Deepest Love
The Part 11

Now I was sitting on the balcony of my room, staring at the gate. I felt uneasy because Mr. Faiz had not come and I felt ashamed to see him again. But on the other hand, I also want to meet him, we have not seen him for a long time. Did I...,

"Ah, no-no. It's wrong! You can't miss people's husbands, that's not true!"

I threw that thought away. I miss people's husbands, isn't that weird. Rather than keep thinking about it, I better do my college work.

For hours I sat in front of the computer doing my tasks that flocked, which I knew when it would be finished. I saw that the clock on the wall was showing at 3 o'clock more, I deserved to feel hungry. I'd like to go downstairs to get some food, but I'd be lazy to meet Mr. Faiz.

"Sir Faiz has gone home yet? If not, I am so lazy to meet him. It must be awkward. But it's 3 o'clock more, should have gone home. But if not?"

Crutches Crutches..

My stomach is ringing. Right now I'm really hungry, but I'm really lazy to see Mr. Faiz.

Crutches Crutches..

"Ah, the bodo time. Awkwardly? Why should it be awkward, why do I like Mr. Faiz? 'No."

Aye, yeah. Why do I have to hide and have to feel awkward, I don't have any feelings for Mr. Faiz.

I came out of the room, I went down the stairs slowly and saw if Mr. Faiz had gone home or not.

Huft

Turns out he's home. I walked happily to the kitchen, impatient to eat. Now my plate is full of rice and side dishes, and do not forget also a glass of sweet iced tea thirst freshener. As I was going up the stairs, someone suddenly called me and I knew whose voice it was.

"Damma!"

I stopped my steps. I didn't look directly at him.

"Ah, fuck. Why come back again?" my whiskey.

"Shofi?"

I don't want to have to look at him.

"Yes, sir."

When I looked at him, he walked towards me with a smile. Ah, really sucks!.

"How are you, Shofi? Long time no see."

"I'm good, sir."

"How's your lecture going, launch it?"

"Yes, fine."

I don't really want to talk much, let alone ask him something, but I wonder why he's back again?.

"Sir, how come back again, didn't he just go home?" my connection.

"My book was left at the table, so I went back to pick up the book."

"Oh. Have you taken sir?''

"Here, I'll take it."

Mr. Faiz went to pick up the book left on the living room table. Hopefully after that he will come home. After putting the book in the bag, he smiled at me.

"Will you go home?" my inner.

"Ah, fuck. Why come back again?"

Mr. Faiz walked back towards me with a smile. He really sucks! If I could throw him with this plate, I'd throw him now.

"Shophi. Is your mother still being rude to you?"

"No, Sir."

"Thank God, if it's like that."

"But like you've been treated badly, don't hesitate to call me!''

"Yes." Yeah."

This time Mr. Faiz really sucks! Why isn't he sensitive anyway? Though I have answered that short and short, but why did he not realize?. Where I'm hungry again. This acid my stomach is no longer sour, but already sweet. I'm tired of coding Mr. Faiz, I'm pushing him out now.

"Sir, chat it on the line next time well. I want to eat, it's so easy."

"Oh, yeah-yes. Sorry I talk too much. Then I'll go home."

"Yes, sir."

I'm waiting for Mr. Faiz to get on his shit, afraid he'll come back. After making sure Mr. Faiz came out of the gate, I went to the room. But, looking at Mr. Faiz's face earlier, I feel bad. When greeting me earlier her face looked so happy, but I responded indifferently.

"Ah, bodo very. Who told him he wasn't sensitive."

*

I was in the college cafeteria with my friends. The intention is that we gather want to do the task but the ends are gossiping, it is only women. While being cool discussing the gossip that was hot-hotnya, suddenly Brother Seno came.

"Hi, all."

"Hi" they answered simultaneously.

It's come uninvited, play sittin' around like me again. It sucks!.

"Can I sit here?"

"Udah holder? Why tanya!"

Butt's been stuck just asking permission. Really sucks!.

"Shofi, you always look beautiful."

"Cie." taunted my friends.

Now that my patience is over, I can't stand it anymore.

"Come, come with me!"

"Well, patience dong Fi. I want to talk to your friends. Where are we going anyway?"

"I'd like to have Seno's brother garden an animal."

"Huh. How's the animal garden?"

"I want Kak Seno's jorokin to the lion cage, let it be torn there, after that the bones of Brother will I give to the dog, after that my life will be calm!"

They all looked at me without blinking.

"Belgium!"

I chose to leave them, but as I was leaving, Seno stopped me.

"Shofi, wait!"

"Otherwise?"

Brother Seno stood in front of me, he took my hand and grasped it. I have a feeling that he will express his feelings to me.

"Ah, no-no. I need to escape from here, my inner self.

I tried to get my hand out of his hands, but I couldn't. He really sucks!.

"Shophia. I like you, don't you want to be my girlfriend?"

"Tu right, really," my inner self.

Obviously my response to him was very bad, but he still dared to shoot me? He is a new head or he has no shame!.

"I'm sorry, Brother. I actually have a boyfriend, so I can't be your boyfriend."

"Lied ya? Who's your girlfriend?"

"My girlfriend's 'tu Bang Mul. If you can't believe ask him!"

His radiant face was now cloudy. Surely his heart is really broken, but well what else, I do not love him. Time yes, love must be forced, it tortures its name.

"Yes, I believe. Yeah, well, pa-pa, I appreciate your decision."

Seno left without saying goodbye. I know he must be feeling sad, but it's better than continuing to hope.

"You really have a boyfriend, Fi?"

"Yes, really. Even I've known him as well as his extended family."

"Udah well, I want to go first, '' my connection.

"Where to? We're not done talking about it."

"Meet boyfriend. Oh yeah, bye."

I went to Bang Mul's cafe, I went there because I wanted to share this matter with Bang Mul.

Singkan time, now I've been in cafe Bang Mul. I'm looking for him but he's not around.

"Bak, where is Bang Mul?"

"Mas Mulya was out looking for something. Maybe I'll be back in a minute."

"Oh, that. Yaudah, as always Ma'am, please in the anterin upwards. And one more thing, ask for help if Bang Mul has come to tell you that I'm waiting upstairs."

"Yes, Mommy."

"Thank you, Ma'am."

I waited for Bang Mul in the usual place.

Not long after Bang Mul came with my order.

"Wait a long time?"

"Not really."

Bang Mul sat in front of me.

"What story do you want?"

"So Sis Seno shot me, but I don't accept. I said kedia , that I'm Brother's girlfriend. Not pa-pa, is it?"

"With a girlfriend!"

Immediately Bang Mul and I turned towards the voice. And it turns out there is Bang Mul's mother.

"Aunty?"

"Ma? Mama, how come here?"

Aunt Sari was sitting next to me.

"Yes Mama wants to meet a potential ghost. You said Shofi comes here a lot."

"Mama, say it carelessly."

"Kok haphazardly anyway?. not pa-pa Shofi, if Auntie says you're a potential ghost?"

Well, I don't know what to answer? If I say no, Aunt must be suspicious about my relationship and Bang Mul, but if I say yes, I'm afraid auntie will expect more.

"So much Aunty."

"No, Shofi doesn't mind."

We had a long chat, it didn't feel like 3 o'clock more, it's time for me to go home.

After I said goodbye to Aunt Sari and Bang Mul, I rushed home.

******

For a few months Mr. Faiz has been Alya's private tutor. I also saw that Alya was very serious in his learning.

I went to the kitchen to get some water, because the water in my room was gone. I saw Alya in the kitchen making juice.

"Lo want?"

Alya offered me some juice for him. Honestly, I still doubt them, but there is no harm if I think a little positively.

"Ni pa-pa?''

"Sir pa-pa dong. I purposely made a lot so that others could try my homemade juice. I rarely think I'm this good?"

"Thank you, yeah."

"Yes." Yeah."

Alya brought 2 glasses of juice, I'm sure it must be for him and Mr. Faiz.

I tried Alya's juice. Em, it feels a little sweet, but for amateurs, it's not pa-pa.

After I took the mineral water, I went back to my room. I relax on my bed and raise my phone. Suddenly my eyes became heavy, I was very sleepy. Without further ado I put my phone down and I fell asleep.