IT'S ME YOU HURT
Getting pregnant?
Reyna's heart was so touched by her father and mother's attitude towards her. How not to be this big Reyna still gets a warm hug from her parents, and they treat Reyna like they treat a little girl they love so much. Reyna was moved by the attitude of her parents. The loss of Reyna broke her heart, making Reyna desperate, self-pitying, and forgetting that there were people around Reyna who loved her so much. Reyna focused only on the pain, suffering and sadness she felt without thinking about the family who were also saddened by Reyna's circumstances.
"Mom knows your heart is very broken right now. We are also very sad and feel very lost to Ziva. But can't you imagine my heart breaking if you leave our lives, let alone in this way?!" Said the mother who had started to calm down a little. Mother actually did not want to burden Reyna with her harsh words, but this time Mother had to be a little firm in conveying her heart. I don't want Reyna to get too carried away with the sadness of her heart to do something stupid like that.
Reyna felt slapped with her mother's words. Isn't he currently the one who knows best how painful it is to lose a child?! How could Reyna make her loving parents feel the pain she felt! Reyna realized that what she had done was wrong and a great sin!
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry!" Reyna cried while covering her face with her hands. The shame, guilt and regret made Reyna cry.
"I'm sorry, mom! I'm really pathetic, I did something stupid. I don't think logically! Excuse me... I'm sorry." Reyna was still crying and trying to sit on the bed. Mom and Dad help Reyna to sit down.
"No son, don't apologize to us! Apologize to God, for you have preceded Him by doing a deed that God hates most. Thankfully, God has not asked you to go to him! And Ziva will definitely be sad and disappointed to see his mother like this!" Reyna immediately remembered her dream. Ziva looks disappointed in him, but Reyna has promised her son to stay fine when Ziva is not around. It turns out that the purpose of Ziva's speech at that time, was to leave a final message for his mother to stay well and the spirit of living life even though there is no more Ziva in this world.
"Yes Dad. I promise I'll never do anything stupid like that again." For now Reyna is not ready to tell anyone about her dream. Reyna simply answered obediently to Dad.
"You must be strong, boy! There is still a family that loves you very much. And remember that God is always with us, even in bad circumstances. God knows all your troubles, and God knows you've fought. Strengthen your heart, boy! And one more thing, God is not sleeping! He sees everything that happens, and He will act according to His time and will." Father tried to gently counsel Reyna, although there was actually a sense of disappointment in his heart seeing his beloved eldest daughter do something that God hated so much. But on the one hand Dad was also very hit with the actions of Reyna, the father felt failed to be a father and strength for his own son.
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"Aassalamualaik... Sorry to wait so long, aunt. I was breastfeeding Alexa. Oh Reyna's dead? Thank goodness!" Sister Ela walks into the room with Gina and Reva, and apologizes for the delay in coming over breastfeeding her child. It turns out that Reva and Gina also did not tell Sister Ela what exactly happened to Reyna, they only told her to check on Reyna's condition that was fainting, and they did not tell her, and didn't tell her Reyna had tried to kill herself. Because even though they are neighbors and their relationship is quite close, but Reva and Gina still keep their family problems will not be the gossip of the neighbors later.
"It's okay, son, come on over." Father and mother smiled at Sister Ela and stood up, and moved away from the bed, allowing Sister Ela to approach and examine Reyna.
Sister Ela is the same age as Reyna, only one year apart under Reyna. Reyna and sister Ela used to be playmates as children, so their relationship used to be quite close, only now their relationship is not as familiar as it used to be. They are now adults and have their own lives.
"I'm sorry about Ziva's death! Sorry Na, I could not attend the funeral and tahlilan event earlier. Coinciding my picket schedule at the hospital. I'm so sorry Na, it wasn't long before I got home and suckled Alexa when Reva and Gina came." Speak with empathy sister Ela while sitting on the bed next to Reyna.
"It's okay La. Sorry to bother you all those nights." Reyna answered kindly trying to smile even though it was very heavy.
"Ngga nothing Na. I'm glad I could help you. We are temenan. No, I checked your condition first. Hm, maybe you are exhausted, continue to be too carried away by the same thoughts of Ziva's departure. Who wouldn't be sad if they lost a child. But you have to keep the spirit up! There are your parents and sisters who care and love you." Sister Ela attempts to melt the atmosphere while attaching a digital tensimeter device to Reyna's arm to measure blood pressure.
Sister Ela examined Reyna's eyes, then afterwards checked for a pulse on Reyna's wrist.
"Hmmm... Do you often feel dizzy?" Ask sister Ela.
"Yes, your blood pressure is very low. You are also malnourished. Hmmmm.... When was the last time you were on the moon?" Sister Ela kind of carefully asked Reyna the last sentence.
"When, when?" Reyna thought about the last time she was on the moon. Then, suddenly his eyes rounded thinking of something.
"Can't it be La?!" Reyna stared intently at Ela as if to convince herself that what she was thinking was wrong. Sister Ela simply smiled and nodded. Then holding Reyna's stomach as if examining her stomach.
"When did you last have your period?" Sister Ela asked Reyna the same question again.
"Can't it be that Reyna's pregnant with La?" Mother's question made Reyna's father and two sisters surprised.
"Last I had my period four months ago before I left the Angga mas house."
"Yes... Your gestational age is already about three or monthly. But to be more accurate you should immediately check with the health center, or see an obgyn specialist to check your pregnancy." Said sister Ela a little carefully to Reyna and her family, because sister Ela had heard about the news of Reyna's divorce from neighbors. So now Sister Ela knows Reyna is unmarried.
"So isn't Reyna pregnant, Ela's sister?" Gina said in disbelief.
Reyna just closed her mouth not believing her pregnancy while shedding tears. Reyna felt very sorry and moved. How not, Reyna almost killed two lives at once! Reyna was so sorry for herself. Since her separation with Angga, Reyna is too late for her household problems, until Reyna does not even realize that she has been pregnant.
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