We Start From the Beginning

We Start From the Beginning
pigeons ..


It's not that easy to throw away the taste, forget it just like that .


The taste that is present is so beautiful, the taste that always makes the heart colored, the taste that comes slowly and brings laughter .


Kevin's departure makes Flo so fragile, he became often confined himself in room , often daydreaming, had many times Marc the brother or Felix the uncle to entertain Flo , ' Flo , likewise, his two best friends Tee and Ferel who never run out of sense to make the friend forget his sadness, unfortunately, all the ways they do not make the girl return as usual .


Now the cheerful nature of Flo disappears smile and her laughter fades, the beautiful face becomes dimwitted .


Seeing Flo like that makes Ken and Rose sad, as well as Viona and Miguel who do not know what to do, he often blames everything that happens because of him .


Gavin who is in his study is sitting with files that make him tired, the departure of Kevin and Felix makes his work feel even harder , especially at this time there is still no one to replace Kevin and Felix, it has been days Gavin drowned in the dense work , until he did not realize that the day the second trial with Flo will be held in one heart again .


" hhh shit I have to what "murm .


His head felt so dizzy, household problems had not been resolved in addition to work problems, it had been days anyway Gavin did not meet Flo , nor send flowers as usual .


" i hope I'm not late "he muttered that he immediately took his cell phone, right now what's on his mind is his household , no matter what his job , his household is the most important .


Gavin quickly searched his lawyer's number .


" hello "


" yes sir "


" can you arrange the annulment of my divorce suit with flo , I don't want a divorce "


" Can you "


" do it quickly "


" well "


After hearing that Gavin turned off his call unilaterally, then leaned his body on the chair .


I'll start everything at the beginning ...


In room , Flo sat in the window staring outwards at the sight of the garden, playing with her hands in a bird-like shape, moving her fingers as if a bird were flying .


The image with Kevin is still vivid, where he laughs, where he feels so comfortable and safe when near him, and how kevin who takes care of him .


The shadow is always depicted in Flo 's mind, the moment where kevin and himself play shadows, that's where the form of the bird that Flo likes the most , because the shadow of the bird that according to Flo is like a dove, which is a dove as a symbol of purity and sincerity , as well as the positive energy emitted by the dove is also used as the reason why the bird is considered to symbolize a specific love, namely pure love (pure love ) .


And the love Flo meant was her love for Kevin, and wanting to fly together like a white dove .


You came bringing beauty, making the first taste I felt, a little happiness that made me laugh, a gentle gaze and a warm embrace, the attention you gave me, making me comfortable with you .


*You made me drown in the word love in a short time , made my heart keep pounding when I remember you , you know this love grows bigger when it is always near you .


And you know* !


It is as easy as you build up a feeling in my heart, keeping an empty space in your heart, but you easily leave me, with promises you haven't kept .


Sometimes I think if you just come with pity, then leave me after I'm happy .


Kink ....


seeing the middle brother playing both hands form a bird, while he moves like a bird that flies .


" flo" called Marc gently stroking the top of the sister's head, making the master look up at him , a thin, gentle smile emanated on Marc's handsome face .


" what are you doing "ask Marc to make Flo stop his activities .


" ..."


" huff ... you're thinking about it "asked Marc when he saw Flo who was still silent .


" ...."


"


" deck believe in big brother, if he really loves you then he will come back and keep his promise to you , even though you don't know why you split up and what kind of trouble made her leave, you're sure she must have a reason "


"....."


" If you are meant to be together then you will be reunited" said Marc .


" if not " said Flo .


" there will be a best way for you "


" is there a way to change destiny ? " ask Flo , hearing that Marc gently raised Flo agara's face to look at her, looking at the sister gently and lovingly .


" ...."


" destination always plays with me and doesn't let me be happy, it's not fair and it always disappoints me" Flo said


" destination goes according to the will of God "


" that's why I don't believe in his whereabouts" Flo replied .


" if you want to change your destiny, only prayer can change it "


" i once asked for (do' a ) but I never got it until I was disappointed "


" so keep asking "


" and then continue to be disappointed "flo replied which made Marc speechless and left silence , until a beacon broke it .


" god does not disappoint you, instead God wants to give you something good "uacap Vioan since when was in the room .


" because God doesn't give us what we want but God gives us what we need and is best for us" Vioan said again .


" pray and keep asking him hopefully what you want is the best thing for you, and if Kevin is the best guy for flo, then it will come back again on flo , otherwise god will surely replace it with a better one" said Viona penu with gentleness , this is the first time Flo has felt close to Viona an adult woman she used to ignore .


" and now Flo must not be sad and weak, flo must be able to rise again as before a strong flo and a cheerful flo, ' he said , since you still have a future that you have to live with, you are still young and the journey is still very long" Viona said again while gently stroking the top of Flo's head .


" and now we have to eat because uncle Felix and father have been waiting from earlier, brother does not want seafood favorite sister brother's run out in their meal " said Marc who was answered nod by Flo .


I love you, I will be faithful and continue to pray that you are my destiny, I will wait , and my place is happy and the harvest will know that ....