Landless Sky (Enormless Sky)
me and my story

Nayla prov

in reality a rich girl is not necessarily happy, sometimes she just needs a man or an adult man who is able to understand, take care of and protect her

since childhood, his father always said

"be a strong man, stop stomping your feet on someone else's feet, you've grown up, stop being childish"

if she was injured, her father would be angry when he saw her crying because of that

"stop crying, wipe your tears and have the waiter clean your wounds"

therefore, until adulthood he never once cried in front of the man, he always looked strong and strong when in fact he was so fragile.Their mother he and her brother zuu are not strong women, but she is not a strong woman,always drowning in his sadness because his father often played women and cheated on him,their mother always locked herself in the room and reluctant to interact with them.kaknya zuu is a tough man who always patiently takes care of all kinds of affairs of his mother even until the night of the tragedy.

"today there's a student guardian meeting, can Daddy come?"

for several nights he waited for the old man to come home, Because even though they lived 1 roof rarely they could meet and greet each other.his father always left before he woke up and went home after he fell asleep,today though she knows maybe the man doesn't have time for her but trying is a choice she can make

mr. Azzur did not budge, entered the house with a man who was 1-2 years older than his brother

"Zein, you can represent me!"

it is not a question sentence but rather a command that is quite inviolable by any ear that hears it

Nayla gulps her saliva tight

"but Daddy never once came to..."

he had yet to finish his sentence, but the gaze of the azzur master seemed as if he was going to kill himself

Nayla instantly fell silent, not continuing her words

"ah. uncle I'll wait in the car"

he looked at Zein's face with his eyes beginning to glaze over

then in the silence of the morning breeze the girl cried silently sitting in the back seat while occasionally wiping away her tears.she thought she was always envious of her friends who always showed off their father or mother when at school.

*****

the girl walked a small step towards the azzura company, carrying a brown paper bag that contained a red paper box with ribbons on top of her, maybe his nature looks like a child but he has not grown up enough, today he is exactly 17 years old, his hopes are not much enough to see the old man's face, he said,ask for a little kiss on the cheek and give her a little prayer so she grows up faster.

everyone lowered their heads, who did not know the girl was the only daughter of the azzur master

"Daddy is?"

he asked kindly to his father's clerk, winking one eye while showing his luggage paper

the woman who was asked about the mangosteen

"master's still in a meeting, maybe it'll be out in 20 minutes"

Nayla just nodded

"miss can wait in the master's room"

a moment later the girl darted inside, placed the paper bag containing the cake on the table and sat on the chair.She momentarily glanced at her watch,until finally 20 minutes passed but the man did not come at all, in the end he fell asleep on the chair for a long time.2 hours is not a moment for him to wait, but he did not wait,but with full hope he threw away the 2-hour word as if it did not happen in his waiting period.

"i think this project should go according to plan"

faintly heard his father's voice from behind the door, a smile seemed to expand behind his lips

"zuu will see him after he returns from Singapore, I think he will be back tomorrow afternoon"

clutch

at the end of the door opened, Nayla stood up quickly from her seat waiting for her father with a thumping feeling

"dad"

the azzur master stared at his face for a moment, then continued to talk to the people who were next to him

"make sure there are no mistakes, have someone review it first for the other job"

"well sir"

after some of the men left Nayla tried to talk but her father's phone rang loudly, the man quickly picked her up

"i'll be down in 5 minutes"

after turning off his call the azzur master immediately spoke without ever asking why his daughter had suddenly come to his office

after saying so again the man darted away leaving Nayla alone

Nayla just stared at the nanar towards her father's office door, then looked at the brown paper bag that was on the table, which was on the table,he always thought 5 minutes was enough time for his father to give him to make his heart smile,but it turned out that 5 minutes was sometimes the most painful time for him.he put the paper bag on his father's desk, writing something on a small paper

{happy birthday my little daughter}

{smiling is always.<}

then his heart felt rumbling, his tears dripping slowly, so that tears began to fill the room.he did not need much but just a little attention.

there was still hope that the man would meet her, apologize a little for ignoring her, make a small surprise in exchange for her disappointment,but the weeks he waited for absolutely never happened.His father simply sent himself a black card for him to furture.

one time his father had promised, 1 year ago when he was 18 years old to go home and have dinner together.he thought maybe his father wanted to make up for the guilt of ignoring him on his birthday last year

"Daddy's probably going home around 9, do you want anything ?"

the man asked from behind his cell phone

imagine how the girl felt, she smiled widely as she replied

"no, Daddy is more than enough"

she dressed up very pretty, glanced at herself many times in front of the mirror with a palpitating feeling, this was the first time her father had celebrated her birthday

"missy want what dinner other than this?"

her housekeeper asked while waiting for Nayla's decision

actually he wanted a lot of things because his stomach was hungry enough, but when he remembered his father would soon arrive he thought whatever was on the table today was more than enough

Nayla nodded

"this is the bik"

the 4-headed woman just nodded slowly

the girl glanced towards the wall clock many times, waiting for the time to go quickly, hope the man soon appeared from behind the door, but when 30 minutes passed he did not find the figure of his father standing came to him.several times he contacted his father but his call was not at all picked up by that guy.

"non already want 11 o'clock, you better eat first"

the female servant spoke looking at her little master with a look of pity

Nayla took a breath in her breath

"clean up all the bik, just stay the steak"

the woman nodded slowly

"bring me a wine bik"

for a moment the woman was silent

"but non"

"just bring it"

"good non"

his eyes stared at the old bottle of wine before him, glancing back at the clock of the wall past midnight, he still wished his father had come until a short message burst out behind his phone

"the big master said he'd be home tomorrow, but you could go get some rest"

it was a message from Zein's father's right hand

then his chest ached, his shoulders trembled and his chest seemed to start going up and down, he bit his lips rough, as his tears spilled, long sobs rang out all over the house, her cries broke again accompanied by the darkness of night.

he grabbed the wine bottle and poured it with trembling hands,that day was the first time he learned to drink and that night the last time he lived in that magnificent house and chose to go out living in his own apartment.then he ate his steak with a broken feeling accompanied by a strong cry he did not stop even if he asked to stop

and.sayang.

imagine how I feel

when you also planned to destroy me

I really need you and even love you

nayla