
No longer doubting what the wife wants. Just look at the readiness that becomes the answer in one movement. Sometimes still try not to be surprised by all the ways Asthma always presents a new taste in his life. If it used to live full of millions of posts from work files. Now it changes color from the emotion of the heart.
"Elora is a friend of our faculty. Well, I, Nando and that woman are one campus. The year of unintentional meetings. It all started with an incident. There was a young man who was honest, I forgot his name, but the young man was forced to be accepted as a lover. Maybe Elora used to be naive, so scared."
"I don't understand myself, it's just that the incident is related to me. Where the imposition carried out by the young man almost dropped Elora from the stairs are quite high. In short I helped, and also taught the young man to be aware of his mistake. One incident that changed my life to this very moment."
Trying to forget all the memories he thought were unimportant. It was a bit difficult to dig up the already rusty memories. Moreover, everything has passed and not a second become a part of his life. Only the breath stops the feeling of the invisible, but becomes a thorn in its present time.
"A month after the change that depressed me with all the behavior of Elora. I asked Nando to move to college abroad. All for good and mental health. No more distractions can disrupt our learning process. An amazingly peaceful life for the rest of college."
It is true, Elora who at that time was still the daughter of a businessman with a level of security that can be said must always be in the eyes of parents. It was very profitable for Rey and Bagas because the woman could not catch up with them to other countries.
"Family business was the reason I returned to Indonesia. All good and no problem until out of nowhere. Elora was again present as a shadow that hurt the eyes. In order to save myself, Nando always anticipated everything. Including setting a mate of his choice for me is you."
"Mas, Elora is beautiful and definitely has a steady job. Humans have their own lives. Did you just once think you'd give her a chance to get to know you better?" Asthma looked at Rey even deeper, occasionally sipping coffee that slowly began to warm.
The opportunity? It could have been given, but for something that from the beginning had no place in his life. The answer is definitely no. Don't think, just in traffic. Never imagined. To her Elora was only a form of obsession in the name of love.
If anyone asks, what is obsession. He will answer Elora. There is nothing else, but for Asthma is different again. As a woman, she knows what emotions are. It is true that love blinds one. All of this is back to each one.
Whether love controls the soul or the soul controls love. It can also balance feelings in logic and emotions of the heart. At its core, everyone who falls in love. They will not think from the same point of view because love is not only about surrender, but also sacrifice.
"Beautiful? A job? Okay?" Rey placed her cup of coffee on the table on the right side of the swing, then changed her sitting position to face herself by returning the wife's eyes. "The world is full of women like that. Especially abroad, much more than Elora."
"Asma, if I want to get in touch with someone. It must have been a long time ago, but I have a world that maybe not all women can embrace in their patience. Do you see the luxurious house that we live in? There is no warmth, especially love. No parents, no relatives."
A moment of oxygen inhalation is so deep, it brings a constant calm trying to escape reality. "My parents died, and I have no other siblings because Papa's only child, Mama's an orphan, and I'm an only child."
"Mas, if truth suppresses your emotions. Stopit! I didn't force all the stories to unfold today." said Asma who couldn't bear the loneliness that emanated from her husband's eyes.
As a wife, you can exercise the right to an explanation. But if the situation is already mixed between reality, emotions and memories. How will it calm down? All of it will turn into painful tight shackles, it can even drain the mind and release pressure without a sense of purpose.
"I mean, Mas?" tanya Asma who did not understand this time to make her eyebrows raised with increasingly shrinking eyes, suddenly changed the tension of the atmosphere to slightly melt.
His hands could not help but react. Pinched the right cheek of a woman who is now a color ink in her life. Reveal the rejection of the wife, did not make Rey release the hand from the face that is now the world and its future goals.
"Mas, can you take off? Sick know, this is why I was targeted." said Asma with a sulky lips, but did not try to release her husband's hand.
Rey releases the pinch, then rubs the cheek that feels chewy. "It hurts? You want diobatin, right?"
The look of the eyes that began to memorize outside the head, made Asma pull Rey's hand over. You do not need a drug that is only a punishment. After all, they were discussing something important so it was not the time to make out. Likewise, the man realized the rejection of the wife.
"Silence, Butterfly. Today just to explain, there is no cheating. Promise." said Rey, then put his right hand to the head of Asthma as proof of his seriousness. A promise he cannot break when he already has on behalf of his wife.
One decision in promise, gets Rey back into serious mode. The man had considered both the good and the bad the end of honesty about his whole life story. Starting from the story of Elora, help, then transfer to college, to return to Indonesia. The story continues until a business meeting between him and Elora's father.
From that moment on, Elora came back into her life. Bagas did not let all of the woman's efforts run smoothly because it always stood in front of Rey to be a shield. Not once or twice. The doctor shows his cunning just to realize the dream of making Rey a husband.
It all went on for a few years until Rey was forced to move house with security and people around her who could be finger counted. Today, all stories are open. Including the reasons for the marriage that became his second life today. Like a dream with eyes open. Silent asthma thinks of a chain of events.
As the story goes on, some conclusions explain that Elora is not a woman who gives up easily. Especially after all his persistent efforts all this time. You can be sure to do it again, while from another point of view. He understood that neither Rey nor Bagas were ready to make a final decision.
When the relationship is connected to the business. So the consideration is not self-selfishness, but the fate of workers who indeed rely on high expectations of the results of their work. Naturally, if Rey and Bagas choose to avoid problems, but still maintain the existing cooperation.
Not wanting to judge at will. After this day, life cannot be as peaceful as it should be. People fall in love a lot. People forget about love too much. People sacrifice a little love, but when about the obsession of love? Then there is only self-awareness in the midst of emotional insanity that cannot be controlled.
"That's my life story. Are there any other questions? Whatever you want to know, Butterfly." said Rey ended the story, but the one who was spoken to was busy playing with a finger link with a look down. "Butterfly, are you okay?"
"I don't understand one thing. Why should I avoid? Ok, Elora loves so much, I mean obsessing over you, Mas. But when, then?" tanya Asma tried to unravel the tangled threads that accidentally became part of her life.