Drunk Duda (Ceria Skalane Time)
MD80S. Expect to change
“Mau nyari Ajeng, Gavin nudu explanation. Don't be too open about it, just make friends. Fear, Dika play disgraced disgrace you just. It's nothing, you'll be embarrassed. Our large family who will be embarrassed, let alone this is a scandal.“ Givan lowered his tone.
“Indeed bang Ken no effort to marry me, Bang?“ I always wanted him to make me like this, to be in charge of everything. Including, marrying.
“Tak. When the time comes, you will know for yourself. This is exactly what he was looking for.” Tone of talk annoyed bang Givan kentara.
So right, bang Ken isn't trying to marry me? Bang Ken just wants to fuck me up.
“He's not aware yet, Bang?“ I still hope he makes a change for us.
“Do not give hope, Ria. It's only been a month, maybe he's still styling himself. Because it's hard to make changes for yourself. He had a lot of trauma, he had a lot of envy, he had a lot of problems of his own. I don't think about it here and there, but maybe Ken's bang rearranging himself first. Kasian is kasian, but anyway, Brother is angry with him too. You probably won't understand either, because you don't know the real problem he's having.“
I feel like Givan bang knows a lot about Ken bang, it's just that Givan bang is reluctant to open it to me.
“Now, be asked to stay at home mom. In the supervision of mamah, in the understanding of mamah, in the control of mamah. Because what? Because he felt a lot that he was not as lucky as us. Let him understand, if we are not as lucky as he understands.“
What's the problem there? Why did bang Ken become to have problems with the children of mama Dinda? We who Givan bang means, must be him and his brother. Not just himself, or himself and his little family.
“What's the problem, Bang?“ I'm getting curious, if he opens up little by little like this.
“The problem is complex. From family, to himself. Believe, Deck. This brother loves him, our family loves him, much less. We don't want him to fail again to bring his household, especially if his next wife is you. Brother does not want to be wrong with any party, because it is about personal views only. Because what little children see is raw, so you understand the perspective first. It makes sense, because you used to feel. Just aja, he has not been able to an incident that makes him really aware.“
I wondered more about his mistake. What the hell is this really? Aboutwhat?
“Do not, Deck. Go be a friend first. Patience, there must come the right man who will marry you. Not bang Ken, maybe Dika or Arman. That marriage feels like that. What, you're so addicted to Ken?“ Bang Givan was like cornering me.
“Tak lah, Bang.“ When did I admit I was lost? I'm ashamed.
“Betul rough bang this Ken?“ Bang Givan was shivering across there.
“Abang rebound in the upper room, Bran,” screeches later.
“Yes, Bang,” sahut Gibran sounds so late-goal once.
“Cold, Deck. Brother tuh actually wants to be at home, kelonan. Heavy to take care of work at night like this, because during the day it's time Brother and children.“ The sound of the door being opened and closed, then bang Givan sighed. It seemed, he had managed to lay down his body on the bed.
“Where does bang Ken treat you?“ ask bang Givan later.
“Hmm, yes it may be reasonable. I don't know which cake the gentleman is and which cake is rough?“ I was just scared when Ken bang just went berserk.
“How does he treat you on that bed which cake? I guess he will finally fight for you. Are you strong, treated to that cake in your bed later?“ Bang Givan asked slowly, I'm sure he's being careful about choosing words.
“According to me, it might be normal. There's chatter, there's foreplay. Only, he kept my hands together. He said, if he feels uncomfortable and touched a lot when he was working. For the measure of roughness, it is only natural in my opinion. For example, nyekik, that he did not giggle for me to die. But, the cake ngunci jaw movement I just. For the rate of movement, I think it is also reasonable. There is roughness, there is softness. He knows where he has to be rough and he has to be soft. I just feel, too much deceit. Early cake, did not enter. But without any permission, he played a breakthrough. As if making a misunderstanding even he is clever, when the real reason is because he is deliberately. After that nerobos, he's a really confused cake. Without further activities, we are completely finished. Well, when he went berserk and threw this stuff, he opened all his habits. He purposely made me lose V to him, because he wanted me to save his life. He purposely made me unable to get away from him, because he turned things around as if I needed him so much. At first I played pull his finger, deliberately I made the cake so that he messed up. But, in fact, I myself am a mess. I don't believe cake, he's got the love of stimulants in my coffee. He even called the name of the medicine, in the morning after I came to my senses. He also said he was angry. Anger in his silence is deadly, anger in his tantrums is devastating. Once in a lifetime, I've just seen stuff thrown so easily. Light cake is the effect, the cake is not heavy, the cake does not have the burden of the goods. But after that we sleep hugging. I think he must have a cake for his solace. The confiding place, the place he told, the place he complained, where he shared his emotions in an alert control. Not collected, to be made into such a rage. Because whoever saw them, they must be scared. After the great rampage so, the morning immediately sick. He has a fever, looks exhausted. The rage, the energy drain as well. So the energy he's on, the cake gets drained that way, make him drop. In my opinion, it may be rude to mean it because of the tantrums of the times. I just cry, I tell him I'm scared of him. Afterwards, he apologized and said that he would not make me hurt.“ Hopefully bang Givan knows, if what is meant by rough is different.
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