
The rain and the terrible sound of lightning had stopped and Amanda and Alan were already in the car
Amanda looked out the window at the still wet streets. Sometimes the tears still come down
Alan knew that Amanda was still sad and tried to cover her tears but Alan could not hold back his emotions
He had already cursed Alex as well as Irish in his heart. And as soon as possible he'll get this all done. He'll find out why they got that to their own daughter
Their car entered the grounds of the Great House. Alan dismissed her right in the side garden near the cottage
Amanda releases her Seltbet and looks at Alan with her smile
"Thank you for picking up my sister" that's all Amanda said
Amanda opened the door and was shocked that there was Er standing before her with her smile
But Er's smile disappeared after looking carefully at Amanda's face
"Sister why? Is there a problem? Or did Brother Alan make brother wait too long? If yes then just say let me beat him up now brother" Er said frantically
Amanda chuckled softly but in her eyes there was already water coming down. He laughed as he covered his pain and clasped Er's hand
"You're this, you can't talk to Alan like that. He's your brother and you have to respect him. Brother is okay. Brother is just tired and will soon rest. Brother enter first well" said Amanda and stepped towards the main door
Er raised next to his eyebrows. I don't know, it feels like all the Graham family can raise their eyebrows. He immediately looked at Alan who was still standing beside the car
Alan understood the look on the face given by Er. Yet he could only stand still and walk into the Great House
"Why did it become like this? This must be the fucking Alex. I will teach him more lessons" said Er annoyed
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Amanda entered the House and looked very lonely. I don't know if he's not sure either
"Miss is back" the speech was uttered by Bi Irnah
Amanda stopped her steps and smiled towards Bi Irnah
"Bi, where is everyone?" ask Amanda while looking at the house
"Oh Madam and Great Lord were visiting their old friend's house and they said they would come home late and have everyone eat dinner first. While Young Master Rizky has not returned Miss" explained Bi Irnah
Amanda nodded her head understanding
"Amanda up first well Bi. Amanda wanted to rest for a while" said Amanda and passed by before hearing the sentence that Bi Irnah wanted to say
One by one the steps were stepped on by Amanda. He opened the door and locked it. Instead of immediately resting Amanda just sat down below hugging her knees
Tears that had been held back had come out. Amanda clenched her hand and directly bit her firmly to hold back her sobs
It was possible that he had forgotten that the room he occupied was now soundproofed. But well that's how it is. Maybe everyone will also be the same as Amanda today, will forget everything if it is very sad and hurt.
"Arghhhhh" cried Amanda loudly.
Without him noticing the hand he had bitten was already spitting out fresh blood
"Why is God always like this? Why do I always feel pain if my parents ignore me? Why can't I hate them, too? Why is God why?" said Amanda, who had knelt on her bedroom carpet
He grew sobbing even more when he remembered all the events that hurt him so much. Things that worked made him short-minded
"Lord...why should I lose my happiness since they ignored me? Why would you give me such a short happiness if in the end I had to feel pain and sadness like this?" say Amanda again
He stood up and pulled his hair rough
The room that was originally neat has now become like a broken ship. The pieces of glass were already scattered on the ceramic of her room but Amanda let it happen
Even the sound of a strong knock on the door did not calm him down. She returns to being Amanda who used to be very angry when Rizky suddenly proposes to her
He walked over and stepped on all the pieces of glass without feeling any pain at all. He sat back down and hugged his knees again still sobbing
Her crying was so sad it even hurt. Maybe anyone who hears Amanda's crying voice will also cry
Behind Amanda's sweet smile she desperately tried to cover up and endure her grief
Amanda is not strong. He picked up a sizable shard of glass with such a pointed angle. He looked at her meticulously and wanted to scratch her on his white wrist
Yet...
Brakkkk
The sound of strong legs and the glass thump made Amanda cry even more. Why again and again he must be saved when he already wants to end his own life
"Amanda. Amanda's conscious" shouted the man
Amanda looked at the man with tears still coming down
"Why do you have to save me again huh?" Amanda replied with a cry that was no less powerful
Rizky was still shaking Amanda's body to make the girl aware
"Have you lost your mind, huh? You want to end your own life? Why are you so selfish Amanda huh? You don't think about the fate of Mother and Father if they know that their daughter-in-law and daughter are gone. You don't think about Alan, Er and Thio's happiness if you've lost you, huh? And I... You never think about my happiness?" rizky shouted and carried the girl into his arms
Er, Alan and also Thio came crying to see it all.
Amanda sobs in Rizky's arms and hits Rizky's arm so hard. But Rizky remained silent and continued to kiss Amanda's head gently. Sometimes he also wiped the water in the corner of his eyes
The crying sound was getting longer and more lost and the movement was no longer there
"Amanda... Manda" call Rizky soft
He pulls Amanda's body and finds her in closed eyes and a nose that bleeds a lot of blood
"Call the Doctor now quickly" Rizky shouted and carried Amanda out of the room
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Alan sat on the sofa in the guest room. Rizky and Er are still faithfully standing next to Amanda's bed while Doctor Andi is still carefully checking Amanda's condition
"Why is he like this?" andi looked at all the Prince Graham
"It's all Alex and Irish Arafah's fault. They make Kak Manda destroyed like this" not Rizky and also Er who answered but Alan
Alan clenched his hand holding in anger. Er immediately approached Alan and rubbed Alan's back
"Sister Amanda was very drop and made her a little depressed. But take it easy, 'cause I've been injecting sedatives and he'll soon be conscious. I hope you guys can take care of her feelings" Andi explained staring at the three in turn
Andi was delivered by Thio
"Sister, after Kak Manda realized I would live in the apartment given by Dad. And started running AG Long's company. I have to get this done" Alan looked at Rizky
Rizky just nodded her head and looked back at Amanda who was still closing her eyes
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