Black Rose
Make Up
Everything on this earth can change at any time according to their wishes. So be wise, my loyal readers.
The journey and destiny of every human being has been determined since the age of four months in the womb of his mother, but to go to that destiny there are many processes and twists and turns that must be passed and lived. It is there that every human gets the meaning of hyduo and becomes the process of maturation.
As I am currently living, maybe Brother Nengah is not my soul mate but the Creator sends it present in my life to understand the meaning of love without having to have and love without having to end together.
Our relationship went on as usual, with no strings attached but not willing to let go. Sometimes there is a saturation point to it. Sometimes I want to end it all. But everything is so painful.
It felt like I was a dwarf soul and so cowardly to let go and let go of everything. Vice versa with brother Nengah who is willing to let go but his attitude is very binding and restraining me.
My eyes and heart are closed to it all. And everything is not unreasonable, I still survive because sister Nengah really appreciates me even very take care of me. I can't imagine if it wasn't Nengah who is with me right now.
Every prayer I pray to the powerful is to separate us in a good way without betrayal to the one who created us and who gave us life.
Because I was busy with my daydreams there were some missed calls. I see the rembo layer turns out there are some calls from umi and sister Nengah.
The last call was the big lady, which made me rush my button to lift the call.
“Assalamualaikum, how are you, son? Why these 2 days do not contact umi, are you sick or busy having a new boyfriend?” that's what umi is. I have not been able to answer his greetings has a lot of questions that invite me. But it was very much I was waiting for because it was a form of attention from the most beautiful woman who gave birth to me.
“Walaikum greetings, umi can not one-on-one ask. So Nuri is not confused to answer.”
“If parents ngomogn heard and noticed, if your phone can not be used to inform parents then just sell it let back the stone.”
“Iya Nuri apologize.”
“Where for two days, umi ask the boarding guard he said you were campused from morning to afternoon?”
“Iya, because Nuri participated in filling the choir for the preparation of senior brother who graduated umiku dear.”
“Other times tell son, what is the difficulty just to report. Sheets and hours can do the task of your lecturer.”
“Iya Nuri apologize. Else klai will not repeat it. Forgive your majesty queen.”
“Child of solha. Do not forget to pray and get enough rest. Remember not to worry if it is not too important. And one more keep a distance from who it is who is close to you. Remember Nuri umi and abi will allow you if one faith with us even if it is papua, nias or nigger though!”
The fear that suddenly attacked me. Because it's a dead price in my family that up to whenpuntidka will ever be able to change and be bargained.
“Halo hello hello Nuri you are still listening umi?”
“I.. i. yes umi. Nuri will remember it.”
“Ya now rest, assalamualaikum.”
“Walaikum salam”
After the call cut off my tears finally wet my cheeks back. The endless tears that returned filled the space of my heart. But it's true what my parents said. We were both alone at a loss to end and get out of this matter.
Because my mind was in a state of turmoil, I evaporated my emotions by calling Nengah. After the call is lifted…
“Kak, where?”
“Dek do not disturb brother first yes, sister again busy really.”
‘Big brother still at home?”
“Still likely later tonight brother back to town.”
“Ya take good care of ya”
“Iya.”
After the lecture ended I saw the clock in my hand showed at 17:00 which made me hurry to go home delivered by the salwa of my good friend.
“Your goals I've noticed lately are not as good as usual. And your eyes are often puffy when you go to college in the morning. You must have cried. Let's tell me. What are you having problems with?”
“My problem is still the same as before Salwa. I'd love to take it off but I can't.”
“Always I remind you, to end but you yourself close your eyes and ears Nuri. This is what I'm worried about. The feelings of the two of you are deepening and will hurt each other.”
“I'm sorry Salwa for never listening to you.”
“Had I refused it to be porridge so it can not be repeated again. I think after Kak Nengah graduation later you should reduce communication. It will feel berta but will slowly get used to.”
“I hope it can be like that in the future.”
Salwa is very kind, understanding and understanding to me even though you have not said. Not only once or twice reminded me but the process I chose turned out to make me trouble myself. Like the one I'm living right now.
After I contemplated the umpteenth time, I had already started trying not to contact Nengah's sister if she didn't contact me first. And for mini mala succeed.
All I've been through with I've been doing writing a novel. What I admit is still very amateurish but at least here I can express my emotions and feelings.
The next day, Kka Nengah met me on the campus for lunch.
“Sorry grandfather last night brother tired once so after getting bored brother immediately rest. “But I know there's a lie here. But I don't bother to do that and maybe this is an opportunity to stay away.
“It's okay brother. Sister also ahrus maintain health so that later when graduation sister does not hurt”
Finally the awaited graduation day came. Salwa and I have entered the choir formation while Kak Nengah and other graduates have sat neatly in their respective places.
The graduation ceremony was completed and went well as expected. The closure and the occupants of the building disperse and go to their respective families to take pictures and congratulations.
After I bought a bouquet of flowers for me to give to sister Nengah, I asked Salwa to accompany me to cheer her up.
After a few meters, I witnessed something that made my world stop and sculpt instantly. After I heard the statement from the photo officer who was there.
“This is it mas?”
I saw that Nnegah did not answer him, but the beautiful girl who answered with happiness.
“The engagement is mas, so how is this a good phose. Can all be helped for praweding mas” he replied with a friendly and very beautiful in my opinion at that time.
“Salwa we do not so love this bouquet yes, fear it interferes with their family event.”
What I believe is that Salwa also heard a sentence from the girl, who also had no rejection from sister Nengah.
“Patient, strong queen yes. Yes let's leave this place”
As I turned my body to leave the place that made my chest rumble. Suddenly a voice called me.
“Nuri yes, this is Nuri khan his son bu Maryam and sir Nurman?”
I was still confused by that question because I didn't know them.
“Sorry who is this mom, because I don't know mom and dad?” pecker
“Oh my mother made a friend of your umi, you khan often intersect rice boxes and cakes to sub-district and puree when there is an event.”
“Yes god ma'am, parrot forgot, her soles mother today is very beautiful and it has been a long time also Nuri is not anter cake because Nuri is now in college on campus.”
“Check out, photos with family. We are khan from the same area. It was also with the daughter of the mother who graduated with her fiance.”
“Wah yahoo klaau have fiancee. If a graduation like this is someone who accompanies.”
“From the past you have not changed gek, still ceplos even though it is now more cntik because it is smart to take care of yourself yes.”
“Iya dong bu, later if Nuri menjomblo keep kasian umi and abi who must find a mate.”
And all of that was met with laughter from Made and Jagra sir. They were a family of cake patrons and rice boxes in the village. Every event for charity service or charity service always uses the services of Umi.
“Ya I have introduced to my mother's child and her fiancee yes. Deck here I introduce to our neighbors in the village it turns out you are one campus.”
Because I wasn't focused on the scene so I didn't really care who came in front of me.
“This is the mother's son, his name is Nengah and this is Pricil his fiancee.”
Lightning snatching, jlegerrrrrrrr sudh can not be denied anymore. There's a betrayal here. And it's real and nothing is covered. As loud as you can, so as not to shed tears even though my voice was very trembling at that time.
“We already know bu even very know him, because kak Nengah is... “ said Salwa hangs.
“Our level brother bu, and often help us if in lab.” Cut me off immediately for not wanting to ruin the mood.
“Oh yes ma'am, sir and sister Nengah. We apologize for not being able to take photos together because there was a dissolution of the graduation committee. Stop by bu dikosan Nuri.”
“Yahhh a pity yes, yes already tomorrow-tomorrow disgust has been accommodated to play at home yes son. Let me have a friend. Because after marriage Nengah will move to Lombok.”
“ Yes ma'am, will Nuri try. Weexcuse ya bu.” My pamphlet
After turning around and unable to hold back my tears, I immediately ran to the toilet to spill all my pain and irritation.
The Salwa faithfully accompanied me into the toilet accompanied me to incline and comfort me.
“Why it hurts more Salwa. What wrong? Why is that stuff in aberhiarat. He promised not to betray and hurt. He promised to take off well. What my sins are to him Salwa. I don't hold him back. I hate him so much Salwa.”
“You must be strong, must be strong. It's fate we can't manage. Now remove your eyes. Let no one see you like this. You want that traitor to see your tears and laugh out loud laughing at you. Want?” salwa said to calm and encourage me.
“Very difficult Salwa.” My isak I still can't stop
“I understand but if you want to cry we are in your lecture or at my house. I promise to accompany you and deliver wherever you want.” Support Salwa back.
“Wait another five minutes. Let me be a little calm and neutralize my heart and tears.”
“Iya. This wash your face and fix your powder so that it does not look kucel.” Said Salwa handing the powder and tissue from inside her bag. Salwa memmang very beautiful and everywhere do not forget to bring makeup equipment.
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