Conqueror of My Little Heart
The Heat That Disappears

The longer I was languishing in my thick blanket.Slowly my eyes began to fall, and eliminate the sound of rain outside until everything was dark and no sound was heard.

"Ra, ara. wake up baby!" A voice suddenly disturbed my hearing, accompanied by a light pat on the cheek. mbok? where could this be him.

this call? not just anyone who knows it, it's been so long I didn't hear it. Then who is this? I began to blink and open my eyes.I saw a towering figure in front of me with a sweet smile of hers.

"Mama?" I blinked many times to make sure the figure in front of me. Is it really the figure of the mama in front of me right now? or am I still in the dream? I started to get up and position myself to sit while looking at my mom with instinct.

"Dear, this is my mother" as if understanding my confusion, mama immediately assured me that this was real not just a dream. I was still stunned to see it.

"Why? yeah kangen? Come hug dear mama!" His voice chuckled while stretching out his hands.

I was still not flinching even staring blankly in front. Mama immediately grabbed my body in her arms, while kissing the top of my head as she used to do.

I was just pecking without intending to return my mother's embrace. Perhaps, if you used to hug me like this, I would be very happy and return the wound with antusia.

But, for now I don't know why I feel awkward and foreign, maybe even I don't need that anymore.

"Em, she wants to take a bath first" my alibi avoided her while coming out of her arms, then crookedly grabbed the towel from the hanger towards the bathroom.

mama was stunned to see my attitude changed.maybe she was disappointed when she saw her daughter who was once very spoiled, and always close to her, now turned into a person she did not know.

I'm not the one who wants to be like this, but mamah herself who pulled the leash between us, I just follow the rules. If you are not cared about, do not force yourself to get attention.

Maybe mamah was surprised by my sudden change, but there was something she had to know, that I had gotten used to it without her presence, I had become independent without her help, she said, and I've grown into a child who doesn't bother anymore.

After a few minutes, I had finished my bath and immediately went down the stairs. went downstairs to dinner together. I don't know how long I've been asleep, what is certain is that there is no light from the outside anymore, it has turned dark.

I immediately sat down towards the dining table chair, and sat down between mama and mbok.

"How's the school going, okay?" ask a voice to break the silence.

"Yes" my fair share without seeing the other person, and that's what always makes mama go up in blood.

"Diba! being polite to you, if you talk about it again is not seen just like that" advised the umpteenth time.

I did not respond, even cool to chew carrots in style as if delicious as it was, while eating vegetables continue to bite from the right edge to the left edge.

"Diba! Listen not you?" mama's wrath while breaking the table. mbok who could almost stab meat with a fork so failed, the meat was able to jump, even this time fell down the table. mbok chose silence, mbok, and then he turned towards me with pity.

"By the way in temurin, stay in bentakin, so all wrong. actually want you guys what the hell?" I replied annoyed while standing looking at the mama in front of me. Only the dining table was a barrier between us.

"Oh, have you dared to fight yah? now you dare to fight mama?" He was angry as he walked up to me.

"It's not me who wants ma, but mama herself who asked for it" my challeng stared fiercely at mama.

"PLAKK" a kite stuck to my cheek, I was stunned. This was the first time I got it. However, I just smiled obliquely in response. it's nothing with the pain I'm suffering in there.

"Based on a brat, get you out of here!" Banish mommy wrath.

"really? later miss again the same stuffed toys" reply heated up, While moving away.

"You. euggh" annoyed mama while moaning in annoyance and wanting to chase after me. However, the man held back his arms and hugged mama to calm down. Mbok can only watch without being able to do anything.

After a few minutes, I came down with a bag of rangsels that I had lined up on my shoulder, complete with the needs I needed. I walked past them, mbok saw me cringe between wanting to get closer but afraid to do so.

"Where's Non-Lay going? it's late, if anything happens how?" finally mbok let out a voice too, wanted me to cry when I heard it. again mbok who always worried about me, always understood how I was.

mama began to decipher her embrace from the man, turning to look at me tenderly.

"Don't worry mbok, diba will be fine anyway" I said soothingly with a grim smile towards him. I saw him start to shed tears, wanting me to hug him.

the woman who was always there when there was no mother by my side, the woman who always accompanied my days, even serving me every time.

with a glare, my mother began to walk up to me. I saw she wanted to prevent me, perhaps regretting what she had done just now. However, before she reached out to me, before she could reach me, first I walked open the door and disappeared behind it.

I've been standing next to the sidewalk of the highway not far from my house. immediately call via to quickly pick me up, if not? maybe people will think I'm a lunatic wandering the streets.

Restlessly, I continued to contact via but was not picked up as well, forced to send a message through wa.

However, when again busy fiddling with mobile phones, crossed a silver mercedes car stopped right in front of me. soon I turned to the direction of the car, there was seen some young people the same age as me. one of them began to come down to me, followed by his friends.

checkmate. How'this? I immediately prepared to take a swing, if they intend to attack, I am ready.make no mistake, even though this is how I know martial arts, I have participated in special judo lessons when first.

"Why stand there? want to scare people through? Slightly similar to the devil waiting for the street, but not also carry a bag so, like just expelled" to the front of the man with a style of infuriating extraordinary.if he knew that was actually the case, if he knew that was the case, maybe he was happy laughing at me.

"You're silent, you're human, right?" He said again, indeed man has no eyes, obviously this man even asked again. Uh, but wait a minute, his face looks familiar? and this songong attitude is like I've met, but where is it?

"Eh, you were the rooftop girl waiting at school that time, right? Why are we here? follow me yeah?" not yet finished I think, he has opened the sound.wait, what was it said 'Cewe waiting rooftop discolah?'

really lousy guy, no manly straight nyerocos just like that.

I still do not criticize his words, at this time my situation is really not good to serve his words.The intention wants to answer his words and teach a lesson for him, like my determination when rootedop. but this time he survived my anger.

I just bowed down, back to remembering the events of the house earlier.just this time mamah kicked me out of the house, even dare to play hands with me, one thing that is not usually done. in order to defend her husband she was willing to take her son out of the house.

Hose a few minutes slide a BMW car from the opposite direction.down a girl from the car then approached us. finally via come too.

I walked up to him, but he passed me. I allowed a backward view without turning his body, he approached the boys.What would he do? Thought.

I saw him start to step away from them and come up to me, not want to take a dizzy I immediately stepped into the car, followed by him.

"expelled" I replied

"Well, why can? must you make trouble again with your father?" he was surprised by guessing what was going on while looking at me.

I just nodded to allow.he breathed slowly, then refocused driving.I glanced at him radiated a face of pity on me, why not? he has long followed the storyline of my life, from sd to now he still plays a role in my story.

After a few minutes we reached home via, it happened that his parents were not home again out of town, but, even though they were at home would not be angry as well, even seneng if I came.

I was jealous to see the warmth of the family via, although his parents were busy working but still took time to gather together.

via is a child like me. But actually I am not the only child in the family, there is still a brother. that was, now my position is the same as via.

therefore mama via telling me to call her mama just like via, do not even hesitate to introduce to people if I am her son too. twin via he said. heard it makes me happy, not even reluctant to introduce people if I am her child, this is where I got the love I lost.

"Why bengong nyai belorong" while looking at me dumbly. I hugged him from behind when his hand was about to turn the doorknob.he had been suffocated in shock with my embrace suddenly, he was, then turn my body against me and return my embrace.

I continued to hug her without a word, just sobs that I kept shedding while putting my chin on her shoulder.

This is where my weakness is revealed and seen, only with it do I look weak and fragile, and with it my true self is seen.

Slowly he led me in and told me to sit on the living room couch, and then come back.

He kept trying to calm me down, with his hands on my shoulders constantly shaking, spilling a tightness in his chest.now his back

the victim bathed in my tears.

after feeling I began to calm down, he immediately broke his embrace and stepped away leaving me without a sound. lapse a few minutes he came with a glass of water in his hand.

It was a time like this that he always paid attention to me, always a shelter when I was fragile.he could always take off the burden of trouble on my shoulders, and was always there when I needed to. he was the healer of all the wounds when I fell. Thank you my friend.

"Drink first dib, you need energy after draining a lot of tears" he jokes while thrusting a glass in his hand at me. I grabbed the glass and immediately gulped it down to the toilet.

After drinking the water given via, I was immediately at the todong with various questions. I told him everything that had happened, he didn't expect that mom would do that, but this time he really did.

"What is strong well, we are walled. that wall usually will not demand when persecuted, will not rebel when destroyed, usually also cuek aja, but why this time the wall is weak?" Kinky at me.

"I'm tired of it!" I'm lirih.

"Ulu.. ulu.. his walls began to be fragile, it turns out, it was able to wake up a new one, it seems" he continued to reply to my words with jokes.

"Viaaa.." whining.

"He. he. joking" he grinned, then ran to his room and fell there like his own room.

"Not yet allowed to fall asleep" he said following me into the room.

"Then, waiting for your permission can guarantee me a long time" I sewot.

"All your grandmother" his dream resigned.This is when I in his house no longer feel hesitant, and vice versa.

"So you said what to them?" I asked her who was putting the hanbody in her hand.

"Nothing, just saying hello" he answered briefly, then lay down beside me.

"You know them?" many ensure.

"Not really, just used to have time to pass.at that time they came out of the warehouse, and I want to rooftop nyusulin you" he explained.

"So yeah, they're playing in the store often.You know what they're doing there?" I was a little curious.

"How do I know, I'm not among their friends. No more talking, sleep there!." tell me.

"You also sleep do not play games continue" my memory to him. reciprocated with a light rub in my hair, more and more make me feel happy and grateful to have a friend like him.

I looked up at him with a sad look, he replied with a warm smile that he used to give me. The more I held my arms to him as if he did not want to lose it. he was the reason I still survive besides god, he said, he was my amplifier when I started to get dirty.

I stared at the ceiling of the room with a smile on my lips, and then looked through the fallen asleep beside me. Then I pulled the blanket and followed him to dreamland.

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"Via's awake! It is dawn, let's pray" I cried to him while shaking his arm, not forgetting to flick his nose to disturb his sleep. Here my mischievous soul thrashed.

"Diba don't bother!" Tried while pulling the thick blanket, then covered the entire body to avoid my nosy hands.

"Let's wake up! don't be lazy" I pulled the blanket and forcibly woke her up.

"Still sleepy at the...!" upset with the eyes still bristling sitting on the knees.

"You're dragged what's transported" I bargained with him.

"Don't want both, he wants to be loved" he replied spoiled. increasingly irritated to see him. With one movement he was on my back made him surprised and his eyes immediately glared at me, but I ignored him.

With a quick step to the bathroom, then sit it into a bathtub filled with half water.but a little negligence I even got bad luck, even including me dragged into because of the pull of his hand.

we hung out together in a tub of mutual attraction, scrambling to get out but nothing worked.can freeze to death if this is the story.

*I don't blame you just I'm disappointed with your actions~ Adiba ara kalun**a**