Happy After I Separated
"MY MIND"

I swear I'm shocked by what I'm hearing right now.

turns out my husband is not as good as people's stories.he brought up the money he had given a year.

I chose to shut up and let her out of the house.

I already knew he would definitely get together with his friend's friend at the stall.

do I need to find out what he's doing there?

but for now I choose to be quiet and calm myself and my mind.

I don't want to exhaust my mind with what happened this afternoon.

the money that Adit gave me earlier I will give to my father later, and for my money I will save.

why did I choose to charge all of them. For what?

because for 7 months if his salary of 5 million already calculated how much?

and he only gave me 300 grand every month.

.it's certain he has the money.

instead of him forgetting his debt I'd better ask him before it's too late.

after I saved the money, I chose to sleep.

let what happened just now be a lesson for me so as not to trust people too much.

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that morning I was still struggling with my routine in the kitchen.

today I plan to start opening a store.who knows people will be a lot of people who come.especially my store is just opened.

today I cooked a side dish of fried fish.

after finishing with activities in the kitchen and home.

I decided to contact Desi.

who knows if he'll come to the store with me.

really unexpected.before I called her.I even received a notification from her.

that he's going to the store to pick up some orders.

because I got an answer to my question, I decided to have breakfast.

Adit's still sleeping.Last night he came home late.can be said almost dawn.I don't know what he's doing out there.

at the end of this attitude changed drastically.from the former often to mushola. now even rarely I see it.

after breakfast, I woke Adit up

afraid he blames me for building it late.

"Wake up at 7am"

"Yes"

after getting an answer from her I passed.

he soon went out and went into the bathroom.

I was still busy with my phone. I told some of my resellers that I was moving. So if they want to take orders can go straight to the store.

when I was busy replying to the messages of some of my friends. Adit came out apparently he had finished bathing.

before long he had breakfast with rice that I had prepared at the dinner table.

"Are you sure you don't want any more Tar effort?" ask when I play with my phone.

"No. why do I try your salary is big"

"Yes can not do dong. later for our needs how?"

"Yes from you, your salary is great. time is not enough just to eat two"

"I have a lot of needs, can't if you just take care of me"

very lightly he spoke. a lot of what needs. all this time also eat a lot of me.

"Yes, obviously, you are my husband and it is your duty"

"Why don't you sell anymore."

"Sir"

Adit passed by leaving me. From the look on his face he looked angry at me.

it's up to me to try or not.

this way I became more and more rounded not to tell my efforts to Adit.

"I want you to try again Tar. than you have no work at home just be quiet"

"Son.why I cape cape looking for money.the man I've got a husband"

"If you don't work again how will we?"

"What's the way?"

"What are our needs? or you use your father's money to make capital again"

it's just good he told me to use dad's money.

this money will be returned immediately.

I don't want to answer his words.

because long time no answer from me he chose to leave.

have a husband kok stingy his not kelulungan. wife time at home he said no why do not say what. continue to cook that clean the house. who washed his clothes who?

that ghost!

after 30 minutes of Adit's departure, I rushed to the store, and Desi reported that she was already in the store.

I also walked to the store, but when I was about to go my steps stopped.

"Neng.where are you going?" ask the rice seller's mother.

"You go to your friend's house"

"Eemm neng sorry in advance mom want to ask can you?" he hesitates.

"May Ma please"

"Eemm was neng. her husband used to gather at the coffee shop in the market?"

why did this mother ask that?

is there something I don't know?

"Lacking to know either, Mom? what's the matter?"

"Gini neng. mother often see her husband hanging out there and while drinking"

I swear on what?

Adit's drunk.why don't I know about this.

"Well, ma'am, don't I know?"

"Yes neng mother often caught even..."

"What is it, Mom?"

"Eemm not being neng"

the mother even chose to pass into her stall without continuing her speech earlier.

what's actually going on?

do I have to find out my own husband.what is true that mother said earlier. that Adit often drunk drunk.

I know Adit likes to hang out, but I don't know what they're doing there?

who do I have to believe?

my mother or my husband.

while walking my mind was disturbed by mother's words earlier.

once at the store.I acted ordinary.fear his Desi knew something was bothering my mind.

he's the guy to the storm, and I know he's definitely gonna find out?

and I don't always have to tell you about my marriage either.

I don't know why the end of this, there is a suspicion of Adit's attitude that changed drastically.

from some lies that I know of, and even I heard them firsthand.

is this my marriage test?

it's not what people say the marriage exam is a little complicated.

after opening the shop. Desi directly chose some clothes.

I started by reading Basmalah.

may what I live now not escape the blessing that God gives.

and may my efforts be a field of blessing for me and others.

I also continued with some clothes.