Forced to Marry a Cousin
The POV Prince

I was so shocked to see with my own eyes that my wife was sleeping with my brother-in-law. Husband of Alzana.

It feels like this faint heart. Not to mention having time to decide what to do with this endless marriage even faced with such circumstances.

Broken my heart.

Maira, my wife sleeps with her own sister-in-law. Her own sister's husband.

Maira is willing to be touched by a man who is not her mahram. Being with me? Don't sleep, the aura was never seen by me.

I know that she loves Azka very much and loves her. But not in that way. Doesn't he know if his actions affect me and Alzana later?

Love can. But don't overdo it. I also love Alzana. But I didn't do that.

I closed my heart tightly so as not to waver for Alzana again. For almost three years I tried to put the name Maira in my heart, although it was difficult. I still force it.

Even if I knew, Alzana wouldn't be replaced by another. Including that Maira's own twin brother.

First love is hard to forget, but that does not mean having to do such acts and profanities.

I don't think about both. I'm a man too. I would lie if I didn't need it. Especially if I am married.

It's only natural that I ask it from my wife. Butno. I purposely restrained myself from making mistakes that would hurt both of them.

Even though Maira is my wife, she still seems to refuse this marriage. He accepted me for being hit with Azka who preferred Alzana over him.

I'm sober. If Maira deliberately keeps her distance from me. He wants to remain holy when we part.

If I force him, it's the same as me being with that asshole guy out there who wants him because of his lust.

I'm still patient. I held myself back from forcing her. It's legal, right, if I ask for my right to her?

Butno. I kept looking after him like Ummi said.

"Don't ruin it if you don't want it. Respect and respect his wishes. If that is your choice, you need to be patient. Maybe he's not your soul mate. Keep yourself from damaging it until the appointed time."

So said Ummi first. And I hold those words in my heart and mind. Lying if I don't want Maira.

I'm not a hypocrite. I'm a grown man who's already married. It's my right to get it from Maira. Butno.

I can't do that.

I held myself back from damaging it. I will keep her until this wedding finds her mouth anchored.

I want Maira to be holy when she parted with me if she doesn't want this marriage. I'm not gonna force it.

Why be forced if he ends up suffering?

I better hold back and take care of him. I fast every Monday and Thursday.

I always avoid Maira if my ha-srat suddenly appears without me noticing.

But strangely enough I wanted Alzana instead. Every time I see Alzana sleeping well, I always want her.

I'm holding myself back so this body doesn't touch it. I don't want us wallowing in sin.

Love's.

But it must be legitimately if it is to be touched. I can't ruin it. I often hear the whispers of a cursed demon touching Alzana, but my wits work.

But I didn't do that. Because I'm looking after him and don't want to ruin him.

It could have been if I had dark eyes, and I had desecrated Alzana so that I could marry her. Butno. I don't want to do that.

For I know that the consequences of illicit deeds will never be harmed by God and neither will our parents.

I'm self-conscious. I am not a strong and obedient man. My faith is so thin as the skin of an onion.

But my common sense works. Before I took that action, I thought of both the good and the bad for both of us.

If it's detrimental to the woman's side, I don't want to. I want a woman who will accept me for who I am. Uncoercive.

But not with Maira. He always rejected me and stayed away from me when he was in the apartment. So I don't want to make such a mistake.

Azka is not wrong in this. He was framed by his own friend when he entered into a cooperation agreement at a club.

Azka who could not resist her desire. He even committed the illegal act on my wife who is his wife's twin brother.

He's well aware that it's Maira. But why does he keep doing it too?

The incident was not just himself. It is very clear, if Maira also participated. In other words, Maira willingly and sincerely gave her body to Azka on the basis of love.

Without thinking about the cause and effect he will get in the future.

And yes, we are now getting the punishment of the agreement that was promised before.

The four of us have to accept this decision. We have to accept the consequences of both.

I am not holy as they thought. I'm dirty too.

I was also framed by one of my friends. I am worse than Azka. I was fed the ill-gotten drug with high doses.

If it wasn't because I was still conscious and Shan was helping me back then, I might have also desecrated someone's daughter.

I realized when I was reacting strangely. Therefore, I always pray and ask for help from God so that I am protected from evil things that will harm me and also the girl I will tarnish.

And true. Allah helped. God sent Shan to come to me. It was he who brought me home to the apartment with an increasingly disfigured body.

Shan alone until overwhelmed to handle myself. He had to beat me unconscious at that moment. Be me stop.

However, when I realized. I'm back again. Shan who already knew what he should do, immediately handled myself well.

I survived a distress that would have harmed me. And also harm others.

At least when the drug affects our body, we still have the heart and mind to think and think for His help.

God must have helped. Rest assured that.

But not with Azka. I don't know what happened to him, I don't know. Clearly, because of both mistakes, now I and Alzana also suffer the consequences.

We have to do what is already an agreement if one of us makes a fatal mistake like Maira and Azka are doing at the moment.

Yes, I resigned.

I'm ikhas.

This is the purpose of God giving me trials. To be strong for the Day after three more months..