
"You know if your disease has started to eat away at your body ?" said a doctor,
"If you continue to impose activities like normal people in general then there is no other way but to wait for your own death" added the doctor,
The doctor's opponent did not say a word or refute, he only seemed to force his smile and bowed to leave the doctor's face.
"until when will you look strong to everyone ? You're weak" the doctor said, watching the man's shoulder go away until it disappeared from his sight.
******
"yoongi..ayo !!! it's time" asked Jin to ask yoongi to follow his steps to take the stage,
"wait hyung I forgot my ear accessories from the stylish noona, you go first" yoongi refused,
"okay after that follow us quickly on top" said Jin release his hand grip from yoongi arm, yoongi,
"well hyung"
Yoon-gi is not waiting for anyone, he just hopes to see the aeri before he and bangtan go on stage performing for their comeback album.
"sunbae you have to go up now" said lexxa wearing yoongi mic bando,
With a rough sigh, Yoongi tried to forget his hope and went on stage to accompany the other members who had gone up on stage.
On the stage, Yoongi kept looking back at the staff hoping that the aerial shadow would calm him down but again he had to swallow his disappointment until the event was over he could not find anywhere else.
"What's wrong with you ? why do you look so worried ?" taehyung said he approached Yoongi, who was busy changing his clothes for a press conference,
"no, I'm fine" yoongi argued and stayed focused on wearing his clothes and accessories,
"are you sure hyung ? are you sick ?"
"i don't hurt tae, you'll wear your shirt immediately otherwise you'll be left behind"
"ya hyung"
Yoongi could very well avoid the question of trapping his sister but he could not dodge his own feelings.Feelings that miss the presence of Aeri, who, It has been 2 days that Aeri did not appear in the agency or in the hospital where Yeonjun was treated and it was successful in making the yearning yoongi raged in his heart.
Although he was very willing to visit the aeri house to make sure but unfortunately his intention was bearable because the bangtan schedule was quite solid and very minimal for his own free time.
After a few hours, the press conference was completed successfully.All members went back to the agency to record dance practice videos.
"Hyung I want to take a car with you.There's something I want to say " said namjoon, said Namjoon,
"maybe but you told Jin hyung not ?" ask yoongi,
"already hyung, I've got permission"
"if so soon, I'm getting sleepy"
"ayo hyung"
They also took turns out of the press conference venue so that journalists could take their portraits individually.After all the members of the bangtan had entered the car, they were taken by the driver to the agency.
"Hyung why haven't you been focusing on the show since ?" namjoon opened the topic,
"Something's bothering my mind namjoonie" relaxed yoongi,
"is it because that woman who suddenly disappeared made you anxious hyung ?" guess namjoon, guess,
"..."
Yoongo fell silent, though,at first he closed his eyes then enjoyed the music in the earphones attached to his ears but immediately his eyes widened and looked at namjoon.He wanted to answer the question posed by namjoon with yes and also wanted to answer no.
"From your gaze I concluded that you answered yes hyung"
"..."
"Hyung.if you care about that woman then look for her before you regret everything at the wrong time hyung"
"what do you mean namjoonie ?"
"that's why I don't know either because suddenly the word comes to my mind but hyung do you really like that disabled woman"
"namjoonie.actually I don't know about my feelings either"
"why is that so hyung ?"
"honestly namjoon.I feel sorry for myself for not being able to live like a man in general who can fall in love, date, and have dinner. I sacrificed my feelings and passion for the fans without them knowing how hard it is to be a human being"
"..."
At first namjoon was just a prank to know where the yoongi care for the deaf woman was but it seemed that yoongi was too far away putting his feelings on their own agency staff.
*****
In the hospital where Yeonjun was treated.Aeri looks new come and tried to tidy up some yeonjun clothes to be stored in the suitcase.Today the doctor has allowed yeonjun to go home but with a note the tall child was not may be excessive fatigue and cause asthma relapse.
"All I've packed, are you sure you're going home now without waiting for another agency artist to pick you up yeonjun ?" said aeri,
"i don't want to trouble my idol friends, we just go home now aeri" Yeonjun said,
"alright after I report your situation to the agency we're leaving" Sahut Aeri sent a message to see the agency,
After getting a decision from the agency and allowing to bring yeonjun home, Aeri took yeonjun away in a taxi.
A few minutes later, taxi stopped at a luxury house.Yeonjun brought the aeri not come to the dorm but his private house.He did not want the stalker reporters or sasaeng find them and publish articles that can defame the agency and also yeonjun.
"Sorry to trouble you Aeri"
"it doesn't matter yeonjun, you're an agency artist so it's your job to always take care of you"
"all right, let's get in before the snow buries us alive"
"Nee"
Because there was a snowstorm outside,inevitably the aeri had to be held in the warm luxurious house of yeonjun.Only the two of them in the luxurious house there were no guards or servants one.It was because yeonjun had just completed his payment the day before he allowed to go home.
"sorry for driving me you can't go back home"
"no problem, don't worry so. I feel bad"
"all right then you want ramen ? there's a horror movie coming up soon"
"what is this movie ?"
"Sweet home and train to busan"
"Daebak.. Then you make ramen and I'll make hot chocolate"
"agree !!!"
after a few minutes they finished with their activities in the kitchen and were sitting waiting for their film to be played on the television screen.Aeri and Yeonjun seemed to enjoy the spicy sensation of ramen and warm chocolate it's in their mouths.
Jders !
"Yes....!!!!" yelled aeri in fear then hugged Yeonjun abruptly.
Deg.
The snowstorm outside turned into rain that fell very heavily with the sound of lightning that kept blaring made the electricity in the house go out.
"are you okay, aeri ? sorry the electricity here hasn't been properly managed"
"i'm fine but I'm afraid of the dark"
Jders !
Again the sound of lightning made the aeri have to drown her face in the chest of the field belonging to yeonjun.The woman was really scared by the sound of lightning raging outside and yeonjun himself could not forbid the aeri to release his embrace of body.
Swallowing his coarse saliva,yeonjun raised his hand and gently stroked Aeri's mane to feel comfortable and stopped crying.
"you're not alone because I'm here.Please don't cry"
Aeri nodded and could yeonjun feel the nod touching the chest of his field.
Yeonjun finally decided to sleep with aeri on the sofa in front of the tv.He was not sure he would survive to bring the aeri into the room because when the aeri screamed in fear, yeonjun accidentally spilled his hot chocolate on the floor and it made the floor slippery in addition he also did not know the direction because of the pitch-black suspension.
With great care yeonjun tried to find his most comfortable position in order to survive until the morning.Aeri still faithfully embraced his body and slowly his eyes began to weigh due to sleepiness that had mastered him.
"yeonjun did the light go on ?" asked Aeri with the position still hiding her face,
"yet, if you start to sleepy sleep.When the lights are on I'll carry you to your room"
"sorry hyks...."
"sleep and stop crying"
slowly the grip of the hand of the aeri began to weaken indicating that the woman had reached the flower of her dreams.While Yeonjun had also been asleep since then but the caress of his hand was still faithful to gently comb the mane of the aeri to be comfortable in his arms.
This is the second time Yeonjun slept with the aeri in a different place with a different story.In the heart of yeonjun he hopes that what he did then and now will not cause problems in his career that impact on the big name of the agency that houses it.