The End of Akira
45

After a few weeks, Akira's wounds finally healed as well. It's sad to leave a mark but it's better than not healing at all. Therefore, Akira can not exercise because it should not move much and it takes time to heal the wound on Akira's hand.

Not practicing that long made Akira upset. Akira's hand muscles also become stiff because they rarely practice. Akira really doesn't want to get hurt anymore, Akira doesn't want to get hurt. Akira is also tired of having to hear protests from Rena every time he meets. Although her intentions were very good but still, Akira was tired of hearing it every day. He was very attentive. He's a good man, very good.

Playing badminton is fun. Although Akira's muscles become stiff but Akira is very happy when playing it. Soon, there is an announcement of members who will participate in the Thomas and Uber Cup championships without a junior title. It will be Akira's debut to be an athlete if Akira is selected. Well even though Akira hesitates because many skipped training, but Akira does not want to give up. Akira wants to be an athlete and make Mama also Papa proud, seeing Akira up there.

"I think so miss Mama and Papa" explained Akira smiled thinly while playing the pen in his hand. Akira smiled again and began to write again.

Lately the state of the house is quite peaceful, although Akira does not fix anything. Lately Akira and Big Brother have rarely spoken. Honestly, Akira wants to say hello and talk to Big Brother even though Akira will get hurt again. It felt like the bleeding wound was better because it could heal and Akira did not feel any pain anymore. But if it's like this, Akira's heart really hurts. Although Kak Yuki and Sou managed to make Akira forget about this matter, but in the end it could not heal Akira's heart completely. When he returned home, when he saw Brother again, the pain came back and made Akira really very desperate. 

Lately too, Brother Yuki has always come to the house. Of course Akira is very happy because Akira is not lonely anymore.

To be honest, Akira felt really bad for Kak Yuki. Because of Akira, Kak Nao revoked all his rights and had to work in a distant place. Because of Akira, you have to divide your salary and give it to Akira. Because of Akira, Brother had to go back and forth to his house and apartment when Brother was very tired. Because of Akira too, Brother has been crying a lot. 

It feels like Akira is just a burden for Kak Yuki. Akira is completely useless to Brother. How can Akira repay all of Brother's kindness? How can Akira be useful to Big Brother at least once. Akira is really a useless sister.

Other than thinking about Big Brother, there is something that is troubling Akira's mind right now. I don't know why, but it feels like Kak Yuri's doing her best here. She always told him this so that aunt could not do the housework because it was always told by her. Maybe it's true that the baby is born, but it feels more and more day, Kak Yuri more and more arbitrary. 

Akira doesn't hate Yuri. He was very friendly and kind. It's just that, his reckless attitude while forcing it that Akira doesn't like. Not just Akira, but Alya doesn't like it either. He once said that he really disliked Kak Yuri's attitude. He was also seen sneering at Kak Yuri several times behind him. Alya thought Kak Yuri was not a good person because she had seen Kak Yuri heading to a motel not far from Alya's school.

Akira doesn't know much about Yuri either. His family background, his parents are not clear and no one knows, not even Brother Shin. But what Akira knew, Kak Yuri whom Kak Shin and Kak Yuri talked about, was very different. I want to trust Brother Shin, but Kak Yuri's attitude to this day makes Akira doubt Brother's explanation. Akira can't trust Alya either because of all his attitude towards Akira and Big Brother. Akira didn't see it himself either. If Akira saw it for himself, maybe Akira could trust him. Despite all that, Akira prayed that Brother Yuri would be a good person. Neither on Shin's own brother nor the people in the house. She's also going to be a mother. Strangers are always scary.

Akira is also grateful that Akira's friends are growing. Akira also has friends from younger siblings and older siblings. It feels like everyone is always smiling at Akira and Akira is really very grateful for it.

Ah right! Akira is a little jealous of the girls at school who purposely approach Sou. Akira knows they're just friends or in need of Sou's help, but it still feels a little annoying. Sou, the Ice Prince is very popular and admired by the school residents anyway. But Akira is also very grateful because Sou is more open to everyone in school. Sou smiled more often in a relaxed manner which made him more popular. Yes no matter the hell, Akira also has no right to restrict Sou's friends. Sou's life belongs to Sou. As long as it was a good thing then Sou would be fine and Akira would not reprimand or forbid it. As long as she could smile, Akira would always support her.

Given Sou's life itinerary, Akira also wants to make it happen. Sou looks serious and earnest when talking about his life journey. Although Akira is actually a little afraid because we do not know what kind of future awaits us both, but Akira still wants to make it happen. Sou's life journey has become Akira's life itinerary as well. After Akira likes him a lot, Akira loves Sou a lot. Perhaps because of that as well, Sou the more days, the more often he talked about it. Sou is really adorable.

"But it really was quite a long journey huh. Sou got to thinking about it that far, he was really serious" Akira smiled.

"But it seems really very fun and happy. Nawat, Akira so want to quickly materialize" murmured Akira shut his mouth. His cheeks were blushing though still dreaming.

"No, no. No, it can't be Akira. Don't think about it, Akira!" His grunts to himself.

"Hmm, but would writing like this be any good? Yes, Akira just felt relieved anyway, but what was the purpose of writing like this just to feel relieved? Isn't it a shame that someone else read it? Especially if this writing is read by Brother, surely Akira will be again scolded. It won't be possible huh? It's been written as well" Akira's monologue on himself.

"Akira. let's go down and eat" said Yuki knocking on Akira's room door.

"Good Brother. Akira's coming."