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Heart Heart Heart
Little sister! (Vincent POV)


Arriving inside my room, after slamming the door hard, I brushed my face rough. I was really angry when I found out how Princess felt.


Getting angry? Yes, angry! Angry with circumstances that are not on my side at all. Angry that I have no reason to forbid the Princess to like anyone.


Angry because the Princess is my sister and I am her brother. Angry because I can't say that I like my beloved sister. Angry because I had to hold my own feelings for so long.


Angry because I still can not eliminate the feelings of my tribe, even though there are dozens of girls that I made a runaway. Angry because what the Princess liked was Kei, my own best friend.


If it were another man, maybe now I would beat the man to pieces and tell him to stay away from the Princess, but that man, Kei.


How can I beat up my own best friend? What was my reason for asking her to stay away from the Princess? Do I have to confess my feelings?


What about the princess herself? To him, I was just his brother and Kei was the one he liked, not me. Then, what would father and mother say, if I knew I liked my own sister?


Moreover, I first know the feelings of my best friend who also likes my sister. Yes, Kei told me about his love for my sister who was also his playmate since childhood, but at that time I just quietly listened to him.


Besides because I was holding back my emotions, I also wanted to be cool in front of my best friend as the brother of the girl he liked, while Kei who saw my silent expression was a thousand languages, can only be silent.


At that time, I hoped that Kei's feelings were just messing around and would go away on their own, but even Kei never told the Princess about his feelings, the longer I realized Kei's feelings weren't playing around.


I don't know what made him until now still choose not to say it to the Princess and now it is the Daughter who confesses her feelings to me.


"So they both like each other!" I thought glued together, "arrgh!" my moans were full of emotion as I ruffled my hair, but my hands stopped as my eyes caught a row of photos stuck on the wall of my room.


Flashback 12 years ago, my father and mother managed to force me to take a picture with the boy I had to call the sister and without asking my permission, mother put one of the photos on the wall of my room.


The first photo I managed to throw from the balcony of my room, until the frame that wrapped it was smashed to pieces. Firrst? Yes, because every year my mother would force me to do the same, we took pictures together.


Nah! I am the one who has to. The princess always happily did so and again the photo will be mounted on the wall of our respective rooms.


What about the second photo? The fate is not much different from the first photo, ending in a garbage can, while the third and subsequent photos survive on this wall because the mother threatened to give punishment, he said, if I dare to move those photos from his position. So did the first and second photos that returned to their original position. Flashback.


I looked at those pictures. The photo that originally displayed my sour face after crying because of mother's compulsion. My angry face in the second photo. My pouting face in the third photo. Lazy and forced face in the fourth photo and flat face without my expression in the fifth photo.


However, for a moment I realized my increasingly changed expression in the next row of photos. "How could such a shitty little boy manage to change me?" my thinking.


Whether from when, the Princess managed to melt my ego, until the next photo I always smiled handsomely next to the Princess.


If noticed, the smile of the Princess is always the same in every photo. It's pretty! Not only managed to melt the ego of a Vincent Adhitama, but without the Princess knowing, he has also managed to melt the heart of the man he called this brother.


***


I drove my car without a purpose. I just want to bring my heart to a standstill. "Sasa .. "I said alone. Had it been 10 years ago that my monkey love had not left me, maybe I would never have liked Princess.


It's been 10 years since Sasa moved to Singapore with his parents and I've completely forgotten my monkey love.


It didn't take long for me to do it, but why is it for the Princess different. "How long does it take for me to forget how I feel?" shirihku.


Every effort I have made, even I have run to many girls, to just forget her beautiful face. Running from one hug to another. Switching from one kiss to another.


Until I found the girl whose face was almost similar to the Princess. "Maybe, in this way it will work," I thought, but even to the warmth of the girl's body, it did not make me forget this sense of joy because even though I forced my body on another girl, it did not work, but my heart was still struggling to call out the one forbidden name "Princess Adhitama".


"Why should I be your brother! Why do you have to call my father and my mother the same name? Why should I call you sister? Am I really not supposed to like you just because of that "sister" word, while the blood that runs through our bodies is different? Can't you stop thinking of me as a brother?" lirihku while grasping the steering wheel firmly.


Then, I slammed the steering wheel to the side until my car stopped by the side of the road. Without me noticing, I had already reached the deserted streets. "Is this how far I've run?" ask me to myself.


My eyes looked blankly at the front from behind the windshield. The sky blackened with raindrops that began to drench the earth, disguising the water droplets dripping at the end of my eyes.


"Lord, if you like it should be this painful, please help me forget it," I said softly with tears that were already unstoppable.


At the same time, a lightning bolt struck right at the end of the road. Makes me stunned for a moment to see her flash. I turned my car back, drove it back. This time, I have a goal I want to go to.


***


Dexter's house, as usual I went straight into this mansion. This house is like a second home to me.


"Come in, V! Kei was in his room" said Agust, very much the owner of the house who saw me coming. I smiled and greeted him, "Sore, Om. All right, I'll go upstairs," I said.


I entered Kei's room without knocking on his door first. Inside, Kei was playing his phone while lying on his bed.


"Oh, V! You coming? Why not tell me first?" sapana. I just passed in front of him. I walked towards the cool gaming room that was inside this room.


"Did you come alone?" ask Kei again. "Hmmm? Do you expect me to come with the Princess?" ask me back while sitting in his gaming chair. Kei was just scratching his nape which seemed to, not itchy.


Regardless of the room owner, I started playing my favorite games and as I was engrossed in playing, my phone rang. "Tengil boy" the inscription on my phone screen showed that it was Daughter who contacted me.


I pause my game for a moment to receive his call. In order to make it easier for me to play games, I put my phone on the available holder next to the computer screen. I also received the call, while continuing my delayed game earlier.