I'm In Love With a SMK Girl
part 4's. Siti's Sadness
My heart is still hot because of the act of Mr. Devan earlier, what he meant was trying to pay for my groceries earlier, emang he thought I could not pay for myself!
Arriving at home I went straight to the room, it felt like my heart wanted to burn with emotion.
"display figurines! revile me
"who's the display sculpture? ask the mother who was in my room.
"have a mama! said I smiled clumsily
"Go home without greetings like a thief entering the house! mama said to insinuate me.
I entered the house without saying hello first!
"yes yes assalamualaikum mama! say me
"wa'alaikumussalam! answer mama
Mom looked at me with a probing look
"why see Siti so much ma anyway? ask me
"Not only wonder about you, back and forth so angry! mama said
"no ma! I'm tired of it! answer me.
mama just oh, and then mama left my room.
Dreamy so remember the same papa and brother Dimas. "when do you go home? i'm kangen! I said, I daydreamed as I looked at the twinkling star in the dark sky, it was silent without you at my side.
I was sitting on the dining table chair eating the dishes that my mother made for me.
We just live alone at home, papa and my brother who first worked as a pilot they rarely go home, at most they go home once a month sometimes never go home.
I actually feel sorry to see my mom, my mom has been daydreaming since my dad came home a month ago. What my mother thought I did not know either.
Since dinner, I have been watching my mother look sad.
"ma, papa when do you come home? ask me, but my mom is silent.
"why don't you ever go home? I asked, but my mom shook her head
"mama doesn't know sit either! my mom looked straight
"i miss papa ma! I said softly, not feeling my tears dripping
"what a difference with mama, mama also miss your papa and your sister! said mama sad.
I hugged my mother who was also crying, "ma papa must have come home with Dimas too? ask me
"insyaallah papa and brother Dimas will go home! answer mama
The last time I saw my dad and brother Dimas when they came home a month ago, I was so happy because my dad always loved me, but my happiness faded because my mom was fighting so hard at the time, I don't know what was fighting.
After the fight happened papa left the house without saying goodbye to me, while brother Dimas just came home two weeks ago.
My heart breaks to see my mother who cries in the middle of the night.
"pa, fly as high as you want but don't forget siti and mama who are always waiting for papa's arrival!
"didn't you remember the papa family anymore? I said while wiping the photo of papa wearing pilot uniform
"why know not? mama often cries pa, Siti can not bear to see mama cry every night, Siti wants our family intact back pa! said I was crying
I kept sobbing on my bed until I fell asleep hugging papa's photo.
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Tonight I had another fight with papa because papa always ordered me at will.
"DEVINE! papa Wijaya's
"What's? papa what else would I want from you? I asked him I couldn't hold back my emotions
"pa I've been following papa's orders a lot! am I a papa child or not? I'm tired of being a papa doll, all my wishes are fulfilled, while I! my emotions feel like they've reached ubun
"what's wrong with you obeying papa's orders! papa Wijaya said somewhat softened
I stopped in the middle of the stairs then I looked at papa, "oh yes the youngest child papa there why not just rely on him! I said and continued to go to my room.
"the child does not know himself! papa Wijaya's
I slammed the door and then I went to the balcony.
"What's on my mind? I said punching the wall to vent my emotions
"Why else, son? mama asked, it turns out that mama heard the quarrel between me and papa earlier.
"why did you always forbid Devan to make Devan's own choice? ask me
"because papa you want you to continue the company and business Van! mama said
"Reno also has a why should I! say
"You know Reno doesn't really understand business! mama said
"Papa pick you up! say me
"I don't want to go into these businesses ma! all I want is for me to fly high like a bird free from the entanglement of business from the past until now I hate the business world ma! say me
"mama can't oppose your papa either! my mother said to leave me alone.
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In the morning I arrived at the hotel, but this morning there was nothing fun at all, my life was like a prison.
And luckily this morning there was no such thing as a somplak.
I entered this hotel with a cold face and without any expression, many employees greeted me but I did not respond at all.
"somplak tumben is not nongol? I muttered, somehow my heart is not happy if there is no somplak.
Geez why am I thinking of the same somplak?
I threw away my thoughts about that strange girl.
In the office I daydream I don't want to do anything for now.
"Lo's tumben town is quiet? ask Rena
I can't focus on my work right now, because I keep thinking of my mom
Rena nudged my arm, I jumped in shock, "what the hell is reen? ask me
"Why have I been quiet since I saw it? ask rena
"go think of my mom Reen! say me
"why is Mama Lo? ask Rena
"Mama I often daydream reen, I'm sad to see my mama daydreaming, what else mama same papa I fight!
"go also miss papa I reen! say me
"maybe Mama Lo is thinking Papa Lo kali sit! has Papa Lo not come home yet?
I shook my head, "gue doesn't know Reen! papa I may be too high flying at last he doesn't remember his same family anymore! say me.
"Lo who is patient, may Papa Lo go home! rena
"we're continuing to work again, I'm afraid I might get angry with seniors here! rena
We also continue our work.
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