Grief (Duda But Perjaka)
Quitting? Or refuse?
"Believe Mami, Nank. Mami wouldn't pick you a young man like Papi you chose." Mami Zahra glanced at Papi Rian who was now snorting at him for feeling insinuated. Mami zahra chuckled, "You won't be disappointed with Mami's choice. Believe this. No parent wants to plunge their own child into a black hole. Every parent wants the best for all their children. Mama is like that too. Mami hope you don't reject Mami's request, son. All this for your own good. You don't have to be afraid of that young man. Enough you know, if he is the right young man to be your priest of the world and the hereafter. Yea?" he said to Cinta who is still stunned by the words of the Mami to him.
Love looks at Mami Zahra, "*I don't believe Mami's words. But.. Do you know if I really want to marry Rayyan? My husband's? Something you don't know about me. If I marry another young man.. Then I can't go back with my husband. Brother Rayyan my husband. I came back for him. To perfect the love of both of us that has been tarnished by my own. If you knew.."
"Want me to refuse, but I don't want to make Mami Wounded and sad because of my choice. If I follow you, I will lose my love forever. If I marry another young man, I will no longer be the wife of Kak Rayyan Bhaskara's son. Yeah Robb.. Why is it like this?? This is not what I want! I should what? It's a difficult situation for me. I came back for him. If I can't marry her to my new form, what's the point of me returning to this world to complete my pending assignment? Really, it's like fruit for me. Help me yes Robb*.." Inner Love feels erratic.
Mami Zahra smiled at him. "Of course, don't think about it. Enough you trust Mami about your marriage. Mami hope, you don't run away and humiliate us all later!" seloroh Mami Zahra on Love.
Making the Zahra-like ayu girl glare at the Mami who is now laughing because of her words just now. The Papi just chuckled.
"Rest. Prepare yourself. Don'tbeafraid. I trust Mami enough. Do you believe in Mami?" mami Zahra asked Cinta while looking closely at her daughter's face.
Love forced a smile on her. "of course Mi. I believe in Mami. Don't worry. Big brother will not run away like Mami expected," he replied making the two middle-aged men smile at his words.
"Yes, rest up. Mommy's out, right?"
The two middle-aged men also came out of the room of Love. Stay the now pensive Love sitting alone in his room with eyes so empty.
He chose to stay in his bed. To rest his body and mind that suddenly suffocated when the news he had just received from both parents.
In her sleep there was still clearly a loving gaze from someone she had hoped to be her husband.
Hope is hope. He must accept the decision of fate if he must marry someone else rather than someone who makes him return to the world.
While far away, someone was chuckling when the Mami told him if Love suddenly moody because of the news of his marriage to the young man whom Mami arranged for him.
"Persabarlahh darling.. Brother knows you're institutional won't accept the young man to be your husband. Because all you want is a brother. My brother knows you very well Love. Brother is deliberately keeping all this a secret because this is the purpose of Brother. Purpose to surprise you and love your brother more. If you doubt now, it's okay. But when Abang ijab qobul on your behalf will be with Papa Azlan, you will definitely not reject me dear.. Just wait a minute. I'll speed up our wedding plans!" he said while laughing when he heard the news from the Mami if Love will be more moody later because their marriage is accelerating.