
Suddenly familiar. We both laughed. "No need, Sir. I can, really. Enough last night. I'm heavy, right?"
"No, really."
"O yeah?"
"Yes, really."
And I immediately carried him.
The beautiful girl again blushed in embarrassment with red blushing cheeks. Although he had tried to hold his lips back from smiling, it was impossible that he could resist that sweet smile inflate perfectly on his face.
"You really don't have to do this," he said. "I feel bad. But. thank you."
I just smiled and said, "Together," as slow as a whisper, which made her blush even more. And within a few minutes, we were in the kitchen and I took Saints down from my sling. With her face still blushing, she thanked him once more while smiling.
"I checked the fridge first, yeah."
"Let me, sir," said Anne. "Master needs what?"
"Please cut the fruit, yes, Ann. If you get me a watermelon."
I pulled out a chair in the dining room and invited Saints to sit down. I also sat beside him.
"Master, about. pregnancy-preventing pills.I've discussed it with Aunt Merry before. He said there is in this house, belongs to...? Sorry, can I ask for it?"
I breathe heavily. "You wait here, let me ask Aunt Merry to get it. Don't go anywhere."
He nodded, and I went to see Aunt Merry.
"Auntie please take vitamins and health supplements in the medicine box. Tell Saints it's a pill to prevent pregnancy."
Yeah, I wanna lie.
I'm nodding.
"Oh my God, son. Don't be like this" Aunt Merry said anxiously. "Think carefully. Aunty doesn't want you to go wrong and instead ruin the girl's life even more."
I shook my head, restless. That's not what I meant. "I don't mean to ruin the Holy Life, Bi. Not at all."
"Then?"
"I just want to have a child."
"But that's not how it works, son...."
"Please, Bi. Aunt understands me."
"That's you who want. What about the Saints themselves? Does she want to get pregnant? She's gonna get your kid pregnant? No, right? Don't force your own will, son. Don't be selfish."
" I know. But if she were to get pregnant, she would definitely not reject the child. He'll take it. I'm convinced. And, yes, if she was pregnant, I would consider it a gift. I will accept the child with pleasure. I want to have a child. That's it."
Aunt Merry looked on with pity at me. But I'm fully convinced that he understands my wishes. However, she knew what it was like to not have a child. Although she has Anne, the child of her late husband's affair. She is an extraordinarily loving woman, who sincerely brings up the fruits of her husband's love with other women.
"But on one condition, if she gets pregnant, you have to marry her. Hows it? Can you promise me, son? Remember Mama Sania's message, never play with a woman's feelings."
I don't know how to go ahead, and don't think too much about how to go ahead. But at that moment I nodded - accepting those conditions. "I promise," I said. "I will marry Suci if she gets pregnant. Aunt can hold my word. And I'll never break a promise."
I have always kept my commitment. I'm sure this time I'll also hold on to my commitments. I promised, and I will keep it. My promise, the promise of a real man.
"I'll marry her."
Aunt Merry smiled. "Auntie knows, and Aunt believes in you" he said, cupping my cheek with one hand. "Bibi's little neighbor is a man who is always responsible. Aunt trusts you."