
My husband who originally loved me when I got married is now starting to disgust me. When I saw my body getting fatter, especially my mother-in-law always insulted me. He called me a muffler, a sloth cow. I live with my sister-in-law who is also married, she also insulted me because of my very fat body.
My body is fat after I give birth. The understanding of hormones when pregnant makes my stomach feel hungry continuously, especially when I breastfeed my first child it feels like this stomach is hungry continuously so I eat continuously. But if I don't eat how water ASI me? because my breast milk is a nutrient that I eat. I planned to go on a diet when my son was 6 months old, when he had MPASI of course. For now I'm more concerned with my baby's health than I am with my body.
Back when I was a girl, my body was so slender. Like a model, so I dream of becoming a famous model. But there was a man who dared to propose to me, well he is my husband now, when he proposed to me he said he loved me very much. I was made by him and immediately I accepted his proposal.
"Rafif look at your wife like a bobbin. Tonight's the birthday of your future Mama, whose businessman has a big wife like this, you're not ashamed?" Mas Rafif just glanced at me cynically, how hurt my heart he did not defend me he just kept quiet and looked at me very disgusting.
"Yes, Rafif, your wife is already wearing a dress like that will not cover her body that big. Eyes will be on your wife, they will ask who is fat? you're gonna answer that it's my wife?" again my sister-in-law insulted my body. I also do not want to have a large body like this, because this is the hormone that appears when pregnant and also giving birth, because this is indeed the hormone that appears when pregnant and also giving birth, it is natural that my body grows like this because it requires a nutritious intake.
Mas Rafif is the same, he just glanced at me with a sharp gaze, I know his point so that I don't come out of the party tonight. I also wanted to go into the kitchen so as not to humiliate them I carried my 5-month-old daughter Natasha.
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POV Rafif
There was guilt when Andin was insulted by my mother and my brother. But when she walked into the kitchen, there was a sense of relief in my heart as well. I will be ashamed when the guests see Andin and if Andin confesses that she is my wife, well that is very messed up. Put where my face is. Andinku is not like the old days, he used to be sexy, now I am not interested in him even to see him was very disgusted. His body is getting bigger and bigger. I forbade him to eat the carbo, but he still ate it. The reason is because he was giving ASI to our daughter, Natasha.
"Rafif, that's why Mama. This is because Mamah did not agree when you married Andin," said mamah who made my head dizzy.
"But Andin right, fat because of giving birth." I tried to defend Andin in front of my mother.
"Allah.see your brother, he already has two children but still slim. It is your wife who is not good at pleasing her husband's heart." What you say has a point, too. Sister Vienna does still look very slim, why Andin just had a child one big fold.
Because the party has started, Mamah also went out to meet her friends. I also invited my coworkers to come to my house to celebrate my Mamah's birthday. Hustle and bustle of the party mamah very festive. Mom and my brother, they laugh, smile. I saw them from a distance, and I felt bad when Andin was in the kitchen with my son. But is it okay for my mom to be embarrassed if Andin suddenly comes out or I take Andin and tell the guests that Andin is my wife.
"Raffen." Mamah called my name from a distance, she told me to approach her, I followed her.
"Hi I'm Rafif" I told Selly to introduce myself.
"Hello Mas Rafif, I'm Selly" he said in a very soft voice.
"Who are you here with Selly?" my many.
"With my mother Mas Rafif, it's right there with the Viennese ma'am." Selly pointed in the direction where the Viennese madam stood.
I was surprised when Selly mentioned Miss Vienna. That means Selly knows my sister. I chat with Selly it feels very connected, very suitable to talk to him because she turns out to be a career woman who has a job and almost the same as the field I am in. So that our chat was about it, we exchanged stories about our experiences. I asked Selly about her personality. It turns out that he is still single and has no partner, it feels like I want to say I want to approach him, but I just know him and I am not good to say directly like that.
I forgot my wife Andin, what she was doing back there. But let him not see me with Selly which is important I'm here with a beautiful and sexy woman than with Andin not sexy and her body is indeed like a bobbin. Mamah actually gave the nickname to Andin, that was the reality.
I exchanged phone numbers with Selly and we'll meet up tomorrow and have lunch together. How happy I am. My heart is blossoming because she wants to eat with me, a beautiful woman as beautiful as Selly wants to have lunch with me.
"Mas Rafif, I'm sorry my back itches can scratch Mas," pinta Selly.
I swallowed my salivary, its back looked very white and I touched her back and tried to scratch it with my hand. I was made tense by Selly.
"Thank you, you helped me to scratch my back. After itching really Mas, I'm happy to be carded with you because it was carved by a handsome man like you Mas Rafif," Selly teased me.
Praised by Selly my soul is like flying, it is very unexpected that Selly said that to me, but he did not know me yet, if he knows I'm married and have kids, what? Maybe he won't see me again.
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