Gia'S Notebook
Back to the house that was not missed
Along the way, my body seemed to feel weak considering the human question earlier.
People usually consider the building of his house is the most comfortable place when the busy day they live.
But for me, this building is very bad.
Free, right? Houses are big and luxurious but in them there are only misery, quarrels, and demands.
I wish I could move out of that hellhouse and move into another house building, one of which is just me and myself.
When I got in front of the fence, I pressed the bell. Before long Auntie opened the gate for me.
" Uh.. Non-beautiful is home". She was one of the maids in my house, her name is bi Isha. Bi Isha is a middle-aged woman who has worked in my house for quite a long time, she is kind and very friendly.
Among the other servants, only he was the closest to me. He always paid warm attention.
" Aunty could have, thanks bi". I'm laughing a little. I hid all my troubles in front of people, including my aunt with a smile.
It's really hard, but over time I can get used to it all
" Yes, non..".
"... No, non Gia.." He called me back.
" What's the matter bi?".
" This is non-anu, I want to tell you if the mistress is in the family room. It seems like madam is very angry because non Gia came back late. Be careful about non".
" I see bi, relax I'm used to it. Thanks aye..."
" Yes non, same".
Bi Isha seemed to know about my situation that was not okay. I always try to cover it all up.
I went into the house, and sure enough. I saw the mother who was watching tv with an annoyed look on her face. Her emotions seemed to overflow when she saw me.
" Wherever you are, every day always come home in the afternoon. I told you not to come home too late!". Mom pulled both my lapels, and squeezed them hard.
" But it's still 17:15 ma'am." I ventured.
" It's the same!. Already, now you're learning. Fix your grades yesterday. You should be able to maintain 1st grade in class, and get good grades. If it comes down again, I'll punish you, even kick you out?". And finally the grip was removed.
"Hm." I replied briefly.
Yes, mother always demanded that I continue to maintain that rank. What a shitty rank.
If I could, I would give that rating to my friends willingly.
They will never know how hard it is to defend.
Maintaining humans alone is lazy, let alone value. Getting 1st constantly, makes many think I'm smart about all the lessons. In academic and non-academic fields.
It was as if it became the backbone of a classroom, even a school. If they fail, there will be a deep sense of shame and disappointment in yourself. That's why I want to end it all, but I can't. Life goes on like the wind.
Then, I left mom to clean up. The bathroom was in the bedroom, so I didn't have to go in and out.
For me, the doorway of the room is the boundary between heaven and hell.
After cleaning myself up, I went to the mirror, "It's so bad.." haha, always.
I put myself in bed and turned off the lights. Am I going to sleep? Answer's no.
As usual, I read my favorite novel. I hope my grades don't go down like they did 1 month ago. I was kicked out of my house for that. From 100 to 95. But I managed to get used to everything.
When I graduated and turned my grades down, I was kicked back out of the house.
I intend to leave forever..