ALEXAND
37. Sorry

On the balcony of the bluish-white apartment room, there were two young people sitting together. Just separate the small table between them.

Silent and silent.

Only the noise from the passing of vehicles under them became the breaker of this cold atmosphere. The two seemed equally upset in each other's minds. No one opened their mouth or made any noise, completely cold and quiet.

Several times, the pair of eyes of the girl glanced at the man next to her. He only dared to look at the guy without daring to speak or just say hello. Apparently the problem that happened yesterday still has not found a bright spot.

Yep! Ever since Farhan came, Reyna didn't dare start a conversation that wasn't over last night. Even Farhan was seen still very reluctant to start his conversation. He only said a few words about the balcony of the room, and after they sat together on the balcony of Reyna's room there was nothing but silence and silence.

"People say, never love someone who has not finished with his past" said Farhan who finally broke the silence. Reyna closed her eyes tightly, ready to listen to every word Farhan would say that might hurt her.

"But I don't really care, I choose to be deaf because this love is already strong. It's already deep. There's not gonna be a word back from you, Rey. Although I myself do not know what your true heart really is like, only me or there is still the rest of Willy's name." continued Farhan again.

Reyna now turned her head, staring at the unusual eyes of her lover. The corner of his heart was scratched, his breath was tight to hear the sentence slide from Farhan's lips. He knew it was his fault, but he had his reasons. Reasons that are difficult to translate by oral.

"I'm sorry." Reyna said briefly. There were many words of reason in his mind, but again his lips could not express everything.

Farhan took a deep breath.

"Why apologize?" farhan asked, looking back at his lover's eyes.

"I have a lot to do with all this, but I can't translate it using oral. Again, sorry." Reyna's great-grandson smiled wryly.

Srek

Farhan pulled his chair in front of Reyna's chair. They are facing each other now.

"But I never said you were wrong, I was just saying something" said Farhan, which made Reyna feel guilty.

"I'm sorry about you, but I just need your explanation, not an apology. If you can't explain, you're not papa! I'll wait until you're ready. I just heard it from Sherin, and I want to hear your version of the story." said Farhan clasped Reyna's hands tightly together.

Reyna took a long breath.

"I don't know what Sherin said about Willy, I still can't explain everything. But you can believe, right? I have nothing with him, yesterday he just stopped by. Bang Rayn was also there at that time." Reyna explained.

"Yes, I believe in you. And will always believe! But I have one message for you Rey." said Farhan still gently stroking the back of Reyna's hand. Reyna again dared to look at the pitch black eyeballs belonging to Farhan.

"What?"

"Don't waste someone who's been by your side for someone who's come back from the past, huh? Because the result will not end well. There will only be regrets, whatever the reason." replied Farhan. Reyna nodded faintly.

"I will not leave you who, no matter what my position and circumstances are the same Willy. I'll never let you go." said Reyna. Farhan smiled wryly at Reyna's clearly wrong speech in her ear.

"Your answer is not good, do you realize?Try asking first to your heart Rey, actually you still want willy back or just miss the time taken by fate?" tanya Farhan made Alis Reyna wrinkled in wonder. Farhan took a deep breath, knowing that Reyna could not understand each of the words.

"You can't get caught between two people. I won't be able to let you go, but I will always try to make your decision. Because you also have to choose. I don't want us to be together, if half your heart is still with Willy. I want to be the only one in your heart Rey, not one of them" Farhan said in more detail. This time Reyna could digest all of Farhan's words. His heart melted the pain of hearing this expression. Say stupid Reyna!

The corner of Reyna's eyes began to pool, there was a sense of regret, disappointment and pain of the mistakes he made himself. Why does all this have to happen? Why would Willy have to come back when Reyna already has Farhan? Wh why? Oh my god!

"Hey, how crying? It's okay, I ain't mad at you baby... I'm just trying to get to you so you don't keep getting mired in the abyss of the wrong past." Farhan's great-granddaughter gently rubbed the tears that drenched Reyna's smooth cheeks. Reyna immediately hit the sturdy body until slightly staggered to the back.

In his arms was the body of Farhan, the man who now fills a vacuum in his heart and days. The man she loved so much.

Farhan stroked Reyna's back gently, knowing that Reyna's current situation was not good and not stable. This girl needs a place and space to calm down. Farhan tries his best to calm Reyna down though his little heart also demands clarity. Farhan knew he needed that certainty, but he had to wait.

Hix

Slowly the crying began to subside in the scrape by the quiet time given by Farhan. Soon Reyna's sobs began to be heard no more.

"It's quiet?" asked Farhan who first let go of the crib. Reyna nodded while wiping the end of her still watery eyes. Look, Reyna looks pretty fucked up. Her tears flooded every corner of her face, and some of her drops may have fallen on Farhan's shoulder.

"Ishh you are muteek mulu! People run out melow an also ah." Reyna grumbled stupefied. Farhan chuckled and cupped Reyna's two cheeks.

"Cracked gini still pretty, whose girl hm?" tegoda Farhan as his thumb rubbed gently Reyna cheeks that are still slightly flooded the rest of the tears.

"Farhan dong!!" suhut Reyna again tightened her embrace with Farhan. Farhan returned the hug.

"Bismillah, the future wife." said Farhan in between his arms. Reyna nodded in that embrace.

"Bismillah, mistress Alexand hihi." Reyna's great-granddaughter giggled. Farhan scrambled Reyna's long hair, there was a happy burst of its own in the chamber of his heart as Reyna said that line.

"Emmm beb?" call Reyna to raise her head but still in a hugging position.

"Hm?" sahut Farhan lowered his head with one eyebrow raised.

"Whatever's gonna happen, don't you ever leave me? You can be angry if I'm wrong, but you can't ask to separate." Reyna said seriously. Farhan smiled faintly with a single nod.

"You have a problem also run not to the club, let alone the same girl. I don't want you to do anything!!" keep Reyna on again. Farhan pinched Reyna's sharp nose.

"It's beautiful, baby!! Are you, or is there still another message?" sahut Farhan winked his eyes cutely. Reyna laughing.

"There's just one more."

"What tuh?" farhan asked in the same position.

"I want you to know, if you are the only name I have carved neatly in this heart beb. Willy's just my past, and I'm sure that you're my future. I'm resolute once again! JUST YOU AND ONLY YOU!! Wanna?" reyna was full of affirmation. Farhan could not stop the sweet curvature formed by his lips. He could not resist this happy smile.

"If there's a story between me and Willy, it's just an unfinished past but soon I'll finish it. Soon." said Reyna again.

"Diem mulu! Understand no?" reyna asked pursed her lips because the story was only answered with Farhan's grin.

"Yes understand Iaaaang... Cups." replied Farhan peeked briefly Reyna's forehead who smiled sweetly back.

Teak

"Nyosor!! The same apartment this world already cake belongs to both, yes, I'm here just to stop by." chirps heavy sound that pokes behind the glass door balcony.

"Ang?!!" pekik Reyna turned her back. Shocked? Sure oes. When was Rayn there?

'Fortunately, I did not become a lip nyosor. Can berabe affairs, huh fortunately still be a fortune of children sholeh.' Inner Farhan exhaled a sigh of relief.

"How come you can be here? Beb, Rayn know the passcode?" pekik Farhan. Reyna nodded, a few days ago Rayn forced Reyna to be shown the location of the apartment as well as passcode the door.

What was very surprising for Rayn at that time was that Reyna and Farhan's apartment was facing off and Rayn just found out about it. Rayn had been rampaging because of negative thinking and over-thinking, but Reyna had managed to overcome her brother's anger the other day.

"Yes know it. I am his brother! Why do you accept it, huh? Here you one bye one with me! Indiscriminate play sosor adek me." replied Rayn ngegas bin nyolot. The guy's ruffled his waist in his ferocious style.

"Adek you will be my wife's future weeee." said Farhan did not want to lose. One eyebrow Rayn raised.

"New candidate?" ask Rayn. Farhan nodded.

"Yes is it."

"New candidate belagu very much you!!" spray Rayn ferociously. Farhan's head bobble.

"Wah look trivial nih son... Do you want me to jumpatin? If so, I'm applying Reyna next week out of my seat back from Paris." asked Farhan defiantly. Rayn smiled obliquely. While Reyna was glaring, what if Rayn accepted it?

"Lakuin if you're serious." tell Rayn lightly.

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