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Five people are now sitting on the couch, because they will all play the game Truth Or Dare like yesterday at school. The difference this time they use a glass bottle placed on the table.
The game was certainly played without Alan, as the man was now sleeping in Ava's room to rest on the incident.
Alan is not angry with Ava because the guy believes that the girl has no intention of hurting Alan at all, because Alan also knows that Ava cares about him and loves him very much.
While Ava also believes that Alan will not be keppo with the contents of Ava's room. For fear of the boy saw the contents of Ava's closet in which there were a lot of underwear. There was also no box containing Aras gift items that he put right under the bed.
Ava just doesn't want Alan to misunderstand her that he still likes Aras because in fact Ava only loves and likes Alan. So, the girl just prayed and hoped inwardly that Alan would not find the box.
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The one who turned the bottle was Ana, everyone who was there was carefully staring at the tip of the bottle would stop where it was. Of course with a very stubborn heart.
But the next second, cheers and shouts echoed throughout the house as the tip of the bottle was pointed at Ava.
"Truth."
Agnes hurriedly replied. "Ok, I asked ya. What do you regret at school? What is the most important thing you want to repeat in school? And, what did you dislike during school?"
The girl chuckled softly. "That's much? Intentionally, huh, lo?"
"Yes, intentionally. Pleased, isn't it, lo?"
Ana smiled as if mocking her best friend. "Let's answer dong, Ava."
Ava knows Agnes and Ana are currently working on it, because her two best friends also already know what Ava's answer is. Because it is one of the discussions that has not been liked by Ava for a year. The girl sometimes likes to be sad, regretful, and moody when she remembers it
"What's up, anyway? How can it be so hard to find that?"
"Yes, what's wrong? I became curious," said Bagus who was also curious.
Ava lowered her head but the next second the girl looked up while revealing a charming smile.
On the other hand, there was Alan who was observing Ava's room while lying down. The guy didn't sleep at all and just collapsed.
Since then Alan was quite curious about the small white closet next to the shelves of novels owned by Ava, because he had never seen the lemar before.
Alan rose from his sleep and walked toward the closet, staring at the closet from top to bottom. The boy's hand was stretched out to open the closet, but unfortunately the closet was locked.
Alan sighed, the man gave up and then turned to stand in front of the window looking at the surroundings.
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"There are five things I regret during school, which is when I disturb the peace of my friends, which is where they never bother me."
"Gue, right, has a friend who calls 4 Sekawan, it contains four men who have been friends for a long time. One of them I once prank was called Firdhi. In my opinion, he is the person julid, if you sometimes do not think first will hurt others or not, quite funny too the person. One of the reasons why I don't like him is because of his behavior and nature. The point is I'm kind of upset to see me in other people but I also don't hate myself."
"First of all, I was approaching him in an often chatan way and it worked. Continue to the second, I carry out my action to mengeprank him according to the plan that I have compiled. But, I don't think he was actually baper and revealed his feelings to me. Honestly, at that time I also felt comfortable and connect with him."
"But I think again like if I was dating him, how would I? We both have high egos, stubborn, do not want to give up, like it, especially I am also fierce and he is the type that is julid. There are certainly no days without a weight, so .. rather than dating keep breaking up and the relationship is not good, I just say if I have no taste at all to him and I just menggeprank him."
"Yes I know that if I refuse the relationship will also be tenuous, but the stretch, right, not as bad after breaking up. A few days later I got info from is anyway if it turns out Firdhi just want to playin me doang because he was curious. Whether it's true or not, I'm kind of relieved that I rejected him."
"Until those few weeks I fought with him when I met and ended we both erased contact with each other. There really is no communication at all. If at school meet it was just melengos without reprimand." Ava wiped away the trail of tears that had just slid free of her cheeks.
"There are also other incidents that have occurred due to tomatoes. At that time if it is not wrong to practice cooking in class. My friend Nila told me that Firdhi has a phobia of tomatoes, there continue to be gangs of girls in class who hear our conversation. Automatically their criminal souls thrashed dong."
"In the end, my girl friend to her class while carrying tomatoes continues to be shoved so that I am afraid and worse I also join nakutin him because I am a bit as bad as him. If it's not wrong then he cried out of fear, everything involved in sorry to him and forgiven."
"But there's only one person who's sorry for not being accepted, which is me. At that time, yes, I felt innocent and remained ordinary, I thought, yes, I will be better again. At best it's only a minute. Not long after that incident, yes, it really feels better even though it is not as close as before, but over time I felt bad and only realized that what I was doing to him was evil and outrageous. Moreover, my mind always thinks that it is not papa and I feel less guilty."
"Secondly, I used to make a story in one of the online writing applications, he said, I kept borrowing the names of the four friends because I was amazed by their close friendship and looked cool because the plan was also about friendship."
"No, there are still many names I borrowed from my friends. But, I do not permit them first because I want my story that no one knows first and hope that if I can succeed then I tell them."
"When I said borrow their names to the Marshal and I told Marshal nyampein my message to his three best friends too, not long there Rimba ngechat me, I, he's not angry, he just told me and asked me why I borrowed the name but I didn't tell him."
"Marshal is relaxed because the person he can do that, if Firdhi he even asked to be made the main role but I refuse because he is not the main role. But, if Davin he's even angry and berates me this is to make me cry at a hiccup do not stop-stop, because basically, 'kan, I'm afraid if anyone jerks."
Ava was actually embarrassed but she just wanted to relieve a little of the strange and pain in her heart.
"But, there I also did not sit back and get angry. Until Agnes who did not follow anything was even accused. Until now I still have his number is only Marshal doang because the others have been removed because I am angry and they also block me." Ava sobbed in her tears.
"Gue knew I was wrong because I didn't let them go, I knew they were afraid that I would borrow their name for something bad. But, 'right, they seem to think a little that what bad things can I do?"
"Because I'm just an ordinary girl, if I do bad things I will not permit, until now even the curse of Davin did not disappear the pain. And, I hope in the future I want to improve them like they used to be long before there was this incident. Affairs there's still pain because that's a later affair, because I'm sure I can forgive and relieve the pain as time goes on."
Justin rubbed his teary eyes, seeing Ava crying made him feel sad. "How are you going to tell me?"
Ava chuckled while wiping her tears. "Yes, I immediately deleted it without thinking at that moment because I was very angry and did not care about it at all. Even though it was up to the forties chapter and I made it during the graduation holiday Junior High School. But, it's okay because I can still make a clearer and better than that according to my ability and will."
"Third, I, right, have a best friend named Sara, she was shot by a classmate named Farid. At that time Sara was in the same class as Agnes and because Sara was the person who did not have the person, so she accepted when she had no taste at all to Farid."
"Gue as his best friend did not accept that because of Sara's decision. In addition to Farid's illness, Sara also unknowingly makes herself uncomfortable."
"My criminal spirit automatically bounces, so I chat the Farid was using his hp Sara and I say gini like, Not how the hell ya, yeah, you don't get hurt because I'm talking about this because it's also for the common good. Actually Sara is no sense at all to lo, so it's better not to make him to like you, because people if forced it will not be comfortable and even uncomfortable. So I hope you know what the next step should be."
"Gue said it to Farid and according to Sara unconsciously my speech was too rude and after I read again it turned out to be a bit rude, and the next day Sara told me that she was with Farid there was no relationship anymore because I said she was like that."
"Farid may be embarrassed and hurt he keeps erasing my contact and I also erased his contact because it is not useful as well. There I was like a cruel and unkind person. I want to apologize but I don't know how and say where, besides that I know that sorry is not enough."
"The fourth, I, right, have a friend named Melly he said he used to fit eighth grade ever close to my classmate in 9C named Aniq. Because the eighth grade Melly same Aniq in the same class that is class 8B class smart people. I'd love to go to Melly if I wanted to get her to pick up Aniq again and Melly would."
"Time goes on and when I met Aniq I always talked about Melly whatever it was. But, I don't know where to start suddenly like Aniq it likes my chat so, yeah, yeah, I'm a regular guy his name is also the same friend and who ngechat I also doang."
"Keep like there is an incident that I forgot that Aniq revealed his feelings to me because he thought I had the same feeling he was not at all. And at that time I fancied in Sara's position and the severity I continued it at once I also benefited Aniq. I'm bored because for a month, right, I don't think there's any prank target that."
Ava seemed to think. "Ohh yes! I just remember the incident what, in my school, right, kayak every three months of swimming practice that loh."
"When I came home from the pool I was escorted home with Aniq because before he nawarin I went home together because no one picked me up and because he baper the same I that's the beginning of Aniq like me."
"There's a friend of mine whose name is Havin who took a picture of me fitting boncegan same Aniq continues to be sent to the story WhatsApp and the Melly was seen. I'm talking to Melly to apologize."
"I don't have any self-esteem there because I said, "Gue wants to do anything as long as you want to forgive me." Yes, that's how I write a lot and at length but the Melly was reply was just a little and not at all worth my writing. At that time, yes, I was also upset and thought that he did not appreciate my efforts to apologize."
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...Yeeeeeeeeeey! Later tonight pray taraweh, continue tomorrow fasting! I can't wait for the sahur menu, break my fast, and wake up my friend Sahur!...
...For Muslims around the world, I want to say congratulations on the blessed month of Ramadan and love and congratulations on fasting!...
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...Written on 23 September 2020...
...Posted on 12 April 2021...
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