IJAB'MU TALAK'KU
5. The Bitter Truth

24 Hours have passed, Aluna who is seen still asleep in a state of being face down alone.

"Emghh!" Aluna slowly opened her two eyes as she felt the warmth of the sunlight that began to pierce through the window glass through the gaps of the room curtains.

Aluna turned her gaze around researching. His body crumpled, then felt a piercing cold from the ceramic where he lay.

Sontak made him jump. Apparently all night he had been asleep on the floor without even a single sheet of cloth.

Slowly get up from the bed.

"Aah!" His ringis while sitting on the floor while holding his head that feels heavy and painful due to crying for too long.

His face still looks pale and his eyes.. The dark, puffy eyes make him look like a human without blood flow.

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"Tock. Geck."

The sound of knocking behind the door blew away the stout, burly look of the man in a black suit.

The man was none other than Arlan, the ex-husband of Aluna. Arlan who jumped quickly put the picture frame that he had been looking at into his desk drawer.

The drawer he lock the meeting, then put the key in the pocket of the suit he was wearing at the time.

"Lake in!" He exclaimed with a heavy and hoarse tone.

"Simple!"

Arlan looked at the sexy-looking woman standing in front of him as she heard the door open.

"Nindia?" Sahutnya saw a former secretary who is now his new wife.

Nindia commented on the smile coming towards Arlan.

"Kok you look so tense that you see me?" Nindia asked looking at Arlan's slightly stiffened face.

"Aah!" shakes little "No papa! What are you doing here?" he continued while waiting for a small smile to cover his tension.

"I brought you provisions." The reply showed the parcel in his left hand. "Our son wants to have lunch with his father!" Connect Nindia while stroking her flat stomach.

Her gestational age entered 5 weeks, and is still prone to. Currently, Nindia became the favorite daughter-in-law of Raden Wijaya's family. In just less than 2 months he had officially seized the throne of his brother who for 5 years owned by Aluna.

Their marriage was opposed by Arlan. But, in the end for the sake of getting a successor to his family-owned company he was forced to accept the marriage.

Actually Arlan also from the beginning never intended to divorce Aluna. The woman he loved until this moment. Despite being officially divorced, her feelings for Aluna are still the same.

Merely, the destiny that had been outlined for them was unlike with his dreams. Even until the day before Arlan married Nindia, she still refused to divorce Aluna.

However, Aluna clean hard asking for divorce from Arlan. Which woman is willing to be pitted and stay. Especially the woman is her own brother.

Wouldn't holding on would make him feel even more prolonged pain? Aluna thought it better to end once than to have to undergo a thorn that has no end.

Arlan led Nindia to the sofa and sat down side by side. Nindia began to open her clothes removing one by one the food she was under.

Actually the food arranged on the table looks delicious and appetizing. But, Arlan looked at him wistfully. How not. All types of food provided by Nindia is a favorite of Arlan.

It reminded him of Aluna. For 5 years married Aluna likes to cook Arlan's favorite food.

"I'm a bribe yah!" Nindia's Sahut opens Arlan's sight.

Arlan again waited for a small smile then slowly opened her mouth accepting the first bribe from Nindia.

Arlan chewed his food in a turbulent mood. There was a sense of sadness mixed with being upset at himself.

Highlight his eyes back softly staring at Nindia who looks a little down stirring her food. His memory of Aluna came back.

Previously Aluna was the one who always accompanied and fed him. But now, the woman in front of him was no longer Aluna to make her heart pinch.

If only he could have convinced Aluna to stay with him more firmly and could have taken the decision from her matchmaking plan with Nindia. It's possible things won't be as complicated as they are now.

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The building is located about 500 meters from his office, which is none other than PT. MIGHTY WIJAYA. The number one construction company in the country belongs to the family of Raden Wijaya, who is currently led by a young CEO named Arlan Raden Wijaya her ex-husband who until now still she loves.

Her lethargic face, but being adorned with make-up and lighter lipstick slightly faded her poor-looking look.

Some papers were scattered on the table with scratches ring design that only looks half in other words the papers contain images that are not finished.

Since the morning Aluna was unable to concentrate, even her brain which was always diluted in creating beautiful design images, even now felt dead-end feeling a sudden throbbing in her head.

His eyes turned red again feeling the turmoil in his heart. Her throat was blocked and her aunt shook.

Even subconsciously, both of his hands clutched firmly at the end of his clothes until his nails turned white. There was a crack that slowly appeared until it formed a crack in his heart.

Almost two months passed, but the pain did not fade even more and more days, especially after getting the news of her pregnancy.

Her dream of being a mother for 5 years will be fulfilled. Be happy? Well if only he hadn't divorced first of course it would have been very happy.

Why is she pregnant now? After all her status as Arlan's wife only remains a memory. Not that she doesn't want to be grateful, but how will she be happy? part of his life has been lost.

Those thoughts continued to roll in his mind to make his chest feel tight. Aluna still felt like she was in a long dream.

Is this really God's destiny for her? If so, can God return to give a more beautiful destiny for him in the future?

There is always little hope in every human predicament including Aluna. But, realize the reality in plain sight. Clearly Arlan was married, then what kind of destiny and hope was she worthy of asking for?

That's as difficult as it is right now. The more thought makes his head throb until nausea appears enveloping.

Aluna quickly got up from her seat, then ran out of the room while covering her mouth towards the toilet next to her room.

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"HOEEEKK! A HOEEEKK! HOEEEK!"

Aluna spewed out her stomach all by herself until her stomach felt sore and her throat was bitter.

Aluna gargled and washed her face. Bulb of sweat adorns the forehead to the temple. In recent weeks, she has been experiencing nausea and vomiting.

But this time it felt worse. Usually only more frequent nausea and vomiting that is still relatively mild, but at this time he even vomited all of his stomach contents.

It doesn't taste very good. His throat was stuck again and his body felt weak for a moment.

Despite feeling tired, Aluna still tried to wipe her face that was increasingly filled with sweat that dripped down to her neck.

"Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" sigh.

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"Eh, Denger-denger Aluna officially divorced with Mr Arlan?" Sahut one of the female employees behind the toilet room next door, making Aluna who was about to pull the doorknob want to go out again rewind her steps.

"Yes, kasian yah even though they are suitable and have been married for 5 years!" reply to one of the other employees.

"Well what else, she who can not give offspring to her husband! If I were a man, I would think the same!"

"BUM!"

The words of the employee who did not see his face, full of pressure to stab like a thorn through his chest. The scorn of the people around him that he was worried about slowly began to appear.

Aluna stood staring behind the door, her body shaking and started to let out cold sweat.

Aluna smothered her own mouth to keep her voice from coming out. The corner of his eyes felt sore until he was no longer able to stem the ringing, and again - again wet his face.

Although the words of the employee were not entirely wrong, but still hurt his heart. Even more painful, right now it feels like she wants to scream and show off about her current pregnancy to reverse their talk. But, what's the point?? Now he is officially widowed and is no longer needed to be issued Raden Wijaya.

Finally Aluna chose to quietly cry in Tampa the sound of swallowing the sneers along with the bitterness experienced.

Seriate...