HIS SOUL IS DEAD
9. Arin Started to Open Up A Little

"Sit !" my orders while pulling the chair that Arin wants to sit in.

"Ziz, what does this mean ?" looking in wonder at all the dishes on the table with the inscription that I have asked with rose petals.

"Sit down, don't take it !" I told Arin.

I sat straight in front of Arin, looking at her face and eyes that made me feel shady and wanted to keep looking at her.

"Hold .. Hold Ziz do not be captivated, this is not how much" my gun in the heart.

"Ziz, who made all this ?" tanyanya looks at me.

"Gue asked and the waiter here made it" I snorted to Arin.

I noticed that Arin was only staring at one by one of the dishes on the table, there was not a word that he took out after seeing all this. Actually I'm looking forward to getting to know Arin even more deeply, but I need to be able to withstand all of those feelings for the smooth running of my plans going forward.

Seeing Arin who was wearing only a thin jacket, I opened the jacket I wore for Me to wear on Arin's body. Opening my jacket, I stood up and went straight to Arin for me to put on this jacket.

"The weather is cold, I don't want Lu to be sick because I invited Lu here" I said with a flat face.

Arin just looked at me with a sad look, her beautiful but not boring face to look at made me even more curious.

"Ziz, why this lakin ?" ask Arin after I sit back.

"No need for spiciness !"

"This cave lakain is just scared because you're sick"

"Kalo Lu hurt the ears later I can not be horrified who screamed again if on the bike" I said a little funny so that Arin did not suspect.

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His cold behavior was very percis with Adit at that time, but I also can not be selfish to equate the nature of others with people I already know before.

"Why does Aziz know all my favorite foods?" my question is in my heart.

"Did anyone tell you about this ?"

"Gue know Lu demen really do chocolate snacking ? That's why I pesenin this much"

"Are you still lacking ?" tanya Aziz opened a chat in this silent atmosphere.

"Whose word do I like chocolate ?"

"Sotau is a man !" my guyon tested Aziz.

"Don't pretend like that, if you like it! Pake does everything again" he replied as he ate a little pot of chocolate.

"Isssssssssh don't !" reflex patted Aziz's hand, which was about to take some more chocolate.

"has.. Ha.. Ha.. Know what I said"

"You don't have to ask all these questions! Eat spit!" he ordered in a slightly loud voice.

I'm still confused by all this, like everything just happened. I don't even have expectations so far with men I didn't know before.

"Think of anything else?"

"Oh understand.ngerti"

"Pengen bribed right ?" tanyanya while taking one of my favorite desserts and bribing me.

When Aziz floated the spoon right in front of my mouth, I felt like we knew you for a long time. Aziz's gaze comforted me that night, not even my mouth could resist when he tried to bribe me.

After Aziz fed me a few spoons and gave me a drink, He moved the chair he was sitting on to a percis next to me. I see this place is not so crowded by visitors, but it is not too late at night.

"Rin .. ?" ask her gently.

"Gue tau, Lu was very fond of seeing the rich sky gini ?"

"Gue also knows, your happiness is already up there right ?"

"Today I deliberately invite Lu to this place so that Lu can be satisfied to see Lu's happiness from this place"

"Gue was very willing to go anywhere even if it was just for Lu's happiness that had been lost" said Aziz who at that time held my left hand gently.

I could only look at Aziz in wonder, about all this why Aziz was that old ? As if he could feel what I was feeling. My tears can no longer I can stand, they come out by themselves because I truly feel alive and heard today.

All this time I've lost all direction, I lost myself after half the world I decided to leave and couldn't survive even I almost lost my mind when he had managed to return home quietly which brought no more pain.

"I'm just afraid if I try to build a house again and the house is carried away by the wind again like yesterday and makes me lose my direction alone" I said limply.

Hearing that, Aziz hugged my body and rubbed my head gently. My head that he wiped but my tears that collapsed profusely flooded my cheeks.

"Rin, so far Lu is great !"

"Being able to carve a smile for someone else but in fact your world is destroyed"

"Everything happens not just by chance, but God has planned everything in the world" he replied.

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Seeing Arin's situation like this, it makes me very sure that Arin is a good woman who should not be wasted in any case. The rushing tears that wet his cheeks as if signifying that he really really missed the figure of Adit's presence.

His head that was leaning against me weakly indicated that he had also lost a lot of energy to always pretend all this time, his small body also seemed to indicate that he had fought hard to die to continue living even though half his world had left him first.

"Rin.. You can cry as much as Lu this malem"

"But Lu has to promise me that for tomorrow there are no more tears that you have to come out without any alesan" I stroked Arin's cheek.

"Ziz, I'm fighting a great fight with myself. It feels so hard for me to find happiness again" he replied limply.

At that time Arin could not hold back his tears, his tears continued to come out and wet Arin's cheeks. I know this is not easy, especially Arin and Adit are in a relationship up to 10t. It took a very long time for Arin to heal this wound.

"Ziz, I've learned to accept but in fact nil, I'm also learning strong but apparently I'm losing by the circumstances"

Hearing that sentence I can't say anything anymore and if I were in Arin's position I might feel the same way. Moreover, Arin including a little closed girl, Dara who has made an old friendship with Arin does not know much about the story and Arin's heart.

Arin doesn't like it when he's forced to tell a story, even he can get very angry if we ask him or force him to. I tried to get Arin to calm down this night, letting him cry until he was satisfied so he could be a little more relieved than before.

"Dit, sorry I permission to hug Arin tonight yes" I said in my heart hope Adit was not angry at my treatment.