
"I can't go inside." I told Vishnu, I had no choice but to talk to him when I needed a friend to discuss. "When my son was there. I met Sean, he needs me right now. Then what should I do now? Husband can not be contacted, even the brother-in-law did not pay attention to me. All are difficult to contact. Meanwhile, the only thing I could contact was the Maid in this house, but he refused to provide information, even blatantly evicting me. It's really weird." I said. The tears eventually spilled out as well. As a mother, despite trying as hard as possible but still I can't. I couldn't help but feel a longing for Sean and a very high concern for my husband. "Why shut up? Don't be like a statue. Speak up!" I said to Vishnu who was still closing his mouth, as if what I said just now was just the wind.
"What am I supposed to say?" He asked, as if this was nothing.
"You really don't have a heart, Nu. I'm a wife who can't contact my husband, don't know how my son is doing right now and need your input but you can't give me a little input? At least as a human being you can be concerned about me?" I'm getting inflamed.
"That heart has no heart it's not me, Yan. But your husband. Hear it! It should be, he who you were proud of can give peace to you, not from me who is useless to you. Realize Yana, you are not expected here, you are only used. Now forget everything and start a new life!"
"Your work?" I looked at Vishnu in disbelief. In a situation like this he was still thinking about his feelings. Now it is very urgent, there is a mother who can not meet her child even though her child should get breast milk since a few hours ago. "Take me to the police station!" I said.
"Huh, what?"
"I will report the security guard and the maid for preventing me from entering. When necessary I'll get them in jail."
"You sure you can do that? Aren't they just helpers and security guards doing things because of orders?"
"What does that mean?"
"Yes, digest it yourself, Yan."
Aghhh, I'm really confused. Don't know what to say. My head almost broke while my body began to ache because it could not give breast milk. At that time, Vishnu even suggested that we go back to the orphanage because I needed rest. But as big as that's not what I need. I need my son. I can't see Dani, I don't know where she is. I can still hold back but not with my son. He was a baby, a six-month entry stone and desperately needed me. How could I possibly be far away from him. It felt really sorry why I just wanted to leave without bringing Sean. Now the boy must be crying looking for me his mother.
"Sir please, my son is inside. I have to meet my son. He was only six months old, and I knew that babies needed their mothers. I just want my son. After that if I have to go out it is okay but please let me meet my son first. Poor him, sir. Please." please." I cried, and I almost knelt down so that he would open the gate.
"Mom's sorry, not that I don't feel sorry for you. I know you must be very sad but I can't do it Mom because that's the order that was given." The security guard spoke with teary eyes. "Mom" he whispered a little. "It's actually a secret and I can't tell you but believe me, the information I'm giving you is true. My son is no longer in this house." Said.
"What's? Sean's not here? How could you say that? But the morning I left Sean here. He's still in the room. I was still asleep when I went with my husband. So who took him away? Can't a six-month-old baby go joint?"
"Yes ma'am, someone took her, got in the car. Soon followed the car of the mistress and the big master. Then the car of Dira's mother and her husband. So there were three cars leaving this house. I don't know if they went together or not but obviously they are not in this house. There are only aides and security chiefs. That's all Mom. So it's free if I find Sean's den here because he's not here." The guard said
There's no reason not to believe it because from the look on his face I know he's honest. From the beginning he was polite to me. He respects me as much as his employers should. It's just that I'm confused, where did Sean go and who took him? Where are papa, mother-in-law, sister Dira and her husband? Where is Dani too? I was again confused, forced to solve a puzzle that I did not understand.
"So now how should I?" My toot.
"My mother should go to the police because I don't know what to choose. Waiting here will only be in vain. I'm not even sure they'll come back. But if they come back I'll let you know." The security guard gave him a small piece of paper containing his HP number. He told me to send me my number so that when Sean comes back then I can call his number.
"All right, thank you very much sir. I will never forget your kindness." I said. I bowed my head to her repeatedly as a thank you. Then rushed up to Vishnu's car to ask to be escorted to the police station. But again Vishnu refused.
"What's wrong, Yan? Why should I report to the police? Your son's in your own house why should you call the police?" ask Vishnu lightly. He was not concerned even though I had tears explaining everything. A mother who can't meet her baby won't be as good as she says she is.
"You, yeah, can't feel sorry for anyone else. Really have no feelings. If you don't want to help, I can go alone!" I said with regret. Then rushed down from his car, stopped a taxi that happened to pass by. I wouldn't expect to be helped by a human as selfish as Vishnu. He had not forgotten his anger. Just because he was rejected so he really hates me.