About Kesya
Don't Forget Ur Self

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It had been a week, but there was no development that happened to Kesya who was still lying weakly in the hospital bed. Even so, Boy still remains a figure who will shoulder everyone's worry and fear and replace it with full support and mutual passion to wait for Kesya to come to her senses.

Boy will always put the feelings of the people around him until he forgets that he also needs to be entertained. “Gue will not be tired until the moment where I can look into your beautiful eyes, Key”

Slowly, Boy ventured to hold tightly Kesya's hand, looking at her gently, until several times began to encourage himself because he really missed the figure of the girl in front of him.

“Gue doesn't know what my life should be like in the future if you don't exist.”. There was a heavy sigh that came out after Boy said the sentence.

Clamps

The door of the room opened and Rey, who had just arrived at the hospital after taking turns guarding Kesya for the past few days, came in.

Keep in mind if they are all still in Indonesia, Steven, Rey, Dio, Gabriel, and Boy because they still want to accompany Kesya to recover. Initially, Papa Aldino refused, but because the schedule of Dio and Gabriel's college can still be done after college in the next few weeks and also Steven, Rey, and Boy who are still not in college, finally, inevitably, Papa Aldino agreed with a note one week ahead of Dio and Gabriel will return to the country where they are educated.

“Lo hasn't come back from yesterday right, Boy?” guess Rey when she saw Boy still in Kesya's room

The boy who saw Rey immediately let go of his hand grip and then smiled faintly. “Gue have changed clothes, serene”

“Gue feels less timely I am here, there are starting to confess nih keknya” said Rey chuckled softly when she saw Boy who tried to cover up his shame because he was caught holding Kesya's hand

“Engga, his hands were cold earlier I just mergerasain the temperature of his hands” kilah Boy that makes Rey can not help laughing so that his laughter filled the room Kesya.

After the completion of the joke and laughter session, Boy finally invited Rey back to a serious discussion that since a few days ago he wanted to ask but had not had time until now

“Rey.. I can just about Devan?” ask Boy slowly

Rey's face immediately changed when Boy called Devan's name. “You ask about what, Boy?”

“Sorry if I'm presumptuous and I shouldn't be talking about your family problems but honestly I feel very bad here because I'm not more just temen lo, because what should be here is Devan, not I”.

Boy slowly gives a little understanding to Rey so that his best friend can be a little soft on Devan because no matter what really deserves to be there is Devan, not himself

Rey sighed heavily before saying anything. “Gue knows this is wrong, but because of my selfishness I do not want to make me sick again, Boy”

“Rey, however, it is not entirely Devan's fault. Who the hell wants or has a thought Kesya will get a gini hit and run case? Nothing, right?”. Rey nodded slowly

“Gue talking here in front of you without anything I cover up and I'm talking here as temen lo. I understand the feeling of everything must be very chaotic, but try to think from the side of Devan, is he not chaotic to see Kesya who has not been aware of a week plus he himself can not look Kesya? How does it feel to squirm the person you love to suffer but you yourself do not have the strength to just exist beside him?”

“Lo does not hurt gini, Boy?”

Checkmate. Boy was silent

“Gue speaking gini as temen lo. Don't you have any pain talking gini? Don't you feel sick always thinking about other people's feelings and don't care about your own feelings? Like lo with his spirit so plaster for people but you do not realize if your wound is getting deeper. Should have needed plaster itself, not someone else”

Boy was completely speechless and could not say anything after hearing the sentences coming out of Rey's mouth were all completely facts he felt.

“Gue has known you for years, Boy. A person who will never put his happiness before the happiness of others, who else if not lo? The person who always feels that people's happiness is their responsibility, who else if not lo? Have you not been aware of it all, Boy?”

“Sadar.” I heard a short and slow answer from Boy

Rey walked over and patted his best friend's shoulder gently. “Not everything can be your own responsibility, Boy.”

“Gue can't, Rey. Rather than me being happy over the suffering of people, it is better that I suffer let people be happy”

“And you want to sick mulu?”

“Not that I will be cool too when the person I love is cool?”

“Bullshit. Your little heart will never accept.”

“My feelings, let me take care of.”

*****

After speaking deeply enough with Rey earlier, Boy again contemplated all that was said by his best friend where all the words that came out of Rey's mouth were in fact, his true feelings, his true feelings, and the thing Boy's been hiding.

I don't want my happiness to be suffering for others.-Boy

Many times he thought about it, the answer remained the same that it would still prioritize others rather than himself. Boy did not want the selfishness of his heart to make him lose the people he loved. By putting others first, Boy will only heal little by little the heart wounds that he has been hiding without dragging others into it.

“What lo still behave like that?”. Rey asked for the last time

Boy sighed heavily before answering his best friend's words. “So great if I'm too afraid of lost someone?”

“I know u did that bcs ur feelings r so deep”. Rey smiled thinly

“But.-“ Sound Rey hangs

The boy who could not wait to hear the next remark immediately asked. “Why?”

“Don’t forget ur self”

“Ah, I see”

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