I thought Love was a Lie

I thought Love was a Lie
CHAPTERS 126. WANNA GO HOME


Getting married and being happy is the dream of every woman, but sometimes what is expected does not always work according to the scenario we create.


Naura thought that when she was betrothed to Revelation and married a month later after the match, and every day she was treated like a queen in her palace, it was a happy start for her.


However, who would have thought Naura actually got real happiness at her second marriage with another man.


Nothing is perfect in this world, perfection belongs only to God.


However, sometimes a person feels his life is perfect when he expected to get it.


Like Naura, there is nothing more she wants right now than to be able to see the laughter of two of the greatest men after her father, in her life.


Naura who is currently sitting on the sofa of the family room ceaselessly smiled at her son and husband who were playing with her exclaim.


However, a few moments the smile turned into a ruckus when remembering her husband's request that she give him a lot of children.


And may God grant it.


..............


Elsewhere, Revelation gazed at the clear sky, but the stinging heat could not warm her bitter feelings.


The work that was assigned to him as a punishment to replace someone who had died, was done. However, the Revelation is still worried between wanting to go home or staying for a while.


His increasingly erratic feelings increasingly rattled his mind, guilt in two women who lost a loved one continues to disturb his sleep.


"Andi, I'm sorry. If only I hadn't asked you for help, you might still be around. I want to atone for my guilt, but in what way?" lirih.


Even after five years, Revelation still can not feel the deep sleep after the event that killed Andi, although in fact it is not purely his fault but it all started from him.


If only...


If only when he did not ask Andi to come to help him, maybe until now Andi is still there and he is the one who... Nonexistent.


"Your wife is mad at me, very angry and maybe she'll never forgive me,"


A thousand times he apologized or knelt even though he might never get that apology.


"Andi, would you allow me to be Melani's father? To atone for my guilt for causing you to die. Huh, even if you allow it to be very difficult because Rania hates me so much, she wants to kill me if she sees me,"


A moment of Revelation chuckled, or perhaps it was better to let himself die in the hands of the woman he had lost. But his face was immediately gloomy when he remembered Rania's words.


"Until you die, I will never forgive you!"


The Breath of Revelation is choked when remembering that time, where the hysterical Rania when Andi was declared dead. He knows what it feels like to lose, but the loss felt by Rania is very different from what she feels.


"I'm like a cowardly man hiding here, but that doesn't mean I don't want to take responsibility. I really want to, but how's Andi?"


Revelation was silent, but her gaze was still fixed on the clear sky.


A little while later, Revelation turned her back and took her mobile phone which was on the nightstand beside her.


Then Revelation carried her body sitting on the sofa while looking for the number she wanted on her phone.


"Whatever, if you feel safe then go home." Bayu replied with a chuckle.


"But if Rania knows you're coming home, surely she will sharpen the sword to welcome your return and bring you to your final resting place" Bayu said again and this time Bayu laughed at the breath of Revelation.


"Are you afraid of dying, huh?" asked Bayu in a mocking tone.


"If Rania wants to forgive me like that, I'm ready, I'll come to see her." replied the Revelation calmly.


"Em, you're tired of living apparently. All right, I'll take care of your return and tomorrow you can go home.


" Yes, I can't wait to go home, and before I actually die in Rania's hands, I want to meet Rayan first."


"Don't you envy me later, I'm afraid you'll change your mind and take them away from me." Bayu joked.


"I'm not that crazy as Bayu, if I want I've taken it from the past" said Revelation chuckled.


"Well I believe you, and if you dare to do that then it's not just Rania who will kill you." Again Bayu chuckled.


"Hem, what about my mother and sister, are they troubling you?"


"No, not at all. Instead I feel very helped by the presence of Mama Winda and Tasya here, because Naura will not be lonely if I go to work. And you take it easy, they don't lack anything here. Mama Winda also really loves Rayan, but I sometimes feel sorry for Mama Winda because Rayan often prank her."


"Hem, his name is also children. Sometimes they like it that way."


"Well, you're right, even though Rayan likes a prank, it makes her even more loved by everyone."


"Is Rayan with you? I want to be able to hear his voice."


"The waiter is in the room with Naura, they are getting ready, today the three of us will go for a Sunday walk, because if another day I will not have time, you know yourself right? Since you and Andi aren't around I have to intervene alone, sometimes I have to go home at night."


"Papa let's go, Rayan is just as Mama is ready." shouted Rayan heard by Revelation.


"Rayan is ready, now go have fun, and tell Rayan I will come to see him soon" said Wahyu.


"Well, that's even if you're still alive when you get here." Bayu laughed and then turned off his phone without waiting for what the Revelation would say.


"Sister, who's calling?" asked Naura who was now standing next to her husband.


"Om Rayan, he will go home he said." replied Bayu then carried his son.


"Are you ready, boy?" ask her to Rayan.


"Each dong Pa, later there Rayan want to play as much and buy a lot of ice cream" replied Rayan excitedly.


"Alright, whatever Rayan wants Papa will grant it" Bayu said smiling broadly at his son.


"Sister, don't overindulge the child." scolded Naura, because Naura had never spoiled Rayan, but it didn't make her son feel neglected.


Bayu responded with a smile, then stepped out of the house by holding Rayan to his car.