Married Hot Duda
18.

Why is Diwa in a dilemma? Nanda's openness and the girl's pretty face were the reason. The biggest ego in Diwa is to have the girl fully. Let's ignore the girl's feelings for a moment, and always remind her that this is a will. Diwa was in complete power over this selfish feeling.

"Should be, you don't dress up and be beautiful like this if you don't have any feelings for me at all, Nda."

Others must have thought the two of them had fallen for each other seeing their near position. Whispering and a shy look filled Nanda's eyes.

"I mean, I have to wear that T-shirt, Mas?" Nanda grunting. If only I could, Nanda would gladly do it. The show was chaotic and he failed to be betrothed. In Nanda's heart repeatedly fancied this event failed, somehow. But in reality, the show keeps rolling right up to almost the core event.

Diwa. "If you're beautiful like this, it's harder to not fall in love with you."

"The best thing is that we have to fall in love with each other, right?" Nanda felt bitter in his heart.

"It will be difficult for you, for sure" Diwa said with a flat smile.

"I can, it just takes time." Nanda's breathing sounded heavy, and Diwa knew Nanda was lying.

"Your boyfriend knows you're applying today?"

Nanda confirmed his gaze at Diwa, his round eyes growing bigger as he was shocked.

His fall was right, and heartache slowly Diwa felt in his heart. "Whoever has an expression like you, it's easy to guess what he's feeling, Nda. If you and I weren't friends, maybe you and I could be friends. At least I know whose soul mate I've been guarding all this time."

Nanda threw his face towards his family who were busy chatting casually with the Diwa family. Those who make all this feel painful, especially for Diwa who Nanda knows has a little feeling for her. It's starting to be unfair, isn't it? Nanda began to consider Diwa. Although not love, but not hearty has hurt a kind man like Diwa.

"Maas ...." Nanda turned his head to face Diwa again. "If I were to remain Mas's wife because I didn't feel good about hurting Mas Diwa, would Mas Diwa be disappointed? Honestly, I have someone I love very much. It's hard to forget how I feel about him. I could've broken up, but after—"

"Mas understands, Nda ...." Diwa snatched right at the most feared moment. "Honestly, I can't make it harder for you. After this event and we separate again, there will be many reasons for us not to continue to the wedding. Don't worry, I'm not a selfish person, really."

Diwa smiled and rubbed Nanda's arm. "You're beautiful, I can't forget tonight, Nda. If one day we don't get married, can we save your picture tonight?"

Nanda was confused, but nodded. I don't know for what purpose, but if it could comfort the man's heartache, why not?

Diwa shifts to Nanda's side and takes a photo together.

"Thank you, yeah, Nda." Diwa looked at the picture, smiling and Nanda noticed something strange about it.

Diwa raised his face. Smile is back. "What you're doing is right, I appreciate it."

Nanda thinned his lips and did not know what to do now. In front of anyone, Nanda has never been made this warty.

"If you may know, who is that man, Nda?" Diwa deliberately threw his gaze towards the center of the room where everyone started to take positions in the order that had been prepared.

"Hm?" Nanda looked into Diwa's eyes, which he could only reach a little. "Oh, that ..he is not an extraordinary person like Mas Diwa. His name is A—"

"Eh-eh .. has it been mojok, yes, the candidate for the spell?" Asti immediately reached out to grab Nanda to his side, as if she was annoyed Nanda along with Diwa continuously. "Wa, sit there in your chair, don't date mulu, here. The show will start."

Diwa blinked, "Let Nanda be with me, Bulik. I'll take you to his chair."

Asti nodded but agreed. Seeing the two get along, everyone's heartbreak vanished. They can breathe a sigh of relief including Asti.

"Yes, slowly bring the Nanda‐. The skirt's too ragged downstairs." Asti smiled at Nanda. "Belik stay first, yeah."

Nanda nodded, and escorted Asti away with his gaze.

"Hape you sound, Nda." Diwa finally gave Nanda a chance to look into the handbag that had been shaking without Nanda noticing. The unbroken tremor Diwa had heard since they were sitting in the corner of this room, obviously someone important to Nanda was contacting. Must have been very important until half an hour of chatter with Nanda shakes it doesn't stop.

Nanda hesitated.

"Mas let you go, Nda .. You can go. Choose your own path, I hope you're happy."

Nanda's outstretched hand to grab her little bag that was in front of Diwa was trembling. His eyes shook slowly in confusion. What could he do with his current state. It-ini—

Diwa took the key and handed it to Nanda. "Go! It's gonna be my business."

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