GIVING BIRTH TO MY IDOL CHILD
50
...-Welcome Reading-...
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Louis stood on the balcony of his house.
Currently, no one was able to comfort her heart, Valarie's absence made her hollow, even though they did not live together, still the reality that she had seen some time ago hollowed her heart.
Instead of sitting in a comfortable sofa, he deliberately tortured himself by allowing the heat of the sun to burn his skin.
Every time Valarie crossed his mind, he would mutter sadly "My son" she said in a low tone and sounded hurtful.
He had tried to toughen up and find a way, in order to survive his mind and body, his heartache was beyond his ability.
"My daughter" he whined, Louis cried again, he regretted the time he had not spent with his son.
Unknowingly, Louis hit the iron fence of his balcony and fresh blood gushed out from his finger, he grimaced in pain, his patience already on the verge of limit.
"What the fuck, shit! Though I let them live happily but it happened like this, are you kidding me?" he said furiously both his hands clenched very strongly.
The brown-robed man lowered his head weakly, unable to raise his head "How will I live if my son leaves me? How can I live? My poor daughter, I'm sorry father" she regretted, her tears just soaked her cheeks.
Louis stroked his chest rough as if to make the pain disappear, but which father was not hurt to see the news of his daughter's death plastered clearly on TV! Moreover, many regrets further complicated his mind.
Her tears broke, it was hard for her to control her feelings that were slowly getting more hurtful to her, so many desires that she could not yet do.
His hope is gone, the delusion he always awaits is now just a mere desire, Valarie does not know himself and Louis is restrained by his promise not to disturb the lives of Enne and her daughter.
True, he kept the promise he made with Adrienne but on the sidelines of his activities that were far from the people he loved, Louis fostered a lot of hope to be able to meet again with his daughter, as Enne promised five years ago.
It was that desire that broke his heart the most, all his plans were ruined and now he could only cry over his bitter fate.
"Why have I never had a good day, do I really not have a chance to feel calm? Did God deliberately punish me?" his murmur was still late in grief.
Amidst the roaring cries, Louis just remembered the woman he loved.
"Enne, is he on that plane? Is he safe? I have to see him" his monologue.
Louis calmed his heart, he rose from his place and began to think about Adrienne's state.
"I have to meet Enne" he said firmly.
Louis took his suitcase and decided to return to his old house for a while, let alone he was in Papua which was quite far from the island of Java.
During his trip to the airport, Louis could only daydream and remember his time with Valarie very little, counting - he had only met four times with his daughter, the mind made his body and soul weak.
"When you're my only daughter" regretted Louis, again his tears dripped, wanting to feel like he had died following his daughter, maybe in heaven, maybe there, he can meet Valarie and enjoy life together without any more burden.
"Tck, unfortunately I don't have the guts to do it, I'm sorry my daughter, I'm very selfish, but I promise you, I'll meet you and always pray for your happiness there" Louis said, he feels sorry for himself who does not even have the power to kill himself and goes with Valarie who is already in heaven.
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The room felt cooler.
Laura put up her scarf and still stood guard beside Enne, she looked at her daughter-in-law sadly.
But suddenly the accident took the lives of his grandchildren and nephews, the news was like lightning in a hole, it felt like his life was being pulled when he heard the news.
"Why should I see something like this on my old day" he said.
Laura stroked softly on Enne's forehead, her affection clearly visible, as if the lying, unconscious woman was her flesh blood.
Someone came in and approached Laura.
"Sister" said.
Laura glanced at the woman standing right next to her "Why did you come here Maya?" tanyanya, he looks not like the arrival of Maya.
"I was wrong, when I lost control, brother, you know I was so sad to lose my son, how could I think of anything else?" he said frankly.
"I understand! I've also felt like what you felt but ignoring your dead granddaughter is not Maya's dignified behavior" Laura said.
"Sorry brother! I'm careless" he said sadly.
"If I wasn't around, would you mind your granddaughter? If I hadn't been there by then, would you have accompanied your poor daughter-in-law?" Laura was getting angry.
Maya does not know what to answer, she knelt down and apologized, only this time she saw her sister-in-law was very angry but Maya realized the anger of Laura arose because of her actions.
...-Three days ago-...
Maya has just picked up her son's body following Laura by her side.
Aron's mother is hysterical, she hugs her son's corpse firmly while Laura walks right in to see the corpse of her grandson being dropped from the car after his niece.
As Laura was holding back her grief she suddenly heard her sister-in-law shout and blame her daughter-in-law.
"IT'S ALL THE WOMAN'S FAULT, MY SON SHOULD STILL BE ALIVE, I'M SORRY TO HAVE THEM, ARON MY DEAR SON, LET'S GET UP SON, DON'T CHEAT MOM, I KNOW YOU'RE JUST SLEEPING, LET'S GET UP, LET'S GET UP, YOU'RE WORRYING MOM" she cried increasingly.
Laura came to Maya and slapped her hard.
"Conscious! Are you blaming Enne now? You're a hypocrite, when yesterday you were always proud of your son-in-law and now you're sorry? Be aware Maya, control yourself" he said, Laura did not accept the regret of her sister-in-law.
Whether the wind made Maya brave, she harshly retorted her sister-in-law's words.
"SISTER SHOULD BE AWARE! SHE'S A WOMAN WHO GAVE BIRTH TO A CHILD OUT OF WEDLOCK, DON'T TAKE CARE OF THEM SISTER, LOOK AT YOUR NIECE, SHE DIED BECAUSE OF THAT BAD WOMAN, DEON DIED FROM BEING IN TOUCH WITH HER TOO RIGHT? DO YOU REMEMBER?" reply Maya.
He was furious at the words coming out of his brother-in-law's mouth.
"DIDN'T YOU PITY YOUR GRANDCHILDREN? ALTHOUGH SHE WAS LIFELESS BUT HER SOUL MUST HAVE HEARD YOUR WORDS JUST NOW" Laura also shouted while pointing at her grandson's body.
"Good-grandson? Is brother kidding? He's not even my son's flesh, I don't want to consider him a grandson, I don't care anymore, my son is more valuable than them, Aron is more valuable than Valarie's brother" he said.
"Good! I take your words as a sign of severing ties with Valarie and Enne, now that she's my son and my granddaughter, you have no right to have a relationship with them anymore, let me take care of my granddaughter's funeral, you take care of your son's funeral" Laura said with emphasis.
Laura could not stand it anymore and turned to leave Maya, she felt very angry at the statement of her sister-in-law.
Aron's mother did not care and continued to cry to see her lifeless son, she was very lost, especially Aron is the youngest child of his favorite, he was, that's why Maya lost control and was furious over her son's death.
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