
The obstruction in the heart that is linked to anxiety from the mind of the mind, makes Asthma release emotions in a bad way. Even though just staying under the shower without knowing the time. The girl's body was already soaked with whitened skin, but it did not stop the contemplation.
Suddenly the water droplets stopped in the air, just as Asthma opened her eyes until the view met her husband's sharp netra. The man seemed to be holding back his anger, despite not letting out a word. Her lips were tightly locked without a smile.
Let it be, he doesn't want to talk either. Tiredness still lodged in the heart. Without a word other than draping her hands closer to snaking into the chest of her husband's field. Footsteps that leave the bathroom switch to a dressing table chair. Rey treats his wife like a child who should be taught the meaning of self-care.
The wet clothes scattered on the floor were left behind. He was just busy putting on clean new clothes, then sitting Asthma to help dry wet hair, then enjoying the time in the stillness that struck the soul. For ten minutes the two were still silent with their eyes telling stories.
As a man, he felt unable to keep and give real happiness to his wife. The luxury he has, it does not guarantee anything. However, of course, everything Asthma does has become a habit. What's he supposed to do?
His wife's habits are not good to continue. Wanting to scold her straight away, but it was impossible because he knew the girl would ponder more without wanting to say the contents of her heart and mind that were definitely not okay. Honest in the deepest corner of his heart he fears not being able to be a responsible husband.
Rey's daydreams, made the man stop his activity still holding the hairdryer. Seeing the silence of a husband who must have felt wrong, Asma took action. He took the hairdryer out of the husband's hand and took the man to walk with him.
Walking towards the balcony welcomes the sunshine that still feels so warm. The gaze of the eyes was straight forward without wanting to distract him, the purpose was only the balcony guardrail. Where he can see as far as the eye can see with a view of many points of view.
"I'm sorry if my actions worry you, Mom. I can't dampen my emotions just by sitting quietly and daydreaming. Anger is fire, and water can be dampened. Don't worry when I repeat the same thing because it fixes my emotions."
Rey tried to digest the wife's confession. Not wrong, but not right. However, he was afraid that the Asthma habit would invite disease. Enjoying the cold outside the boundaries? It could be hypothermia. How did he let the girl continue to embrace bad habits?
If no one stops it. It could be that one day it will end up in a hospital bed with an infusion hose as a friend, while he knew that his wife did not like the smell of the white-walled room in a bright blue uniform that became the identity of a patient. So he only has one way to change the pattern of extreme actions of an Asthma.
The sound of the body that keeps a distance to get back close hugs the longing that is always present to warm the heart. "Asma, the world always has a way to balance nature. Like storms, floods, earthquakes and so on. It is true that man considers it a disaster, but God tries to communicate with his people to get back on the right path."
"A man's responsibility is not just to please his wife. Everything that happens between the pairs will be the responsibility up to the calculation at the end of the day. You are my wife, the mother-to-be of my children. Just think about it, what if our son would do the same habits as you."
For a moment the man sighed while tightening his embrace. Feelings in the heart like wanting to cry because he could not say further. Afraid that it would hurt his wife's feelings, while the girl was still immersed in the contemplation that definitely suppressed the inner. Be aware of weaknesses that make the problem more complicated.
"I'm just a regular guy. Let alone trying to approach a woman, even I am not used to dealing with a unique creature of God with emotions that are always unpredictable. I was confused to have to convince like let alone that the wife would listen without thinking selfishness in this self ...,"
Rey's delivery sounded messy, making Asma close her eyes for a moment before addressing her simple matter. Maybe all this time, he always acted mature without giving the opportunity for the people around him to be a place to lean. He forgot, if he currently has a husband who deserves his life story.
The release of a heavy hand that is coiled in the stomach, then turns the body to face with a linked gaze immersed in the calmness of a husband who is in fact dominated by fear. Instantly it feels tight because he realizes that he has hurt Rey, while the man tries to be a responsible husband.
"Definitely tired huh, having a wife like me? I was too much to forget there are you who are ready to be a backrest. Honestly, it all just happened. This woman is used to harboring feelings because she is always alone. I'm sorry, I haven't been able to adapt to the presence of a husband."
"Asma ..," Rey was stuck with his wife's statement that felt so deep that every word that came out of her lips was not a poetic word.
Asthma herself could not remove the walls she had clearly built up unconsciously. After all, their relationship is a husband and wife who have equal rights and obligations. But in the relationship they both seem to still seize emotions like strangers.
"I know, you must be confused by the silence and also the statements that have always been my habit. Look, I want openness but this self forgets to open up. It must be unfair, right?" Asthma turned her attention to looking back where there was only emptiness, "The problem is ours, not just yours or mine. Is that enough to understand? Mas Reyhan's."
There was no surprise from Rey's eyes because the man understood the reason Asma was calm. He just wanted to wait for the right time so that the two could talk as husband and wife. Is not dampening emotions can be done in a heart debate? That's what he's doing.
"I know, you don't like being a stranger especially at home. Butterfly, our family business is fine, it's just that there's a problem with the new project Mr. Axels." Rey gazes deeper into Asma, trying to convince her that whatever happens will not end badly.
"Mrs. Axel got a threat from one of my business partners. So we decided to make you a partner who replaced my position for cooperation this time. Everything will happen as you want including the submission of terms. If it wants to be changed even profits from the percentage of existing cooperation."
Rey tried to explain briefly, clearly and concisely. It was for the good of his life because he realized that his wife was not a businessman who understood this and that so he chose to use simple language. At least no words use foreign languages. The man does not know, if he has a wife who likes to learn, but not in dictation.
"Can I see the agreement you've agreed to?" ask Asma without hesitation, making Rey blink in disbelief. "I can read, so at least let me understand the contents of the cooperation contract that will provide certainty before deciding. Can you?"