In My Hijrah
Meeting and Farewell

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"engga, umi Aidah did not tell anything else about amy" said alwan.

"What really.?" ask syila.

"beneeer, aby not lying, I swear." said alwan while pointing two fingers. "how much, amy likes not the same doll? Tanya alwan switched the conversation.

"Like.love it. Thanks a lot by.?" syila

Alwan smiled happily at it. "Daddy together" said alwan.

"but how is there a little cat, just one yah by?" ask syila.

"the little cat there are two, so the story is that pupu has become a mother, and this little cat is her child" said alwan. Syila looked at alwan spoiledly.

"continue, Another one where by,,? Ask syila

"this" said alwan, taking the other out of his pocket, showing it to Shila.

"There's a name for him, too, byy,?" ask syila.

"Yes there is oruh, if this is for aby that is stored" said alwan.

"let amy see what her name is" she said, seizing it from the hand of the alwan.

"Ehh." Alwan was shocked

Syila smiled freely, while reading the writing on the page.

in her necklace there is writing (syila my love), and on her stomach there is tulisa (first and last love).

"Kok has aby there is a word he said, while have amy is not there,?" reprimand syila while frowning.

"That phrase and aby expectations represent aby's feelings about our relationship, while abykan has no idea of amy's impression of aby, as well as our relationship.

here later amy can write, a hope or impression about us" said alwan while pointing to the silvery of the doll, which is attached to a white cloth without feathers.

"oh so?" syila said with a smile

"what would Amy write about, then,?" ask alwan

"there are, later amy wrote at home" said syila.

"Heemmm" muttered alwan

"Oh yeah, yesterday amy said, amy wants to say something, What the hell are you talking about,? don't tell me that Amy wants to marry," said alwan teasing him while holding back a laugh..

"ihhh ngaco, hmmmmh" shilah, who suddenly got hesitant to tell the alwan.

"Why, Kok so dull the look on his face, smile dong," woo alwan while giving an example with a smile.

syila forced herself to smile despite her weight, as if nothing had changed the happiness of their relationship.

"it's so doooong. Beautiful it will be more delicious." said alwan with a smile.

"eemm.. Amy confused where to nausea from!" syila said in a flat tone

"why? what is actually happening.? I think it's serious" asked alwan

"previously amy's sorry." Syila.

Alwan arranged shila with wonder. "sorry for what, what is wrong.? reprimand Alwan while paying attention to what he will say.

"Emmm... Maybe today is the last day we trade. And I don't know when, we'll be able to get back to feeling this way again?" syila said with a hollow feeling.

Alwan fell silent, drowning in his own thoughts.

"heuhemm. means the rumors are true.? if amy has taken a scholarship from the foundation." said alwan asked for assertiveness.

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Indeed, Alwan had heard the grapevine from the santri, but alwan ignored it. he never asked about it to syila, although alwan wanted to know whether it was true or not. because what he knows, he won't be able to hear it.

"yes, umi has also arranged all the departure schedules, in the near future" said Syila softly while looking at the emptiness in front of her.

"So soon, has everything been thought out carefully?" Ask alwan in a sad tone.

"amy hope aby can understand more, and understand the current situation of amy about our relationship, how good we delay first, more precisely we have arrived here" syila was straight to the point.

Alwan opened the wide matanyalebar, and stared intently at the shila. "why.? That's how short amy's feeling all along. does amy intend not to come back here.?" alwan asked while shaking his head as if he did not believe what Syila said.

Obviously alwan kage, because syila did not give him the option to survive. And instead ask to end the relationship they have been in so far.

" it's not so.!!" syila said, who could not hold back tears.

"Not so how.? obviously amy gave a decision about our relationship, as if there was never anything between us" said Alwan who was a little emotional, and increased his speech. alwan did not want to accept the decision he made unilaterally.

The atmosphere became silent for a moment, only a breezy breezy blow could be heard blowing on the ears.

without the power of syila continue to shed tears, Syila tried to calm herself. In her mind, syila tried to choose and sort the right word, to be conveyed to the alwan. so that his words are not too piercing the recesses of Alwan's heart. Because syila tau, this will surely they experience, and it feels painful for alwan and himself sndiri.

Syila wiped the tears that broke on her cheeks. "amy actually wanted, our relationship goes as it is. But, umi and aby asked amy to focus on the same lecture amy while in the sanah, but, and umi same aby asked amy, not to date or think about romance. Because they are afraid that it will inhibit and disrupt amy at the university later" said Syila while holding back tears.

"Huuuhhh.." alwan took a deep breath.

"yes, for that aby understood.

but even so, does our relationship have to be sacrificed.?

all back to amy, even if amy asks aby to stay, aby is ready. As long as we trust each other and keep our feelings for each other, as long as we are far away.aby promise, aby will be faithful to wait, until amy returns." said Alwan full of hope.

Syila looked up at the sky, it was hard for her to speak.

"Amy believes that his man's abi must be loyal, and can keep Amy's feelings.

but, in a long time Amy herself can not promise? and Amy won't make aby wait any longer.

Amy loves aby, amy doesn't want to worry about aby, and amy doesn't want to be locked in a wait that doesn't know when it's going to end.

amy just wants, aby is not burdened when there are other women who put the same heart aby. that will make aby continue to hope, between uncertain times.amy believes aby can also be happier, and more, even without amy." said syila while holding the hand of alwan, to make the alwan more calm.

"The one who must remember, if aby really believes love and soul mate is an almighty destiny. Go to him, and believe me :

...This farewell is the beginning, of the desire,...

...The waiting, and the hope that we hang. Which will be answered in the meeting....

...If destiny favors taste, happy niskahya is infinite....

...but if reality is not as we aspire....

...Believe me, God has prepared better, than what we ask for in its solids....

it's okay if Aby wants to stay, but amy won't ask, and amy can't promise anything for our relationship, for one day." said syila as she took off her hand.

Alwan was drowning in his thoughts in grief, he just fell silent without a word.

Syila then stood up and said, "promise, if someday we meet again.remind amy of our love, this love that we must delay." said syila, while passing away leaving the alwan. Syila went half-run, crying.

the further she stepped, the more she could not bear the sadness, like there was regret that hit her heart.

On one hand, Alwan was still silent without him noticing tears had already burst into his cheeks.

he could only ponder speechlessly, not knowing what was controlling his mind. Until he could not prevent the syila from passing beside him, the further the syila stepped, the more Alwan lowered his head.

And for a long time, after syila was no longer visible. Alwan looked up, shouting.

"Eeeeaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkhhhhhhh" cried alwan. As loud as possible Alwan shouted, until his voice echoed breaking the silence, with a very deep cry.

Since then, Alwan never met again with syila, and the two never exchanged news with each other. He believed that God's destiny would bring them back together.

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