
Days passed, Sunday continued to change along with the attitude of Marcel who often changed. The man was busy and forgot that he had a family. Not really forgetting, Marcel was just shifting his activities towards education and work.
Lusi sat alone on the balcony of his room, with a high gaze glaring far away. A flash of Marcel's shadow married her three months ago, making Lusi feel sore. Three months is not a long time, but enough to make Susi tormented.
All of Lusi's life is fulfilled, with a lot of money and jewelry given by Marcel's mother. Likewise with Marcel who was never late to give allotments of spending money for Lusi. Unfortunately, behind Lusi's all-sufficient life, complete with Shila who lives and education is guaranteed, Lusi feels alone, as if living a kara like a thirsty woman attention.
If Shila had allowed Marcel to stay with her and Lusi, maybe Lusi would not have been this comfortable to face the loneliness that plagued him.
The woman, who used to have a slightly dark complexion, now turns bright skinned, with the fragrance of the luxurious perfume of choice by Hesti, Marcel's sister from Papa Alex. Luckily, Hesti occasionally contacted him and often accompanied Lusi shopping. Even so, Lusi still needs someone who can fill his emptiness.
Without Lusi knowing, this weekend Marcel has a vacation from the world of education, to make it home in the afternoon for the first time since they were married.
The balcony door opened from the inside, Susi was shocked when she found Marcel appearing there. Usually, her husband would come home late at night from college, and go home very late.
"I've been calling you since, apparently you're here?" Marcel approached Lusi, sitting quietly in a chair right next to his wife.
Wait, whoa. Marcel's face was so pale with a faint flash. For some reason, Marcel looks the other day in the eyes of Susie. Usually, Marcel can still look fresh even though he came home late at night.
"Sorry, I didn't hear? You sick?" asked Lusi with the intention of touching Marcel's forehead. Unfortunately, Marcel who dodged, made Lusi's hand stick in his place while saying, "don't you want me to touch?"
"I'm just tired and a little dizzy, but I'm fine. Please make me a warm drink and bring it to the room. I'll clean myself up after this," the deserving Marcel's pinta stood up, leaving behind Luci who felt his heart throbbing in pain.
If I wasn't this loving to you, maybe the pain wouldn't be this bad either, Marcel.
Luci.
Until then Marcel passed, Luci still enjoying the pain alone, looking at the sturdy shoulder, until his shadow was lost swallowed by the bathroom door.
Not wanting to wait too long, Lusi immediately picked up pajamas for her husband, even though it was still afternoon. He needs to make a menu of healthy food and also warm drinks according to Marcel's request.
For these three months, I've been quiet a lot even though you've ignored me. But the pain was tremendous when you rejected me outright, Marcel. From the beginning, this marriage shouldn't have happened, right?
Back Susi sat in silence.
The woman continued to enjoy her heartache alone in the kitchen, while daydreaming occasionally. Until the food was ready to be served, Lusi immediately brought her husband's order of warm food and drink, into the room.
And the scene in front was enough to make Lusi's heart melt. Marcel wrapped himself in a thick blanket. Not only that, Marcel also delirious unclear.
"Marcel, what's going on? You sick?" lusi asked, putting the tray on the table, "you, what are you feeling?"
A delusion that is enough to make Lusi sculpt with millions of pain. The man, calling Renata by the eyes closed. Not only that, sweat circles attached to the temple Marcel, as if adding to the impression of sweet.
"Mrs ... Renata," said Marcel in unconsciousness.
"Yes God. What should I do?" Mumbled Lusi later.
Susie was confused, what to do. The woman did not know much less close to the neighbors of her apartment unit, which she could ask for help. To go downstairs to find security, it gets further and further. Understandably, Lusi was often tired lately since her pregnancy entered the fifth month.
"Ren ... " murmured Marcel again.
"Marcel, wakeup. You're not doing well. Come on, get up and eat. We go to the doctor" said Lusi, patting her husband's pili.
Slowly, Marcel opened his eyes, looking at Lusi with a faint look, "I'm dizzy," that's just the sentence that came out of Marcel's mouth, before the man closed his eyes again.
"Just dizzy? Don't you have a Doctor's number of acquaintances or something?" asked Lusi, clearly in a panicked tone.
"Take my phone on the desk. I'll ask Mom or Dad to come over here" Marcel replied in a raucous voice.
Lusi just nodded and immediately walked out of the room towards Marcel's desk.
Until just when Lusi was holding her husband's cell phone, the man's phone lit up. And Maya Lusi immediately broke into a pattern, when she found out that Renata's photo was plastered there, as a wallpaper on Marcel's phone screen.
So orange now, you still have your heart for Renata?
The inner whisper of Luci.
Emotions and the influence of pregnancy hormones that make Lusi feel sensitive, making the woman can not stand it anymore. With anger that he tried to hold, Lusi walked slowly towards the room, finding Marcel who was still chaotic.
"So, you married me just because I was pregnant, Marcel? You said you would change your heart and learn to love me, but you still keep Renata's name and her shadow in your heart" said Lusi slowly, before giving her husband's phone.
"If it's only because of the child, don't worry, you still have the right to see him. But if you don't love me, I feel like I'm the dumbest and only the worst person in your life. What's the point if that?" ask Lusi again.
And Marcel soon awoke, realizing that he could no longer dodge.
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Sorry to update. Some days are busy in the real world.