
My eyes opened slowly, followed by my moving palm rubbing my face. My eyes were slightly blank forward, the shadow of what we were doing last night still vividly remembered in my head. I turned my body around, long I stared at him who was still sound asleep before my eyes turned towards the ceiling of the room.
Whatisthis? It felt strange, like something was stirring but nothing. Any time you do that, women will feel this?
I move both legs to the right and then to the left alternately slowly, the more I do it . The more uncomfortable I feel. “What's up? Early in the morning you were so excited,” my glance turned to him who embraced and kissed my shoulder with his eyes still closed.
“Nothing. Wake up, or we'll be late for breakfast,” I said slowly while pricking his cheek using my index finger.
Zeki's eyes opened slowly and then he closed again several times, his bright blue eyeballs were more beautiful when he looked at her from a very close distance like now. He rubbed his face before releasing his embrace and then sat down, “good morning,” he said smiling and then brought his face back to kiss my cheek.
An involuntary groan came out of my lips as I wanted to sit up like that. “What happened? Are you okay?” I glanced at him who was looking at me anxiously followed by his palm trying to hold onto both of my shoulders.
“I'm fine, only my back and hips are very painful,” I said as I re-embed my face in the pillow.
“Rest, I'll bring you breakfast to your room.”
I glanced at him who was pulling the blanket over my body, “you will do it?” I asked, I still stared at him who was standing next to the bed while tying the rope in the pants he was wearing.
“You're sick because of me, it's because I couldn't control myself last night, right? So take a break,” he said who looked at me with a scratch on his own head.
He turned around and entered the bathroom, for a long time before coming back with his wet face and hair. I was still looking at him who walked up to the closet, then stepped back towards the bed with a fold of clothes in his hand.
“What are you doing? You should dry your hair first,” said I who tried to move by before wrapped the blanket on the body.
Zeki tidied up the collar of the clothes he was wearing and turned to look at me, “I deliberately did it to calm down. Because honestly, I prefer to eat you rather than eat food,” he said who again stood beside the bed.
I was more and more stunned when that smile from her led to me. Zeki patted my head slowly before his steps moved closer to the door, he turned his head towards me before the door closed followed by his shadow which also disappeared. I clutched the blanket that covered my body tightly, as I forced my body to move down the bed.
My step moved slowly towards the mirror, then I gave my hand to remove the blanket that covered my body as I stood in front of the mirror myself. My fingers moved around my shoulders with eyes, trying to count the reddened bruises that filled my body, “we really did,” I murmured slowly while feeling my stomach that felt very sticky, because however ... Delaying having children, it became our commitment before fighting against the Emperor.
I bit my lips softly before turning around. The sense of obstruction was increasingly felt when taken walking, my steps had stopped when the gaze fell on the bed, “I will replace you later, I will replace you later,” I said slowly while dropping my gaze towards the slightly blurred red stain on the white bed sheet we slept on last night.
I opened the towel around my head by grabbing the comb on the dresser, I folded the towel over the table as I gently combed my half-wet hair. I glanced to the side, precisely towards the door when it opened followed Zeki who walked in with a tray. I stood up and put the comb back on the table, “what did you bring, Husband?” tukasku while stepping up to him who had put the tray he brought it to the table.
“Only this is what they cooked today,” he said, he looked at the tray with his hands ruffled around his waist.
Zeki also sat on the chair when I was sitting in one of the chairs near the table, “I know, you must not have eaten there either, right? What do you want to eat?” I asked, I lifted the cup of coffee in the tray and put the cup in front of him.
“I give an excuse, if my wife would be lonely if I let her eat alone in the room. And your guess is absolutely right,” he said as he sipped a cup filled with coffee that I had previously given.
I grabbed some loaves of bread, then wrapped the bread with jam which he also brought, after he finished doing so … I gave him a plate full of bread, and I took the two loaves for me to eat. “Why? Is there something strange about me?” I asked with a glance towards my own body when his eyes did not flinch glancing at me.
Zeki put the cup in his hand on the table, he threw away his gaze by massaging his own head. I still stare at him, occasionally biting the bread in my hand, “why? Don't make me worry like that,” I said again putting the bread in my hand onto the plate.
Zeki sighed as he got up from the chair he was sitting in, “Isteriku, Darling,” he said, he stopped by crouching in front of the chair I was sitting in.
I glanced at her palm that moved rubbing my thigh, “you must understand, right? What I want,” he said smiling as our eyes met again.
“What are you, not at all tired after doing it all night?”
Zeki shook his head to answer me, “how can we do it again?” he said, I glanced back at the swipe of his hand that was getting up and down through my body.
“Didn't you see? My hair is wet, it means I just took a shower,” I was trying to avoid it.
“If it is like that, we can do it while cleaning ourselves. After all, I haven't cleaned my body since morning,” replied the one with a smile back at me.
Zeki stood up, his body slightly bent by grabbing and holding me, “no more words, means no rejection. I, will not let go of you today-”
“I purposely said if you are sick, it means that nothing will bother us all day. So prepare yourself well, Darling,” continued walking by holding me back to bed.