If Love Could Choose
What Wrong?

Yunia sat dumbstruck on a park bench in a residential complex. This morning Yunia accompanied Alit to invite Sabina to play in the garden of the housing complex. Alit was excused for going to the toilet, so Yunia was watching Sabina who was sitting while playing on the plastic mat they had deliberately brought from home. The direction of Yunia's view was on Sabina, but her mind drifted on Vishnu's sudden cold attitude.

Yunia did not know what her mistake was. At first it was so sweet. Wisnu holds Yunia's hand to sit and watch Bastian's interaction with his fans closely. But suddenly Yunia gets a cold stare from Vishnu. Yunia had not yet asked what was going on. Suddenly Vishnu's phone rang. Yunia caught a glimpse of a frown on Vishnu's forehead, before she stepped away, leaving Yunia just like that.

At that time Yunia followed Vishnu with her views. Because he saw Vishnu talking seriously with the person who called, Yunia thought there must be something important that Vishnu must do. Therefore, Yunia then turned her attention to Bastian back.

Until the meet and great event ended, Vishnu did not return to his seat. In fact, until passing through the Maghrib, Vishnu continued to be in his room. The room at the end of the second floor stairs...

Yunia ventured to knock on the door of the room.

"Mas..it's late afternoon..." Yunia said when the door of Vishnu's workspace was open. He saw the face of Vishnu who was like a person who was being used. So Yunia did not dare to ask any questions.

"Hem... " Just the truth of Vishnu. A moment Yunia was confused. "HEM" what does that mean?

He saw Vishnu who stepped back into his room. Yunia was confused again. This is what gemana wants anyway? Yunia just wanted to step following Vishnu into the room, but Vishnu had hunted back out. It seems like he just took the phone and the key from the room because while putting the phone in his pants pocket, Vishnu closed the door of the room.

"Come..." Bring along.

Without saying much, Yunia followed Vishnu down the stairs through the kitchen area directly to the rear parking area. The friends who greeted her were only met with a small nod by Yunia. Vishnu.... Don't ask, he didn't heed the greeting at all. It is not the nature of Vishnu to ignore every greeting he receives, but it seems that this Vishnu is indeed "lost". I don't know which Vishnu possessed that sturdy and gallant body.

Along the way they were silent a thousand languages. Vishnu was still drifting in his mind, while Yunia was so afraid to start the conversation. Even at home that is. They were still silent to each other, only short pleasantries to answer the questions of the house people. In fact, after Yunia came out of the bathroom after giving her body, she had not seen Vishnu around her.

In such a situation, Yunia was busy wondering for herself. What mistake has he made? Just this time Yunia felt so hurt. Being ignored by the person who became the focus of his life, without anyone he could ask to complain. By ourselves.... Sepi ... Without feeling a drop of water flowing in the corner of his eyes.

"Auntie.. I want to go home...." His murmured softly while holding back tears that were like urgent wanting to come out.

"Hey...!"

Suddenly a voice surprised him. Yunia reflexes raised her face looking towards the origin of the sound.

Nearby was now standing a girl who seemed to be the same age as him was staring at him.

"Me?" Yunia asked as she pointed to her own nose. Yunia wanted to make sure that the girl did greet him earlier, because Yunia herself did not feel that she knew the girl.

"Yes it is you. Who else? The one sitting here is just you..." Sahut the girl while smiling pretently familiar. Yunia just said "O" without a sound.

"You're babysitting him?" Asked the girl while pointing towards Sabina.

"Yes...." Yunia replied doubtfully.

"How long has it been? Where's Alit?" Asked the girl while sitting beside Yunia, making Yunia confused to hear it. How long is what?

"That's mm, Alit's going to the toilet..." Reply Yunia.

"Oh... to the toilet, kirain Si Alit has not worked anymore... Gems? Good job there?" Cerocos the girl with confidence.

"Work? Work where?" Yunia asked back not understanding.

"Yes at his house, Mr. Win... You're Sabina's new nanny, right?" Accuse the girl confidently.

"He is the babysitter.... Want to be her mother? Dreaming....!" The girl said while laughing. Making Yunia who was listening to him feel sad.

"Why do I want to be her mommy?" Ask Yunia prank.

"Hey! Look how anyone believes Sabina is your child.... In fact, his skin is as white as his hair, aja reddish.at a glance only one can guess that his parents must be bule...not like us.. ha ha ha ha ha ha...." Said the girl while laughing out loud... Apparently, for the girl, the shadow of Yunia being Sabina's mother did look strange, making her so amused that she could laugh so hard.

In Yunia's heart she thought to herself.... What if in the future, people always thought of her as Sabina's nanny and not her mother? Will his heart hurt?

Slowly, Yunia approached and grabbed Sabina in her arms.

"Ma ma ma..." Sabina said as she tapped the toy she held onto Yunia's arm.

"Yes... I'll be your mama..." Yunia said softly as she grabbed Sabina tighter and kissed her head...

There was the sound of laughter from the girl sitting near them.

"Yes, it's nothing. Ngarep so mommy this little girl....." Her chirps. Yunia who was confused to respond to the speech finally decided to follow the storyline of the girl.

"He he he .. yes, it's not wrong if ngarep is taken so his mommy Sabina, yes dear... " Say Yunia said as she kissed Sabina again. Sabina chuckles amusedly. So did the girl....

"Well, by the way, whose name are you?" Ask the girl. "I'm Sumi..." Continue while extending a hand to salaman.

"I'm Yunia..." Yunia replied while replying to the hand of the girl who claimed to be named Sumi.

"Where do you live?" Ask Yunia to Sumi.

"It's not too far from Mr. Win's house... " Answer Sumi. Yunia was not interested in asking in more detail, which side was not too far away Sumi meant.

"Why are you here again?" Ask Yunia again.

"May ngasuh too. That's my foster child..." Sumi replied again while pointing at a group of children who were playing rope climbing in the playground area. "Wear a brown shirt..." Sumi goes into more detail. Yunia looked at the children, and there was a boy wearing a brown shirt.

"It's healthy, yeah..." Yunia's comment when she saw the child's body was indeed a bit patchy. Sumi laughing...

"Of course, one day is not enough six times to drink milk..." He said still laughing.

Suddenly, the boy they were paying attention to slipped and fell down. Sumi immediately ran over without bothering to say goodbye to Yunia. Yunia noticed them still while hugging Sabina.

"Sabina's fussy, non?" Alit asked suddenly from behind Yunia. Yunia's reflexes.

"Not.... Mama Yun's son is smart...." Yunia refocused on Sabina.

Ah, never mind... Want Vishnu nyuekin Yunia as bad as anything, which surely now there is Sabina that he must pay attention to. Vishnu's business that became cold to him, later he asked his person directly. Yunia took a long breath....

"Mas.... What exactly is my fault?"

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