13 Former Ry
Suicide

" If everything you want you can get then from where you can learn to give it ."

Evening Sunday ............

The night that awaited because Ry had not become Jones (Jomblo Ngenes ) besides Ry also already had two girlfriends Brother Han and Brother Deva.

Ry has also never felt diapelin ama 2 boyfriend used to still date ama Abang Ilham even He ngapelin Ry ama Abang Han just once, if Rafi emang never ngapelin Ry Sunday night.

Ry again sits in front of the terrace waiting for Brother Han or Abang Deva who first come along if they come with Ry will be caught dong.

A man put his motorcycle on the lawn of Ry's house and smiled at Ry who was sitting in the house and then walked towards the terrace of Ry's house and let go of his head.

" The Assalammualaikum ." Said Brother Han

" Walaikumsalam Yankees ." Said Ry

" Love again waiting for Yank Yes ? Han's brother is sitting on Ry's porch

" Yes, Yank into a Yuk ! Take Ry

" Aren't you here, Love Temanin Yank went to his best friend Yank Yuk's Birthday? Ask Brother Han

" I'm sorry, Ry can't ." Answer Ry

" Why the Yank ? Ask Brother Han

" Can't date Ry's parents, let alone go on Sunday night with a boyfriend ." Said Ry

" So Yank went to Who is it? Ask Brother Han

" Sister Han went alone or together - with Brother's gang friends." Java Ry

" Yank really wants to go and Love all show off if you already have a girlfriend now ." Said Brother Han

" Ry's not an item to show off to your friends - Brother's friend ." Said Ry

" I'm sorry love isn't just showing off just being known to your friends and friends Brother ." Said Brother Han

" Yes, you have gone there ." Said Ry

" So you're lazy if you don't go away with love ." Said Brother Han

" Can't do it, pity Yank's friend who has been waiting for awhile not to blow up the lights if Yank doesn't come ." Said Ry

" Yes, Yank go first yes, Love goes into the house ya ." Said Brother Han

" Titidj (Heart - Heart Walk ) Yes Yank ." Said Ry

" Yes Love, I Love You ." Brother Han stood up from the chair and walked towards his motorbike

After Brother Han left Ry stood up from the chair to enter the house but a man snatched the motor and parked in the Ry yard .

The man got off the bike holding a white plastic bag and walked towards Ry's house smilingly looking at Ry.

" Assalammualaikum Deck ." Said Brother Deva

" Walaikumsalam Abang, Yuk just in ." Ry walked into the house and went to the guest room

" Yes ." Deva's brother walks behind Ry and enters Ry's house

" Ry's brother lives for a drink first ." Ry walked into the kitchen

" Don't bother - bother the Deck that is out there only ." Said Brother Deva

Ry walks into the kitchen when Mama Ry's kitchen makes coffee and Mama Ry asks Ry.

" Are there guests Yes Dek? Ask Mama Ry

" Yes, Mama ." Ry made a glass of tea

"Who's the guest deck ? Ask Mama Ry

" Ry Mama's friend ." Answer Ry

" O'S... Mama ngatar Coffee to Papa first yes ." Said Mama Ry

" Yes, Mama ." Said Ry

A Month Later ...........

Announcement of graduation is posted on the school floor during class hours so that the 3rd year students who first see the results of graduation.

Hours Break ............

Ry walks towards the school to see the graduation announcement of 3rd grader, Ry is curious Brother Han graduated or did not graduate.

Arriving in front of the school mading is too crowded so it is difficult for Ry to see the mading, then arrived behind Ry there is a guy who holds Ry's shoulder.

" Who Are You ? Ry turns around looking at the guy who is touching Ry's shoulder

" Come with me ." The guy pulls Ry's hand to follow him walk

" Yes but don't pull Ry's hand either ." Ry tried to let go of the guy's hand

Once behind the school the boy releases Ry's hand and Ry sees Brother Han smoking, Ry walks towards Abang Han.

" What is the Unnya Yank result ? Ask Ry

" Love Yank didn't pass ." Han's brother threw away his cigarette and walked over to Ry hugging Ry's body

" Yank, don't joke ." Ry who is still in Brother Han's arms

" Seriously Yank doesn't pass love if you don't believe me just look at the name Yank didn't pass." Said Brother Han

" How many people don't pass the Yank ? Ask Ry

" 100 People Love ." Said Brother Han

" Yank, don't be sad, failure is delayed success ." Ry who stroked the back of Brother Han's body with Ry's hand

"Yank's life feels ruined 'How do I tell my parents Yank if I don't pass ? Ask Brother Han

" Yank said that if he didn't pass the most - at most his parents were angry that Yank would not kill his son ." Said Ry

" Shame to be carded where the face is because it doesn't pass ." Said Brother Han

" Yank the problem to face is not for us to run, Ry will always be there with Yank facing everything." Ry who released Brother Han's embrace

" Makasi is already there when Yank again needs someone who can give encouragement and support ." Said Han

" Ry has always supported and prayed for Yank ." Said Ry

" So Yank wanted to kill himself and friends said Yank would not commit suicide." Said Brother Han

" Astafirallah, don't shorten Yank's mind remember suicide is a great sin that God does not forgive." Said Ry

" Other desperate Love ." Said Brother Han

" Ry knows for sure this is all hard for Yank but we as humans have to be patient, strong and steadfast in dealing with all of this ." Said Ry

" Love is fit to be a good lecturer ." Said Brother Han

" Ry doesn't want to be ustazah , Fika's mother who fits into ustazah ." Said Ry

" Yank tuh feel not worthy of love other than beautiful, kind, friendly, polite, smart and sholeha again, while Yank ."

" Ry is comfortable and feels safe with Yank ." Said Ry

" It's just that feeling of love for Yank How? Ask Brother Han

" I'm sorry, Ry doesn't want to fall in love anymore because it hurts so much it takes a long time to heal Ry's heart." Said Ry

" Therefore if dating do not look for a man who has worked finally left out of marriage is Love ." Said Brother Han

" Ry's type of guy is mature, considerate, understanding, honest, loyal, responsibility, loving and likes Ry What Is Not Because There's What" Ry said

" I guess Yank didn't get into the type of guy love deh ." Said Brother Han

" Yank doesn't have to be Ry's guy ." Said Ry

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