
"Mom," call Satria.
Elen turned his head, looking fixedly at the son who called him softly.
"What's up, honey, hm? Why isn't Mommy's son asleep?" ask Elen.
Closer to the bed, then his hand gently rubbed Satria's head.
"When do I have another father?" ask her in a low tone. Not daring to look at Elen in the slightest, like something was troubling his mind. Satria could only speak softly. Playing his hand while looking down.
"Does Satria object, if only we would live together forever? Momy's with you?" ask Elen please worry.
Satria fell silent, neither shaking nor nodding.
Too scared to ask for something. Satria is afraid that Elen will be angry later.
"I just want Dad at my even age, Mom." Satria lowered her head, leaning her body again without looking at the Momy.
Elen's heart was squeezed to hear the child's words. No, not because of selfishness. Elen is just not ready to rebuild a relationship, Elen is not ready to accept new people again in his life.
"You want Daddy? Don't you want the other one first? If Momy can't give me how?" asphyxiate Elen tried to hold it.
If Satria asked for goods, maybe it would be easier for Elen to grant it because the fifth day yesterday had received the first salary.
Satria was silent for a moment. Puffed up, then looked down again.
Elen was sad, not usually Satria behaved like this. Usually, his son would understand whatever his decision was.
"Is there anything that bothers you? Are your school friends making fun of you? Tell Mommy!"
"It's been almost a week that I've seen Bram's father near the school, Mom! But..."
"But what?" elen asked impatiently, suddenly he felt anxious.
Especially when reminded of the strange expression of Bram who smiled on the day of their divorce trial. Elen felt, Bram was hiding something.
"But when I look closely, Dad's away!"
Deg.
Elen thought, is Bram going to take his son? Suddenly his heart riled to hear the ex-husband see the child at school.
Shouldn't Elen be happy? For Satria was noticed by her biological father.
"Maybe someone else who happens to be similar, but it could be Father Bram. Satria, however Bram's father is your father. You never hate him, do you?"
"Dad Bram is evil, I don't want to, Mom! Dad used to hit me a lot" Satria said.
This time, Elen had trouble calming Satria down. He was struck by anxiety, whether to consider the Divine or remain selfish to choose his own while the child needs the figure of the father figure.
"Sleep baby, your wish problem will be Momy think carefully."
"Promise, Mom?"
Elen nodded, then rubbed the head of the son repeatedly aggar immediately fell asleep.
***
The sun welcomed, a golden yellow light burst through the cracks of the room window. Elen got up and was surprised with perfectly rounded eyes.
"Gosh, six o'clock. Where had made breakfast," muttered Elen who rushed to wake Satria and left his room.
"We're having bad luck, baby?" panic Elen.
"It's okay, Mom! I can have breakfast later, it's Sunday." Satria smiled at her sweet smile.
Instantly Elen patted his eel, forgetting.
"Momy's alarm pants don't sound, baby!"
"Hehe, Momy forgot ya?" Satria laughed, until he saw a row of white and neat teeth.
Elen nodded, "because he had already woken up, Momy's son wants to go for a walk where today?"
"Ehm, I want to..." Satria seemed to think for a long time, and then looked down.
"You're good Om, Mom!"
"It's Sunday baby, good Om must be busy. Next time, huh?" persuade Elen. Sighs hearing his son's wish this time.
"But, Mom..."
"Yes..." Elen choked, looking at her ex-husband in front of her eyes.
"Dad," called Satria, hesitated a little and then tugged at Elen's finger.
"Ehm, can I take Satria away?" ask Bram.
Frowning, then sighing.
"Can't. Wasn't Mas the one who didn't want to be with Satria?" The pain in Elen's heart has not healed, the wound that Bram incised still leaves trauma until now. Not even one moment wanted to let the man take Satria.
"I beg you." Bram's voice sounded weak, not as usual. The man's defense collapsed already!
"Mom!" Satria lowered her head, her fingers out of Elen's hands. Wanting to say something, but not seeing the flash of anger on her Momy face.
"Satria darling!" call Bram.
"Mom, Satria wants father," said the boy finally escaped as well.
Elen was stunned, not only because of Bram's attitude but also Satria's desire.
"Mom,-"
"Hm, but honey?"
"This time, Elen." Bram did not give up, he only wanted to make up for his mistakes once.
"Can you, Mom?"
Elen nodded, though hesitated.
"You don't mean anything about my son, do you, Mas?" After all, he's your flesh and blood." It would be very selfish if he forbade Bram to bring Satria even though the son was eager to come along.
"Just calm down, come on Satria!" bring Bram closer. Elen could only look at the son who was held in the hands of her ex-husband. There was a sense of curiosity, also Bram's attitude like that made his chest filled with tightness. Questioning yourself, why after the split man changed his nature?
Flash back on,
"Bram, come home. Grandpa Djaja always asks you how you are?" noah Pinta.
"Well if you force it" replied Bram.
"Take your son and your wife!"
"You fool, we're divorced!" maki Bram's.
"Then take your son. He must be happy to play here" asked Noah once again.
"okay."
Bram and Noah are familiar from school, they are both naughty from an early age. However, Bram was not inexhaustible. Noah becomes very obedient with his grandfather and parents.
Flash back off.
"Where are we going?" ask Satria.
"To my friend's house, will you?"
Satria nodded, hearing his father's tone now not high made him smile at the bonnet of Bram's motorbike.
Until the bike stops in front of the luxury house and Satria feel familiar.
"Dad, I've been here!" satria said honestly.
"Huh? Seriously you?"
Satria nodded, "yes, same Momy and Uncle Daddy!"
Bram felt pain in his heart. However, Elen deserves happiness and that happiness is not with him.
All this time, enough women he incised wounds.
Staring at Satria before inviting the child in, "Satria, whatever happens with Dad. I hope you won't be disappointed" please Bram.
Satria was just silent, the memory all this time about the attitude of the father revolved in the head. For the boy, it was hard not to remember. However, Satria is quite happy with Bram's changing existence.
"I just hope you let Momy be happy" said Satria.
Bram takes out a small box from his pocket, he gives it to Satria before entering Noah's house.
"Open it up after we get home!" pinta Bram's. Satria said he could only follow Bram's steps into the house after asking the guard.