used to it yourself. But if you have any other suspicions, you can come back for further checks."
I hope Kirei gets used to it by himself, so as not to have to do any further checks. Not because of the cost, but I'm afraid of myself if I have to do further checks for creatures as small as him.
"All right, Doc." I smiled kindly by fixing Kirei's sling.
After the completion of the examination formalities process, I went straight out without bringing any prescriptions. Because Kirei is healthy wal afiat, he does not have any complaints. I walked towards the ruanan bang Givan mentioned in a chat message from him. Mbak Canda had to undergo hospitalization, because the fever was very high and he was also weak. I thought that he was just exhausted, but did not know as well because the blood test results had not come out yet.
"Go home, Dek. Kasian Kirei." Kanda spoke so weakly. The fever can be controlled immediately and slowly down, the fever is not so high as in the house earlier.
"Kirei's here first, Dek. Brother wants to tell you to go to the minimarket first." Bang Givan took Kirei from me.
He's been trained waiting for his wife in the hospital, he doesn't look panicked like before. It's just, he looks sleepy. Because if we follow Brazilian time, it's near midnight. So the body is still carried away by the habit of time there, where we are asleep.
"Buy what, Bang" I also gave this sling to Givan's bang.
He mentioned the things he wanted to buy. He also gave a debit card and also told me the pin, to make payment at the minimarket later. He has no cash, he said. As much as Givan believes it to me, I can't let him down again.
I also took bread with jam in it, to block my stomach. I need to snack a lot, while breastfeeding like this. Moreover, my ASI often dry only one feeding only. According to Canda, I do not seem to have abundant ASI. In fact, she can still make ASIP after breastfeeding two babies. Indeed, when taking prescription drugs from bang Ken, ASIKu abundant. But only then, after the medicine runs out yeah not like that anymore. Hence, Kirei had to enjoy formula milk as well.
"Ehh, Ria huh?"
I don't like him now, nor his greeting. I hate the fact that he now has the future wife of my son's father. Indirectly, I now hate it as well and I can't hide it from my face.
"Yes." Yeah." I answered him briefly and pretended to be busy picking things.
"Who's sick, Ria?" Hala sok familiar.
"Mbak Canda's. I'm done first, I'm done." I left Hala on this shelf of bread.
I wanted to ask the deceased bang Lendra, why did he bring Hala to our village? I hate the reason for his arrival and his survival while here. My son and I are getting unlucky for it.
"Sir Canda in what room, Ria? Umi Sukma is here too." She finished shopping as well. He's queuing up at the cashier, right behind me.
"I don't know, forgot." I don't want to have much conversation with him.
My turn forward, I noticed the cashier who was counting my groceries. Not until here it turns out, I listened to her smooth voice on the phone with someone.
I quickly left this line, after paying for my groceries. I had no intention of listening to her chat with her future husband. I don't know if I deserve it, I call it my husband. Since he had given me a kifayah taxi, he also long ago did not support me and gave me an inner living. Even if he wanted to give it to me, I didn't want to be touched by him anymore. It was enough for him to make me love, with his sweet words and his promises.
"Ria..," call bang Givan waiting for me in front of Canda's room.
"Hurry home, no fees? Bang Ken just called, what room are you in. Come home quickly, you're worried he's here and see you're the same Kirei here." Bang Givan gave Kirei to me.
"I got a fare, Bang. Yes, Bang. I met Hala at the minimarket." I immediately carried Kirei with his cradle, then I held down the Givan bang who was about to enter carrying his groceries earlier.
"This is the debit card, I'm asking for bread as well. I'm laper, Bang." I showed off my teeth.
"Sok take. Brother said he would send his room number later, because Canda had not been able to get a room. I don't know if it's here either."
We don't know, but we tend to forget. I remember when I stepped on this hospital.
"I'm back first, Bang. Assalamu'alaikum." I walked around looking for the exit.
"Wa'alaikum salam, ati-ati." Bang Givan went straight into his wife's room.
Kirei looked at my face as I carried her like a baby. He is no longer at home in a position like this, he wants to be supported as papah Adi suggested.
"Later in the car, Dek." I don't want him to rebel when I'm walking.
Kirei had already grown longer and bigger, the bigger he was the more like his father. She was a girl, but her face was as rough as a man's. Plus, how many hairs just. Kirei has grown hair for so long, even though I have given hazelnut oil and care day to the baby.
Finally, we were in a taxi. I immediately positioned Kirei as he wished, with as much as I could take a bite for this bread. The taxi walked slowly, taking me back to the magnificent home of the Riyana family. I don't know when I should be there, I just follow the orders of the two old men.
The judgment and regret of my decision are repeated, for I now see my mother crying in the arms of my mother Dinda. The two of them were in the living room, welcoming me who had just returned home in a miserable cry.
"Sir...." Mamah Dinda waved her hand at me.
I nodded my head and approached him who was sitting with my mother. Mother glanced at me, then she fell back in her tears.
"This is her grandson, Mom. Thank God he's healthy, even though his mother's got a lot of pressure." Mamah Dinda got Kirei out of my arms.
Kirei looked so happy, as his body unfolded and landed in the arms of Mama Dinda. He responds to the mother with his toothless gum exhibit, Kirei is easily adaptable in the midst of this family. With Alfonso's family, he always put his eyebrows together and throw away his face.
Is it possible, since Kirei doesn't understand Portuguese? A baby who doesn't understand human language. Ah no, just making a dizzy thought about it.
"Beauty you, honey. Why did you just come home, Nduk?" Mother carried Kirei from mamah Dinda.
"Because the journey is far, ma'am. Thank goodness they arrived safely." Mamah Dinda rubbed Kirei's back.
"Well, I know his face." Mother looked at Kirei's face carefully.
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