
"Lexa, Sean is now in the hospital and will be operated on because the impact on the head is very great, brother does not lie," said Ricard about to reach Alexa's hand, but the woman jerked while shaking her head.
"My husband can't be in an accident, my husband is fine brother. Last morning he spoiled me before leaving, he .... My husband is fine!" alexa shouted with tears breaking.
Alexa doesn't want to believe the news she just heard. "I should have just cried this morning so he wouldn't leave, it's my fault. It's my fault." Alexa continues to trace uncertain direction.
The woman's body staggered because it could not regulate her body balance, if only there was no Ricard, maybe Alexa had fallen in front of the apartment door.
***
Alexa kept wiping her tears rough, the makeup that was on her face slowly fading away from the tears. The woman's gaze was only on one room. The room where her husband is now.
"Sean," shrieked Alexa with her hoarse voice. The woman had just come to her senses from her stupor because she had no power to control her own emotions.
Alexa clasped her mother's hand. "My husband is Mother" added Alexa eating Kania with tears continue to fall without being prevented.
"Sean will be fine, son, she's okay" whispered Kania hugging her daughter very tightly.
Seeing Alexa's scarred gaze makes anyone will be hurt, especially Alexa to kneel in front of the doctor and ask Sean to be saved no matter what.
Nearly two hours of Alexa waited in front of the operating room, but there was no sign the room would be open to give good news.
"I beg to hold on to Sean, for the sake of me and our son," cunningly Alexa clenched her two hands and prayed to God that her husband would always get protection in there.
Alexa, Ricard and Kania stood up after the doctor exited the operating room. Alexa stepped closer to the doctor with her legs shaking.
"What about my husband, doctor? She's okay, right?" ask Alexa.
"We have not been able to give any certainty Miss. Mr. Sean had a cerebral hemorrhage due to a very hard impact, as well as a fracture in the left leg. The operation went well and we managed to prevent bleeding, but the patient's condition is still critical" the doctor added.
Alexa's tears grew louder to hear the answer of the doctor who handled her husband. He circulated his opaque padangan to look at the mother and her loyal brother accompany.
"Why did God give me this much of a trial Mother? What are my sins?" alexa is almost inaudible.
Ricard who saw him immediately approached Alexa and hugged his beloved sister. "Sean's a strong man, do you trust?" ricard asked and answered a nod by Alexa.
"Your husband must be healed and come back to your arms again, now calm down and eat something. You haven't eaten since lunch" whispered Ricard.
"I'm not hungry, I want to see Sean" she continued to stare at the operating room, even though her husband had been moved to the Intensive Room a few minutes ago.
For now, Sean still needs strict supervision from a doctor if something happens suddenly.
"You'll meet him but not in this state of disrepair, Lexa. Sean doesn't like you to cry the most, so before you meet him you have to look beautiful first" Ricard entertained trying to smile even though it felt very difficult.
The man could at least see tears coming out of his sister's beautiful bead. Ricard patted Alexa's head slowly.
"You may not be hungry, there was another life in need of food."
Alexa flinch, it feels to reply to every speech Ricard very difficult. The woman was still unable to accept something that had befallen her.
"If I hadn't lent you a car, none of this would have happened. I should have been in an accident not Sean."