
I don't know since when, it seems like I'm starting to like my semeja friend Leo. Miss deana's peer program helped me a lot, and it's also what brought me to Leo.
Leo helped me a lot in my studies, so I felt that my ranking would improve later, just look!
I tried to shake off this feeling, but somehow the more I buried it, the more it grew and grew more and more lush with the warmth that leo gave me every day. Even though I know that warmth is only a matter of concern between friends.
But still, until now I even liked leo more. Until I heard he and his friends were going on vacation in villa Chan. Well actually I'm pretty close to alfin, I can't believe this alfin gave his cute dog a name we both sali.
Because alfin was close friends with leo and previously also a friend of leo semeja. I thought Leo would come along to play with alfin at alfin's house. Because quite often I and asa play to the house alfin to just see the sali.
I imagined that there was leo as well so we could play together and joke together without the girl present, cha.
One day I saw Leo who had not come home, while the others had gone home. I dropped out of class to see if he had gone home or not.
How surprised I was to walk down the hallway, I saw Leo and the celebrity girl, cha kissing in the hallway of the classroom. I didn't like that with Leo, but why did I cry at the time.
I immediately ran out of the building and asked for my invitation to come immediately, and there I instead met a rather chaotic young man and asked about cha to me.
Well you guys know? The young man showed me a photo of cha from his cell phone, asking if it was right to attend school here.
I who was in a bad mood just left the young man without a word and immediately got into the pickup car.
There I did not go home, and instead cried.
While thinking, my first love was too pitiful. That day I skipped tutoring, didn't go to all the tutoring I took and went to the pet shop instead. There I even met alfin, who was buying food for saliva. Looks like alfin didn't think I was crying so I continued my acting like nothing happened.
We talked for a while, when it turned out that Alfin said he liked cha before. I wonder why everyone loves cha.
Is it because she is such a cheerful and smiling girl that everyone is hooked on her?
I became jealous, lying if I said no. So I was determined to change myself to be like cha.
The next day I tried to be friendly and be generous with smiles for the little things. But without me realizing it is not even captivating leo, it is even alfin that is increasingly captivated by me.
I realized that, but I didn't want to and didn't like alfin. And just think of alfin as a good friend only and nothing more. After all, the one thing that made me realize was that leo and alfin were intelligent men. Very different from me at the bottom.
But speaking of rankings, even cheerful girls like cha are the ones who have the last rank in this class. Why does Leo love cha so much?
Ah shit thinking about it I'm getting jealous.
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Not wanting to measure time anymore, so I will strengthen my resolve to tell Leo about how I feel right now. That's why I'm stalling the story because deg-degan to start my confession.
But after I saw it again, it turns out that Leo was actually nervous because my statement was also heard by cha. And Leo instead chose to answer when talking alone. I'm so happy to talk to Leo, just the two of you. So even now, Leo finally gave a rejection and instead told me that he liked cha.
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"So it's so bad, thank you for liking me yes" said Leo after explaining to the mali how much he liked cha, and no other intention to establish a relationship with cha or other girls.
"Alright I understand, thank you for making me understand" said I to him who is now no longer stubborn.
"It doesn't matter who you like right now, I'm not asking for anything from you and just want you to know how I feel"
"Because it is very uncomfortable to hold it alone" explained Mali who ended with a sincere smile.
"But I really hope you can like it next time"
"But you seem to be uncomfortable because of my one-sided confession?" manya curious.
Leo shook his head quickly indicating he did not mind and did not even get uncomfortable. It may be true that Leo was just surprised because of this sudden statement from me.
"Well, we can still be friends!" I said I want to shake Leo's hand.
Leo immediately returned the hand and indirectly allowed me to remain good friends with him. After that you both just smiled, and Leo immediately left me.
Then I went back inside and immediately took a warm bath because it was so cold out here. Without realizing it, I was sobbing past my friends who were inside.
I thought my heart was sinking it to accept this fact, but it was I who broke down the defenses I had built.
The next morning, I woke up a little longer probably from crying long enough last night. And it seems like arin, cha and asa who don't want to allow myself to be alone first, so let me sleep longer.
After washing my face, I saw in the mirror how big my eyes were. I don't want to leave the room immediately. But still I have to help make breakfast and snacks today, because tomorrow I have to go home with hope.
I saw cha and leo so happy at this time, preparing pancake dough with a happy look that was occasionally interspersed with laughter.
At that moment I realized...
I've let go of someone I really like...
And then I saw him like someone else.
The mali POV end