Falling in Love Again
Flashback 5 Years Ago (Who Am I Actually)

This morning Tias Ayu decided to go to the nearest hypermart to buy materials for lunch, in fact Tias Ayu is very rare to hypermart can be counted on fingers in a month. But because Anggita is in his house inevitably Tias Ayu must visit him well.

Tyas Ayu who was alone unaccompanied Mili was busy looking for vegetables, fruits, fish and others so that he did not realize if someone hit his shopping trolley from the opposite direction. Spontaneous made Tias Ayu shocked as well as the person who realized that he had made a mistake.

The two of them turned to each other and looked over to apologize, and Tias Ayu grew even more surprised when she found out that the one who had hit her was someone she had known for a long time. Likewise, the man does not believe that the one in front of him is a woman in his past.

"Yuda." Tias Ayu mentioned his name while recalling the face of the man standing before him.

Men with a height of 180 cm are also very surprised like a dream to meet again with women who are very liked so far. Yuda continued to stare fixedly at Tias Ayu and confirmed that what he saw was really Tias Ayu.

"Nice." Yuda mentions the name Tias Ayu when he believes that the woman is Tias Ayu.

The two stared at each other with a smile they both could not believe if they could meet again after so long, maybe like a fate that brought the two of them back to meet again. This meeting means a lot to Yuda because Tias Ayu was his first love in High School. To treat his longing they both decided to chat for a moment.

"How are you?" yuda asked as the two of them decided to chat at a cafe near Hypermart.

"Well.you?" Tias Ayu asked back with a slightly nervous feeling.

How not to be nervous because it was in High School, Tias Ayu never get a confession of feelings from Yuda who was announced by the school radio. And it was an event that Tias Ayu would never forget, even though Tias Ayu finally accepted the feelings of Judah who had long liked her.

"I'm doing fine. We haven't seen each other since we graduated from High School" replied Yuda who looked very happy looking at Tias Ayu.

Yuda is the ex-girlfriend of Tias Ayu since the time of High School, their love story is so very attached to each of them because Tias Ayu is her first love Yuda. Even to this day, Yuda still loves Tias Ayu very much.

"Yes. Where have you been?" Tias Ayu tried to continue the pleasantries to Yuda.

"Since graduating from school I went with my parents to Bali and settled there, then I returned to Batam to do a fairly long project," clearly Yuda told her whereabouts all along.

Yuda's gaze continued to stare closely at Tias Ayu not for a second he blinked and shifted his gaze. Today Yuda is truly grateful to have been reunited with his first love.

"Have been your successful man" praised Tias Ayu a little teasingly and Yuda just smiled sweetly.

"Not really. You how are things? How many kids do you have?" Yuda changed the topic so that he knew how his ex-lover had been.

"I have two children. One man and one woman."

Then they both dissolve into the talk of the past, the times since they were High School until the life they are living today. For Yuda this meeting was something he had been looking forward to all this time.

JAKARTA.

That night Damar decides to meet with Alya after the breakup between Damar and Anggita. Because Alya feels guilty for the breakdown of the relationship between the two of them, Alya also has not apologized to Damar because the man slightly avoided it.

"What's your relationship with Angita?" alya asked as they chatted at the Cafe.

"It's over," Damar replied briefly in a slightly lazy and disappointed tone.

Alya felt guilty when he heard Damar's words, he really felt innocent because his relationship with Anggita ended because of him. Actually all is not entirely wrong Alya, but at that time Damar happened to be with himself in front of Anggita.

"I'm sorry," Alya said regretfully looking at Damar who kept silent not saying much.

"For what?" Damar asked back.

"Because I am your relationship with Anggita berkir," replied Alya regretfully.

Damar smiled faintly looking at Alya, really his relationship with Anggita is not entirely Alya's fault. Damar felt that if he had been so outrageous to Anggita maybe this was the punishment for him. And also Damar never told Alya if he already had a lover.

"No. It's not your fault." Damar tries to calm Alya down if all this isn't his fault.

"He no longer wants to be with me, in other words we are separated. Anggita has changed her mobile number," Damar's story in a soft and desperate tone.

From the story Damar can feel disappointment, sadness and despair. And Damar's face is really clearly visible if he is so lost Angita.

If only Alya could talk to Anggita if everything she saw was not what she thought. But what can make Anggita no longer want to meet with Damar again.

As usual tonight Fatur always took Anggita around the city, the pain and hurt felt by Anggita some days a little lost. There is another happiness obtained by Anggita here is the figure of Fatur who is able to eliminate the sadness of Anggita because of Damar.

"Do you like watching?" ask Anggita when they are sitting in a cafe.

"Watch what used to be, the specific dong tanyanya," said Fatur who has now begun to use the formal language talk with Anggita.

Anggita smiled lightly at Fatur, and he knew what his new lover's words meant. Seeing the smile painted on Anggita's lips made Fatur feel very happy.

"Watch cinema. You like it?" Anggita explained his slightly ambiguous speech earlier.

"Like."

"Bolos?" guess Anggita again asked.

"No. I prefer to watch motor racing" Fatur replied briefly.

"You've loved motor racing since when?" ask Anggita so curious to know about Fatur.

As long as they were near Fatur never told him about his life, the reason he so much hated his papa, his relationship with his papa. Everything Fatur did not tell in detail to Anggita.

"Since grade 6 SD."

It is amazing that elementary school children have participated in motor racing, and make Anggita shocked not to play when hearing what Fatur said.

"What! Seriously you?" Aggita was shocked while staring at Fatur in disbelief.

But Fatur looked ordinary when he saw the expression on Anggita's face that looked at him in astonishment.

"Yes. And my papa facilitated everything. From SD to Junior High, I loved motor racing and practiced on the circuit a lot. But after papa left me then and there I would often take part in wild racing until the official race." Fatur began to tell Angita about his past with a sad face.

Anggita was silent when he heard the story of Fatur, so this is the reason Fatur hated his papa so much. Because he was abandoned by his father since he was in elementary school. It is fitting that the attitude and feelings of Fatur are so very rude and also hate him, Anggita can feel how Fatur feels.

"Papa you turned out to have a good influence on you until now." Anggita tries to boast about her current father Fatur so that the man does not hate his own father, although Anggita knows it will never be that easy for Fatur to forgive him.

"I sometimes hate that. My hobby, my ideals why should be born of him! The one who had hurt and destroyed me," Fatur said beginning to sound with a tone of hatred and cynicism and a sharp gaze staring in one direction.

There was clearly disappointment and hatred on Fatur's face, as well as a sense of sadness that was heard every time he remembered his past.

"Fatur, I'm sorry. I don't mean to talk like that" Anggita said regretfully as she stared at Fatur so closely.

"It's okay you should know about me from now on" Fatur said with a smile as he looked at Anggita reassuring himself if it was okay.

"Usually if his father was a policeman, his son would also be a policeman. Why don't you want to be a cop? Do you hate your papa?"

"Honestly, I hate my dad. I can't just forgive him. I don't want to be a cop because I'm very lazy to be transferred, because I think it's just a waste of time" Fatur explained briefly

Indeed Fatur is very unwilling to become a police officer for one reason is not to be transferred and also does not want to be separated from his brother and mother. The reason is very strange but also a little reasonable considering that only Fatur can take care of his brother and mother because of the post-departure of his father.

Fatur also had a debate with his mother and father because he did not want to enter the police force, and his father relented to the decision of Fatur who entered the Department of Architecture. Although actually his papa really wants there is a successor to him, namely Fatur.