Hijrah The Love
25.Meaning of regret

have you ever been tormented by regret? what do you do when that regret grows and terrorizes your entire niche?

Regret always happens at the end.Repentment occurs when we feel wrong to make decisions in life.Repentment occurs because of loss of consciousness when making decisions.Repentment occurs because we eliminate the role and direction of God when stepping.

Regrets are now being felt by Fitri, for the pregnancy he experienced. his lover did not want to take responsibility at all, even refused to be invited to meet.this problem made him more tormented in pain. when his parents found out later, what to do?

Regret is also being felt by the knight.There is a feeling of guilt that continues to haunt him lately.The feeling disturbs his sleep, his mind, to the point that he can not stand the conditions that occur.

"I have prayed and prayed, but the guilt continues to arise and terrorize me," Satria said to rangga.they were both in the room of the satria.since decided to emigrate, Angga often plays to the house of satri.

"Keep praying and praying. regret is an indicator that we are in the process of changing.a sign that the consciousness in your heart is beginning to recover," Angga replied.

"Yes, but I'm constantly agitated."

"Every person who emigrates must have experienced that."

"Munkin my sins are too much."

"Don't you remember the message of ustadz Hanan, no matter how great your sin, God's forgiveness is far from it."

Satria was silent, it was hard to describe the various flavors she was experiencing at this time.and, Angga seemed to understand what his best friend was feeling, holding the shoulder of the satria, then said."Your regrets in the world are good, man. But, your regrets in the afterlife? totally useless. Enjoy it all, keep trying to get through the process"

Angga smiled strengthening the knight.Satria returned Angga's smile.

"Come, what else now? I'll keep you company" Angga said again.

Satria was speechless.he stared out the window of the room and took a deep breath.

"I want to go to the Hijrah village, which I told you about, Angga."

"The hijrah place of Dusk's father, your former lover?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"You know the full address of the hijrah village?"

"Not knowing."

"Just ask twilight."

"I am ashamed to meet him. In fact, even for his current contact I am ashamed. Some of my last messages were not read by him at all."

"Hmmm. hijrah village, Ciwidey ......" Angga seemed to think.

"Yes, my plan we just look there.I nyari on google also do not meet," said Satria.

"Looks like I know I need to ask you a favor?"

"Who?"

"Deden melenoy, a former punk kid who has been converted. used to be a liquor addict, but now it's not. he's a ciwidey. must know."

"Well, ex-punk boy, huh? serem atuh," said satria.

"Hehe, if you meet you will be surprised."

Meanwhile, in his room, Fitri still regretted everything.Pulse, confused, sad, disappointed, and angry feelings came to change every second.The fetus in his stomach continues to grow every day, and every day, and he still doesn't understand what he should do next.

His magnificent room has turned into an empty, creepy prison, adding to his emptiness.he does not want to socialize, even go back to college.

Regret is the door of repentance, but it is meaningless if not accompanied by an open heart and awareness to change.Satria's regret is driving her to the door of repentance, Fitri's regret only stops on herself.

26. Hijrah gang pick up hijrah

God presents someone in our lives always with a purpose and purpose.When we open our hearts to every plan then be prepared our steps will always be guided by him. when we humbly ask for guidance, prepare the light to come and touch the deepest recesses of our hearts, turning the darkness of our hearts into shining lamps.

That's how the young man named Deden Hermansyah, who is often called by the call deden melenoy.in the past he was an ank punk with mohawk hair and tattoos on several parts of the body. everywhere he wears a riveted shirt, worn-out tight jeans, and dark-colored boots. His work hangs out on the street with his friends, attending music shows, and playing music, occasionally mengamen.j if it is late at night, with his friends he runs out of drinking time.

However, suddenly changes occur to him.and, this change causes him to be shunned by his community.is considered as a saintly pretender, some even overtly hostile.

In his index room in the sari garden area, he again watched Vidio lecture of an ustadz who had been his role model all this time; ustaZ Adi hidayat. her thoughts were glazed over the events of a few months ago when she saw her own best friend die before her from a miraculous overdose. After that event, she was thinking whether she would also die in such a condition? his heart answered unwillingly. Then, he thought if he could change and get guidance? the question made him search for the keyword hidayah through google. miraculously a Vidio title" formula Hidayah "successfully he found. bright vidio was conveyed very touching by ustadz Adi Hidayat.

"The formula of guidance, God gave to all people Tampa limits. It is not appropriate if someone says he can not guide, no! friends, as long as you are alive, there is a chance that God gives you guidance to return to be a good person.Pharaoh claimed to be a god, a hobby of killing people, extraordinary evil. sent directly two prophets to return to be good.you can imagine, as level as Pharaoh, confess god, hobby of killing people, still guided by Allah SWT. please check, check, not among you whose hobbies are like pharaoh. So, if Pharaoh was asked by God to emigrate, asked God to return, straightened by God before he died, God willing, God willing, you who never killed people, you who never claimed to be a god, you who never acted like Pharaoh, when you had no chance to return to Allah SWT.? Pharaoh's just been instructed, your time that Pharaoh's opening was not given a clue?"

After watching Vidio, he immediately cried.the regretful cry he felt at that time was immediately followed by real steps.a few days later, a few days later, the regretful cry he felt at that time was immediately followed by real steps, he forced himself to attend the study of science of ustaz Hanan attaqi in the mosque trans studio bandung. rumors about the study of hijrah youth has indeed reached all communities in the city of bandung. there, there, he felt he found many brothers in arms who were migrating.he felt not alone. ever since then he azzamkan to emigrate and improve life.

While attending the study, he also made new friends.one of them Angga. with angga. he felt he got the same story. Angga also gets hijrah inspiration when his sister died of a drug overdose.The relationship between the two is getting closer when at one time, Deden had to come to the study on foot because he did not have money. he walked from the sari park area to the Bandung studio strans mosque for about 10 km. for Deden, long trips were commonplace, punk children were accustomed to convoys of walking, when he returned home from the study, Angga Kasian saw Deden had to walk on foot. So, he kindly brought Deden back to Indikos. Friendship is to help with kindness and obedience. today Angga wants to ask for help to Deden melenoy, a good friend he knew while following the study, with his best friend, Satria.The two of them are already standing in front of Indikos Deden in the sari park.

"Assalamu'alaikum," Angga said as he knocked on the door of Indikos.

Shortly thereafter, a greeting was heard and the door was opened

"Yes, Demoy, this is not necessary.it is very important business," said Angga call demoy which means Deden melenoy.

"Naon Tah's mouth?" demoy.

"The world of the Hereafter" Angga replied.

"Ashiiiik, seagrass afterlife mah, ngiluan lah.......asal do not politics alone, it's suck lah. eh, eta only?" Demoy glanced back at the thinly smiling knight.

"Babaturan urang, temen, namany satria, Tah knows kekeun," answered Angga.

Deden and the knight shake" introduce me to the knight," said satria.

"Deden melenoy, the call of Demoy, the whole man, the descendant of the prophet Adam, anti-establishment and corruption." Demoy introduced himself. Satria smiled at me to introduce Deden.

Angga and the knight were then sent into Demoy's narrow room of indikos, where they sat down and continued the conversation,

"Sok Caritakeun, what is the world of the hereafter?" ask Demoy.

"Gini, Moh, Satria this is my close friend, again the hijrah_ process"

"Just like." cut the demoy.

"Yes, the same, we're all the same here."

"So?"

"Behold, don't cut my talk Demoy." said Angga.

"Oh, yes or no, sok diregepekeun..," said Demoy seriously.

"Satria after hijrah always restless.in the past he often changed girls."

"Astagfirullah'adzim." Demoy suddenly interrupted again. Angga slightly glared.

"Mango lajeungkeu ...please continue," Demoy said with a cry.

"So, Satria was a student of religion in the hijrah village, a kind of Muslim village ginhatah.he said it was in ciwidey. But, we don't know which area it's in."

"Oh, it means now ......"

"You, right, Ciwidey, moy. bantinlah.let's wta.vgimana location?"

Demoy seemed to think, his response rubbed his bald head.

"Just go to the toilet first......"

Angga and the knight noticed Demoy who went to the toilet outside the room of indicus.then, he came back to meet them in a wet face.A moment later, he spread out the prayer rug Angga and Satria confused .

"Demoy, you want a gapain?"

"Sholat"

"Kan, it's not yet ashar time....."

"Here I want to pray istikharah, brayyyy, wait, yes."

Angga and satria stared at each other in astonishment. Demoy immediately prayed two rakaat.setelaah prayers, his mouth was praying.after which he directly faced again to Angga and satria.

"I've asked God for guidance, brayy, just keep a steady heart."

"So, kumaha?" angga.

"Do it, Hayu, we find it the village of hijrah," replied Demoy.

"Alhamdulillah......" Satria

"When do you leave?" ask demoy.

"If we can leave soon. tomorrow morning, how?" said Satria while looking at Angga who immediately nodded.

"OK, brayy, because it's the world of the afterlife, the sooner the better, the better" replied Demoy.

"Well, Nunun pisan, Demoy, '" said Angga.

"Toss Heula Ateuh." said Demoy as he lifted his cane.

The three of them then chatted excitingly, telling each other the past and experience of hijrah yes to each other.The familiarity is very quickly established.The similarity in taste, the similarity in purpose, after uniting their hearts.

The next day, they are determined to set out for the Hijrah village, a place that will provide knowledge and unforgettable experiences throughout their lives.