
“I admit I am guilty of my actions, am I .. This error-strewn human being can't get a chance twice in life?” the sobbing of the woman grew stronger, droplets of water flowed to the surface of the cheek until it fell to the floor.
Alio was still unmoved, she remained silent in her seat while looking at Bella who was crying a mouthful. His heart was not touched by the woman's words. The pain has touched his whole body.
“After what you did to me, can I forgive you? After the suffering you've done, should I give you a more decent life? Is that so?” hardik Alio tones high, his neck veins looked slightly out. Is that how angry he is with that woman?
Bella is bowed, again and again guilt comes back to haunt her at this time. What should he do now? It's all done. Will there be no chance for him to make amends?
“If I felt the warmth of a family, I wouldn't do that. Do you feel like me? I was an unwanted child, even dumped by my own mother. Miris right? Even sadder, I didn't know my parents' faces, I didn't know where they were and where. It hurts more, doesn't it? Try to understand,” explained Bella, she laughed while crying lamenting her miserable fate.
“Should you involve me in your problems? I don't want to know, I don't even want to know!” angry with Alio, he threw his saliva in front of Bella.
“If you understand the true meaning of suffering, you can forgive me,” said Bella.
“Arti of suffering?” Alio frowned in surprise, he was still staring at the woman with the glare of sharp eyes like an eagle ready to pounce on its prey. “What kind of suffering should I feel after that suffering you made yourself, J*lang?” alio asked angryly.
“Didn't your suffering just lose family? Then, what about myself? I never even saw clearly how my parents looked, the warmth of my parents, even to see them I wasn't allowed. I know, losing someone who means it hurts a lot. However, do we not feel pain in the past? Why are we punished for past sins we never committed?” Bella expressed her heart to the man, she wiped her tears. With courage inside he said of the grunts in his heart.
Alio exhaled his breath rough. Then he took out a small 10R photo. Seen a small family who was taking pictures of the four, enjoying a vacation moment on an Island.
“You have taken all three precious lives in my life!”
Bella looked at the photo deeply, there was beauty and happiness in the photo. Looking at the photo made his heart ache like it was pierced by a thousand daggers, the tightness in his chest made it a little difficult to breathe air.
Why can't he be like that guy? Why was the fate line so painful that he had to cross?
What kind of suffering is that?
Why can't he take a picture with his own biological parents?
Tired of envy in his heart when he looked at the photo, his little heart could not lie to his feelings, tears became a representative of the pain he was experiencing himself.
Alio looked at him surprised, until he finally got closer, the man patted Bella's cheeks strongly.
“Wake! No drama in front of me, I hate weak women!”
Many times the man tried to wake Bella, the result was nothing. The woman did not wake up, until finally she decided to take Bella to the Mansion to be handled by her father—Ziko.
***
“What have you done to him, Alio?” asked a slightly high-pitched man to Alio, he looked at Alio with a deadly look. “Don't I ever tell you don't play physical with him!” hardik Ziko was upset.
“I didn't do physical violence to her, Dad. I didn't lie to you,” replied Alio in the same high tone as Ziko.
“You could've ruined his mind, son. You know that? If you have mentally damaged her, I failed to educate you,”, Ziko said affirmatively in each sentence.
“But, I'm not—”
“I've investigated Max's background, and I've told him the truth about who he is. Are you still going to torture him for a mistake he obviously doesn't know the core of the matter?” Ziko glanced at the woman who was lying weakly on the medical bed in the Mansion.
“The suffering is not as bitter as I am, Father.”
“Is that so? You know that every living thing will die? Then, what about the fate of a child who was dumped by his parents, never even know how his own parents face?” ziko asked, she let Alio open her mind, and digest what she said. “What would you do if you felt the same way as Bella?” take Ziko seriously.
“I will kill him, what kind of old man throws away his own flesh blood? Why make it if you don't want it?”
“It's pure from what it's called love, son. That is why it is called with baby,” reply Ziko. “Every child never asks to be born and cannot choose from the womb who he was born into the world.”.
“If you can't forgive him, at least don't give him any more pain. I know your pain, even my suffering is more than that. And now I'm trying to run everything. When we iklash, rest assured all will be replaced with happiness.”