
"You're awake, did I wake you?" Mas Abhi folded his alphabet. I didn't answer, I turned my body behind him.
"Before dawn, wake up when we pray together," asked Abhi to me. Still I didn't let him.
Mas Abhi sitting on the sofa I can hear because the sound of the sofa when there are people sitting on it sounds sret...
Adhan was reverberating, heard from the voice of Abhi's mobile phone like it. He set the alarm sounding the voice of Adzan. Therefore his phone will chant the sound of the Adhan every time the prayer arrives, because in the center of the big city, where sturdy buildings stand rarely the sound of the Adhan is heard. Unless the building is not in the middle of the city like this like the sound of Adhan but small voice.
I woke up and took abhi, waiting for me to pray together. I also want to not pray together, as long as my tears pray unstoppably fall apart. Until the last greeting, I couldn't hold back the tears that fell, I couldn't hold back my sobs.
Suddenly I remembered my mother, father and my beloved sister Ririn. Mas Abhi realized that, he approached.
"What's wrong, why are you crying?" ask her.
I was still crying so hard, I didn't ask Ma Abhi. Mas Abhi also understood, he waited for me to the satisfaction of crying. Abhi asked back, too,
"Why?" this time the question is different but with the same intent.
"I don't want to get married, I still want to stay with mom and dad" I replied in a hoarse voice and understood the cries.
"You want to stay with your father and mother?" said mas Abhi. I also shook my head, not not not wanting to, but my father and mother must be angry when I keep kekep kekeh stay with mother and father because the wife must still come with her husband wherever her husband goes.
"You want to sleep downstairs?" ask her again. And again I shook my head like a child.
"Then, what do you want?" ask him with certainty. I also briefly prepared myself to talk about what was in my heart that for a few days I wanted to get out.
"I want Abhi to divorce me" I replied.
I know that Mas Abhi was watching me, he frowned.
"You're crazy!" her screeches.
"You want to stay at your parents' house I'll let you, you want to separate my bed. If you know the law of separation of beds that house is the same as you don't take care of your husband, it's Han's sin!" Mas Abhi stood up and stayed away from me letting myself bow down.
"In addition to looking at a wife for no reason, where is your common sense, what have you learned so far from small to this big about religion?" I gasped and stood up when I heard Abhi asking me about religion.
"Never talk about what I have learned about religion, my father and mother taught me right, mas." answered me with my face on my face I displayed right then and there in front of my husband's face, mas Abhi's.
"What style have you been working on all this time about religion?" mas Abhi went out of the room with his anger. I was left alone when the sun began to reflect its light through the glass of the balcony. I sit back this time on the sofa, I see the blanket that used to wear Abhi mas mas while sleeping on the sofa and then look towards the mattress that I used last night.
"What do I have to do to get this all over?" muttered. I saw my phone lying on the bed, and I picked it up.
"Honey...., you're everywhere blah..blah...blah..." Lia scolded me over the phone to the bottom of my bed it felt like Lia's voice.
"Sorry not really mean not to want to contact you, good we meet ya. Can you go to Jakarta?" my many.
"What! jakarta, again why are you in Jakarta?" Lia still spoke with her high tone.
"Duh..noisy, I've been here later I send the address yes. Yes bye.." I closed the phone without waiting for an answer from Lia want to know not he to jakarta. the distance from kost an Lia to Jakarta takes 1 hour not to mention if coming to the apartment mas Abhi takes 30 minutes to arrive, not to mention if the traffic can be more than that.
I also prepared to take a shower, I deliberately did not close the bathroom door because I knew that Abhi was gone, whether going where possible to work or meet a client, because previously Pak kiyai said today mas Abhi must meet his client for business affairs.
I also tried soaking in a bedtube that was enough for both of them, because last night I used a shower to take a shower.
I see there are some bath soaps that seem to have been specially prepared for me. There are special salt baths, scrubs, shower gels and a whole range of other peroduk-specific products for women. I never thought it had its sodara mas Abhi or its female relatives or even its woman mas Abhi because judging from its attitude mas Abhi, it was, it seems like Mas Abhi is not the type of man who likes to carry women.
"Even I don't think he's really likely to have a girlfriend, just contact with a non-muhrim very anti. Previously he did not want his skin to be exposed to me. But after legitimately being a wife she was even able to encourage me, for example last night she encouraged me to explain that we were married, hehehe..." I slightly smiled as I recalled the incident last night while soaking in the fragrant water I had mixed with all sorts available on the bedtube, don't forget I also light a candle aroma therapy that makes the whole bathroom fragrant.
I soaked while thinking about the plan I had to make in order to escape all of this as soon as possible. I also did not dare to decide Sandy because it feels like I still need it to be able to meet my needs.
"Honey just 3 days of courtship time should have been decided," I murmured.
"After all I can't ask the same Mas Abhi right, what will be later what he thinks, don't want to be in this marriage but still ask for all the needs of him, please take me." I spoke to myself for imagining what Abhi would say.
After I thought I finished soaking, I also stood up intending to take a towel. When I stood up and just stepped on one leg, how shocked I saw that Abhi was inside holding a pouch in her hand standing stiffly facing me who was standing. I immediately freeze momentarily throw myself back into the bedtube and mas Abhi also looks panicked by pacing back and forth from the bathroom with his hands as if fumbling to find the door, when clearly the door is on his right. She panicked by covering both of her faces with one hand she apologized.
"Sorry, sorry, I didn't mean to. The door opens then, I just want to keep this. this is me..." Mas Abhi finally found the exit and immediately came out of the bathroom.
I'm still freeze on the bedtube can't think, I'm just silent without a sound for a while until I can think again
"Well, how's this, I'm not out?" I paced back and forth in front of the sink and brushed my teeth close to the door. Confused about whether to go out or not.
"How not, if I go out I'll see Abhi's mas otherwise I can freeze to death. Duh, want to be inaro where my face is. Even though it was husband and wife but me and Abhi mas are not legitimate heart and heart," I also continue to mutter until a few minutes to think out or not. When I heard the door open, I ventured out because I was sure that Abhi would have come out.
I immediately took a drink of water and sat on the sofa, calming down.
"Why do things always happen like this, so I look stupid in front of Abhi mas. You idiot," I hit my head on my behavior.
After feeling calm, I also put on clothes and get ready to meet with Lia.
Seriate....