My Lord, I Love you
Longing

It's been almost 2 weeks Namira hasn't been home. Without giving any news. Both of his parents became anxious again, fearing that the past incident had repeated itself.

Currently, Ahmad is heading to a large house owned by his son's friend, Widya. Ahmad was there riding his old motorcycle. Incidentally, Widya is very close to her son, no wonder if Ahmad knows the residence of his children's friends.

Shortly thereafter, Ahmad had arrived at Widya's residence. There are also guards there who maintain security in the large house.

"Excuse me sir, I'd like to ask.. Widya Deck is not there? He's my son's friend, I want to ask my son to him because it's been 2 weeks not coming home"

The guard nodded understanding "oh there sir. I briefly report first yes, I just wait here. later I will come again"

"Good sir"

Then the security guard met someone who had just come down from the stairs.

"Sorry, outside anyone wants to meet Miss Widya" the security guard said.

Wijaya also stared at his security guard astonished "who comes these nights?"

"Say he's the parent of his friend Non Widya"

Widya also went down the stairs. Hearing his name made him curious. He then approached the security guard without caring for his father beside him.

"Who is the man looking for me?"

"There's a parent who says Non wants to see you"

Widya was silent for a moment, then she understood the purpose of the security guard.

"Definitely namira's bokap" Widya's inner.

He also ran straight out of the house. Wijaya was silent. He also went out with his son to find out who came to his house. Widya was already at the outside door and saw Mr. Namira sitting at the security guard post. Immediately, he approached her.

"Father.why sit here.let's go inside"

Hearing Widya's voice, Ahmad quickly turned to the girl. And it turns out that behind him is a more mature man beside Widya.

"Sorry who?" Ask Wijaya.

Ahmad also stood "sorry sir if my arrival bothers you. I just want to meet with Widya to ask my son Namira"

Wijaya also nodded in understanding. He knows who Namira is. Namira is a friend of his son. He also often plays at home but Wijaya often ignores him.

"Oh yeah.. What's wrong with Namira?"

"My son has not returned, sir, he said he was working on a college project with Widya. but to this day he has not returned"

Hearing that, Widya was immediately shocked. He panicked a little because Ahmad asked Namira to him. Wijaya also looked at his son.

"Widya.. Please tell me. Where is Namira?"

Widya was silent for a moment. His worried face could not be covered. Then he took a deep breath and threw it away.

"Sorry sir forgot to tell.. Namira said he wanted to go to many places for observation, so he had not come home"

Ahmad nodded as well. Because he also did not understand the discussion about his son's lecture.

"Say he was again outside the island together with other friends.I was willing to come, just my job was finished so forced to go home first" he lied.

Ahmad was silent at once. He was immediately confused as to how Namira could earn money. As he remembered, he only gave 500k of pocket money. It was impossible if he went outside the island.

"But Neng.. My son doesn't bring enough money, how can he?"

"I love him sir.already, father do not worry.he deliberately did not contact the father for fear of worry.he also wanted to focus he said. later Namira also came home anyway"

Ahmad breathed his heavy breath. Then he also nodded. Maybe what Widya said was right if her son made observations outside the island.

"Yes already Neng. thanks already tell you father.because I was worried that Namira got kidnapped by someone"

At once Widya's facial expression returned awkward "ah hahahaha.. Namira's fine.The proof is that she still knows me.."

"Hopefully the child is all right.thank you Neng. father is calm now.if so, please excuse me"

"Yes sir.."

Then Ahmad's view fell on Wijaya "sir, I say yes first sorry to disturb"

Wijaya also smiled as he patted Ahmad's shoulder "it's okay. his name is parents again worried about the child.."

"I'm home sir, assalamu'alaikum"

"Girisham"

After Ahmad's departure, Widya's countenance turned a little sad. He could not bear to lie to that man. Wijaya who saw his pensive son looked sad Ahmad, immediately stroking the top of his hair. Widya did not flinch. He was still staring blankly in the front.

"Sorry Widya yes sir. I had to lie. I also don't know how Namira now. I also hope that he is okay there" Widya's mind was sad.

"Son, what's wrong with you?" Ask Wijaya.

Widya went into the house without answering her father's questions. While Wijaya just looked at his son with astonishment. But she re-entered her home to rest.

***

Namira was staring at the dark sky on the balcony of Abraham's room. Abraham told him to sleep in his room. Namira was still staring at the stars and the moon shining brightly.

The gentle breeze adds to the cozy atmosphere. But his heart was sad again. He promised to return to his family. However, he may have to break his promise.

He closed his eyes and enjoyed the night wind. He regretted his life why he had to be entangled with a dark life like this. Slowly, her pretty eyes let out a clear circle that flowed down her cheeks.

In her closed eyes, Namira cried in silence. He longs for his peaceful early life. And his leave will be over. He also misses his college days, misses his widya best friend. But he had to experience a bitter incident because it had entered the neighborhood of Abraham.

"Mothers.. Sired.. Maafin Ayu's.. Ayu can not keep a promise to you guys.I hope you do not remember me yes.I hope you are always healthy there" his mind is sad.

"Widy.. I'm sorry I'm a burden.. Because Lo must be a little trouble keep my privacy now. I also miss the same Lo Wid" he continued.

Then, tired of crying, Namira wiped her tears. He sleeps on the balcony with a mattress floor that is already available. Even though he slept in Abraham's room, don't think he's in one bed with him. Instead Namira sleeps on the balcony with a decent night wind piercing the body. He could only step back and cover his body with a blanket.

He was used to sleeping with the wind so pierced into his skin. He had to endure for his family at home. Although he must die here, he is willing as long as his family is safe.