Wound In Pelaminan
Is this Karma for me?

"Son Rose, actually Umi did not want to convey this to you. But what Khairil said is true. If forced will only add to the wounds that have long existed," said Nyai Halimah paused his sentence.

"It's okay Nyai, God willing the Rose is ready to hear what Nyai will say," said Rawar with a restless mood.

"This is actually the fault of Umi, Umi who can not stand to see Khairil who slumped and froze since the death of Fatia. Not to mention Aisyah who needs the figure of a Mother and Umi feels you are the right choice. Apparently, though..."

Umi let out a long sigh and looked at the Mawar. Then slowly Umi held the hands of the Rose tightly and her eyes were already teary.

"Once again Umi apologized because Umi had given false hope to Princess Umi," said Nyai Halimah rubbed the veil of the Rose.

Roses that suspect if this is a bad sign have also dewed in his eyes. Moreover, this is O Allah, does uztadz Khairil not want to accept her as a wife?

"Khairil refuses to take you as his wife. Not without cause or want to play tricks on you but you have failed and suffered in the household. Khairil is afraid that his marriage to you will only add new wounds to you Roses because his heart still belongs entirely to Fatia" said Nyai Halimah.

Duars

Like being struck by lightning it felt like the Rose's heart was meeting a rumble. There is not a single word that comes out just a pushy gaze and forced smile and a puddle of tears that are not able to hear the words of Nyai Halimah.

"It's okay Nyai, it may be that I and Uztadz Khairil are not a match. God willing I will try to be sincere, maybe this is His best," said Rose.

Currently the rose is alone in the cottage near the motor park of the teachers in Pesantren. The heavy rain seemed to depict his heart that was mournful because of the rejection of Uztadz Khairil.

'Assalamu'alaikum Orchid. How are you?' ask the rose through the message.

Apparently as if he understood if he was not okay Orchid called the Brother.

"Assalamu'alakum Kak Rawar how are you?" ask the Orchid in a soothing voice from across there.

"Walaikumussalam My sister, a little less good as the weather today" said Rose in a raucous voice.

"If Sister Rose doesn't mind I'm willing to be a good listener" Orchid said.

"Wouldn't it be night time, did Arjuna not scold you?" tanya Mawar asked for their security first on the phone. It's nothing both himself and the Mama have both been sprayed with Arjuna's sarcasm.

Yes not rude just firm if the iatri should not be exhausted.

"I woke up in the middle of the night, and now I'm eating fruit and designing clothes. Brother just calm down Brother is sleeping soundly," said Orchid from across there.

Without being able to be dammed again the sad story that the Roses naturally flow like river water into the ears of Orchids. Orchids just keep quiet and listen carefully only occasionally to respond.

"I've long harbored a taste for him, Dik. You know, his good attitude and everything in him blinds me. Until the proposal arrived as if carrying water in the middle of my thirst. Although I am grateful he was frank at the beginning but still the matter is not able to bear it feels Dik. Is this karma for me that has taken Mas Abi in a vile way from you?" ask the rose with increasingly heavy cries.