
"Hinduism is a hard thing to deny."
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Being honest with Natha about her feelings for Kin was rather helpful. The girl told you a few things about Kin without needing to be asked. You know that Kin used to have a band in High School, so you know that the guy is also quite famous in his school and so you know why Kin really likes Mr. Song. Brightside.
That said, Kin once liked a girl in their school. Natha said, the girl is sweet and gentle. However, Kin's love only clapped one hand. Kin's confession to his feelings is rejected by the girl, and worse, it turns out that the girl is secretly dating Kin's cousin. Mr's Song. Brightside was like Kin's original soundtrack when she saw the girl being taken along to a family event. Seeing the girl being held by her cousin, Kin was burning jealous. Natha said Kin felt killed on the spot when he accidentally saw them kissing. Maybe because of Mr.'s lyrics. Brightside that feels right, Kin so like the song.
Natha also became more and more about Kin and Andara became more and more longing for the guy. Occasionally between Andara and Kin still reply messages, discussing trivial things such as Green Canyon photos uploaded by Youara or sky photos that Kin just uploaded. But Andara was aware of her position, she did not dare to discuss more intimate matters. The chat is just a chat between friends. You dare not ask if Kin has eaten or not, asking what time the guy slept.
Arrgh! Andara ruffled her head
dizzy. Why so gini, anyway?!
He misses Kin. Really am! I miss someone who can't be seen for real. Right now, he was eager to see the face of the smiling face and the eyes narrowed in line Kin. Maybe it would be too strange if you ask for a video call, he hopes the guy put his face on Instagram or WhatsApp status. Obviously it was impossible, Kin was not a first class handsome guy. Do not know why at this time he wants Kin to be a narcissistic man who likes to upload face photos. The miss was serious and made Andara inconsistent again.
Kin is pretty busy. So you know from the story Kin. Kin lectures are crammed with many tasks that make him have to spend a long time in the library. The lecturer only entered for about 45 minutes to explain and then gave the task. That's a really intolerant lecturer, deh. His student's time is given only duty?! rutuk Andara's. Kan pity that Kin hassles while forgetting to eat and rarely sleep. Isn't the engineering child synonymous with thick and blackened eye bags?
Andara breathed out hard. Finally after a long time of restraint, today he started surfing and browsing through the accounts that Kin was friends with. He followed Ririn's Instagram account and the accounts of several people who had tagged Kin in a photo with a fake account. Even Andara to activate the notification if the Kin account uploads the latest photo. No, he's not bucin. Just being affected by falling in love.
"Do not eat?" natha asked who had emptied the plate. In front of him, Andara only drank a glass of coffee.
"No, full."
Natha furrowed her brows. What do you eat? Since this morning they have always been together and Andara has not eaten a single grain of rice. "Sakti very lo. I changed it to eat flowers
the cantilever?" goda. "Eat, you'll get sick later."
"It hurts, really. Pain from eating deep yearning."
Natha's lips curled quickly while laughing. "Silence is not there, I'll take the spear!"
"It is difficult to communicate with prehistoric humans. A little to nombak," replied Andara grimaced.
"How far has Kin gone?"
"As far as coconut love; guenya love, she's not okay."
Natha's laughter grew louder. "Gue's intervening, huh?"
"No, no need. I don't want to," refused Andara. "Even if he finally has an interest
more to me, I want it on his own consciousness not because you are told or told to lo. Remember, yeah! Don't you ever tell Kin to do this if not from his own initiative. I'll know if it's your idea or not."
Introduced with Kin he thought was more than enough, Andara did not want to ask Natha to urge Kin so that the guy would notice him. A forced feeling will not succeed. After all, it seems like Kin is not the type of guy who likes to be arranged. Your hand scrolls through Instagram Kin, there is one new photo that marks the guy. Kin's photo with a girl. They weren't alone anyway, but the girl was just one there and stood clinging to Kin.
"Nath, do you know this girl?" Andara showed the photo to Natha.
Lightly, Natha nodded and explained. "It's Diska. The girl I told you about once. The girl who made Kin love Mr.'s song. Brightside."
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Discas. The girl's name swirled around in Andara's head even though she was acting ordinary. Exactly as expected, Diska also resembled Ririn. It is definitely beautiful, graceful with long hair and a style that looks soft. The sabrina-necked shirt that she wore showed her beautiful shoulders. His glasses imply that the girl is a nice kid who likes to hang out in the library, and his smile, one word.
Information from Natha, the girl was studying in Singapore. Isn't Singapore to Johor Bahru close? One hour is not a long time for some residents of Jakarta. Of course, even though it passes the border of the country, from Singapore to Johor Bahru or vice versa it is still close according to Andara. Is between Kin and Diska still often meet and visit? Does Kin still like Diska? It seems like yes, you can see Kin smiling loosely in the photo. And he seemed to be unable to accept, objecting that Kin was smiling so loosely without him.
Kin is fine. Sure oes. You are wrong, he thinks too much of someone who does not think of himself. For so long he was like a fool because Kin was left behind, in fact the guy was happy. Falling in love with people often makes people stupid. Even worse is that the person has gone everywhere, but the fool is settled.
The offer to host Reload from Bang Anco last week was taken by Andara. Accompanied by old songs that are playing, Andara rethink. All this time, between him and Kin there was nothing. He alone is increasingly bringing the treatment of Kin into the feelings, the term baper. Though for so long you are friends with men all fine, never involving emotional feelings. Even if it's love, yes, love as a friend. Uh, but didn't he ever make the mistake of liking his own friends? For example, Kaka and Buana.
Stupid really, really! Andara cursed herself. Miris why she fell in love again with her own close friends, and this situation further aggravated her with a row of songs that were playing. The lyrics of Bang Anco's choice of songs are like betrayal, stabbing him slowly.
I walked across an empty land. I know the pathway like the back of my hand. I felt the earth beneath my feet. Sat by the river, and it made me complete.
Oh, simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old, and I need something to rely on. So tell me when you're gonna let me in. I'm getting tired, and I need somewhere to start.
If when he likes Buana, he can show attention. In contrast to this moment, between him and Kin could not be like that. First because of the distance, second because they were not that close, Kin had never told him anything personal. Always the story. The things he used to hide were somehow easy to say when he was with Kin. Acknowledging exploding in the air and drowning in the ocean as an alternative to death was only ever done to Kin. Telling what he made to Nina and Buana was also only told to Kin. The guy seemed to have a tool that allows you to tell a free story without ever thinking that one day he would fall in love with Kin. I think he was a kid before he didn't like suction glue deh, but why is the same stupid DNA?
Andara ruffled her hair back. After closing the Reload, he was just lying on the carpet looking at the mobile phone. I don't know what was on his mind, he suddenly wanted to rebuke
Kin and see how the guy answers.
Andara Ratrie: Hey, Baby.
Twelve o'clock in Johor means it's one o'clock in the evening. Either Kin replied or was asleep, but soon a reply message came in.
Kin Dhananjaya: Haha. What do you call me
Beb's? Lo mabok's?
Andara Ratrie: I miss it. Answer
are so. Baby no longer darling. ⁇ ️
Kin Dhananjaya: Disgusted. 😝
Kin's reply made Andara speechless. Not expecting to be retaliated like that, Andara shook her head. Indeed, he should not fall in love with Kin. The guy just thinks he's a friend, nothing more.
He picked up his cell phone and got out of the studio. You don't want to sleep in the studio even though he doesn't know how to go home in the middle of the night like this. Up below, it turns out that in front of the administration room there are some Best EO personnel there.
"Eh, there's Andara. Buan, there's Andara, nih," teased one of them, making Andara round her eyes.
He swept his gaze around. Sure enough, there's Marionette there. Looks like they just got back from the show off the water. "What the hell lo. You guys from the show?" tanyanya relax. Sit next to the Best EO crew.
"Yes just got round but this is about to go again. Come along, yuk," take Indra, bassist Marionette.
"Well?"
"Sadness ignored," Indra replied. "Today is Marionette's birthday. She was also a part of Marionette, Ra. Join us. If Buan doesn't invite, I'll take you."
"No, ah. I'm back." Andara can see Buana standing still in her place, watching over her and the others.
"Follow, aja, come along. Let's just let it be Buana." Choky pulled it while laughing. "What's it like, Ra? Don't because we've broken up with Buana keep our enemies."
"Who is the enemy? Like a kid." Andara follows Choky's pull that ends up to the guy's car.
"Eat him, kuy, join."
You have no reason to refuse. Even when Buana's face looks dislike, he's a fool. After all, the other Marionette personnel are also her friends.
"Buan lo suck," whispered Indra when they reached a cafe that serves live music. "If he's the same, he'll have a drink with a lecture."
Andara laughed softly. Yeah, Buana's like that, how else? Though drinking in the entertainment world is also a place to strengthen relationships and friendships.
"Oi, Buan. Here, far and away like an enemy," Choky called while preparing a glass of Bacardi concoction and directed to Buana as the man approached. "Now, run out."
Andara sat with Buana for a while. If it keeps getting stuck, Buana could just explode and break everything on this table. "If you don't want to, don't force it, Ndra. Lo kayak just knew it," said Andara.
"Because I've known him for a long time, I'm sure he drinks. Mabok equally we will also not be opened disgrace in public, anyway."
"Buana again maintain the quality of the vocal cords. What the hell are you guys? Don't make it, dong. Yeah, no, Buan?" the other ledek.
"Yoi. Really scared, Buan. What a thing, bye."
"Udah, gas, gas. Tiny chips don't make mabok times, Buan." Glasses for Buana started to slide them.
"Let's go, you're an expert on drinking," the others laughed.
You can see Buana's jaw hardening after the last sentence. The guy pulled the proffered glass and was about to take a sip. Obviously the action was forced, just because it does not like to be ridiculed.
But what you do not understand. How his body can walk beyond common sense. His hand suddenly grabbed the glass in Buana's hand and took a quick sip, replacing the guy. "Let me drink a change of Buana."
"Ra.." said Buana slowly.
"Udah, no papa. Just relax, Boy." Cigarette box that had just been looked at, then grabbed it and he started smoking. Buana doesn't like to see him smoke and drink liquor, but Andara keeps turning on the cigarette and sipping Bacardi's leftovers in her glass.
Indra and the others started laughing while giving a thumbs up to Andara. "My friends are like this. Horrified! I have a girlfriend."
"What do you mean?" ask Buana offended.
"Weit. Joking My Man. How emotional are you?"
Andara just chuckled and grabbed the second glass. Listening to fellow Marionette members ridicule each other and attack sounds like entertainment. To face the fact that Kin is just a friend
it takes extra energy, and it may also take a loss of consciousness. Because in the conscious, you can not get Kin.
"Rho? Still conscious?" ask Indra while laughing.
"Safe, Bosque! A toast!"ask Andara to raise a glass. He doesn't care about Buana's sharp gaze. That guy's just an ex, so what he did there's no right for Buana to ban him.
If when dating, you until secretly to dugem or drink to keep the feeling of Buana. This time, he was free.
It's not that you didn't hear the sound of Buana beside him, from earlier. However, all of his thoughts that Kin filled, wanted to be washed clean. If there was a place to brainwash. Maybe he's the one who signed up first to eliminate the names of people who want to be forgotten. He has prepared a list. First, the Sitorus clan, he wants to forget that. Sipping one glass as a counting device. Second, Kaka. The guy tried to contact her a few times. He then sipped a second glass. Third, the person next to him. Yes, Buana, the boy's name became the introduction to the third glass and the fourth glass was intended for ....
"Stop!" Buana snatched her glass and pulled Andara away from there in anger.
"What the hell are you?!" Andara jerks Buana's hand.
"Let's go home, Ra."
"No want! Why anyway?! What I'm talking about is Choky, not lo," he replied fiercely. Buana has no right to throw him out, after all, it is not the guy who invited him.
Buana breathed a furious sigh and took a step towards Andara. "You're mabok, Ra," he whispered.
Andara tilted her head, looking at Buana cynically. "Gue is not mabok. You look at me." He started to walk casually in front of Buana. "seen? If I'm stuck, how can I walk upright like this."
Buana's hand clutched, pulling Andara towards the parking lot. "We're home."
Andara chuckles following the Buana check. "Lo is afraid of not being strong, huh? Or fear of not having faith?" sinsirnya spicy. The guy just shut up and guided him to sit in the back seat of the bike.
Buana motor is running and running slowly. Next to the man's hand clasped his hand, making their bodies docked.
"Ciye, Buana cemen," Andara pleases. At least this ridicule was not thrown in front of the crowd like earlier. Instead of answering, Buana just tightened her grip to the waist, making her hug the guy from behind. You can breathe the smell of the sea that he used to love. It was last night, but the body was still fragrant. He kept mocking along the way but only Buana silenced. Tired of not being reciprocated, finally Andara put his head on the sturdy back.
He was just watching the streets that felt familiar. The stops are bright but empty because it is past midnight. The sitting gatherer ojek-ojek gathered at the tent stall. The city lights are dim yellow. All feels familiar because this road was once the route delivered home by Buana.
After the Buana motorbike stopped in front of the house, Andara went down while muttering thanks. He walked slowly to open the fence. With a slight look down, his hands began to fumble, looking for the key in an ordinary place, but the key he was looking for was not there.
"Oh, where the hell is it?!" he knocks and peeks at the window. I wish Natha was inside. His head was actually quite dizzy from earlier. However, since his body can tolerate alcohol, he can control his behavior while there. He sat on the porch seat and leaned back to gather strength again. It could be losing the key when you want to enter the house is disastrous.
Buana who had seen Andara came down and looked for the key. The guy helped her open the door after the key was found. "This is what he said?" knock that guy cold.
Andara chuckles amusedly. He broke into the house after opening the origin of the boots. "Thanks, Baby!"
"I'm not Kin, don't call me Beb."
Andara's body shook, laughing at Buana. He shook his hands in the air, giving a sign of not caring about his sentence earlier. When you were about to close the door, Buana's hand blocked and pushed the door back.
The man's eyes watched, then came forward to embrace him. "You saved my day. I miss being hugged by you like that."
Youara closed her eyes. The smell of the sea coming out of Buana's body was soothing. The man's embrace also felt warm touching his bitter heart after discovering the reality about Kin.
Buana peeped at the top of his head. "Am I the only one who misses you, Ra?" his hiss while rubbing softly Andara hair. "Hmm?"
You grimace again. He again showed off a laugh but this time there were two salty dots running down his cheeks. "Gue doesn't miss you. I want to kill you," he whispered while hitting Buana's chest. "bad lo. You know lo?"
"Ra.." Mam Buana grabbed him.
"Deliver! Don't hug me. Go home!" slow down to avoid being heard by neighbors.
Buana then left him. You can hear the sound of the motor Buana approaching. The guy came back in after parking the bike in the garage. Buana tightened her embrace again. Andara's hand was pulled and the guy hit his own body with his hand. "If you want to hit, hit until satisfied," said Buana lirih.
"Gue hates you" said Andara while beating the chest. All the maci caci loose, and Buana just breed without protest.
"You also love me, don't you?"
"Gue has never loved you," she replies while challenging Buana's eyes.
The guy looks to be breathing. "So much hate to negate what ever existed?" tanya Buana cupped her cheeks and wiped her tears. Buana's eyes looked gloomy. "You're mabok, Ra."
Buana tried to get him to his room and to leave him. "Gue can be alone. You see, Buan. Without you, I'm happy. Ba-ha-gia," Andara said as she walked towards the room. Fucking rum! He can last a long time with whiskey but is weak when dealing with rum.
"By the way you're irregular," said Buana following him.
A faint snort came out. "Gue mabok or not will still say the same," he laughed loudly.
"You haven't changed, yes."
"obvious. I'm not the Power Rangers" Andara mocked. He entered the room and threw the origin of the bag, laying down on the bed. She was tired today and she wanted to cry again.
After feeling Andara was in fine state, Buana immediately turned around. "Yes, I'll go home first."
He came out of Andara's room and researched the living room of the house. Natha hasn't come home and Andara is alone. There is a sense of doubt to leave Andara alone but the girl also does not want to be accompanied. As he clucked he went outside, about to open the door. What happened then, his back was hugged by someone. Buana could hear a faint sob between a pair of hands encircling her waist.
"I also miss hugging you like this."
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